.: Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery, none but ourselves can free our minds :.

♥ expectant .

i rock oh so much

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♥ whispery .

shout and live for once

♥ past .

instant time travel

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♥ adieu .

set them free

Closed Chapter
Multiply

♥ shopping .

a woman needs to shop

Authentic Victoria Secret Bags
Wardrobe 54
Paper Love Notes
Online Shopping Websites
Bake It Yourself
Izoned Caricature Card
Swiss Bake
Choc A Bloc
Personalised Towels
ScrapBooking Cove

♥ music .

music therapy

S.O.F.T
*Scape

♥ weddingAids .

once in a lifetime experience

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Gubahan Cinta
Cupcakes Ixora
Cupcakes Kak Yati
Lenours Touch
Jentayu Gallery

♥ adventure.

advent nature

PLK DragonBoat Team
Kiyah Splashh
AdvenTour
Combat Laser
Paint Ball
Clay Cove

♥ marathons.

year 2009

Mizuno Wave Run
Great Eastern Women 10K
Vertical Marathon>
Standard Chartered

♥ goals .

Current Target

Class 2B Liscence by 2009

♥ hear me .

wise words

"Age does not protect you from love. But love, to some extent, protects you from age"

♥ Squadron's 33rd .

Sweet Memory

♥ wishList .

luxury

Thursday, September 03, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:45 AM

So no wonder he had alot of flings and dates, he's never settled in for those girls and proposed the idea of marriage. No wonder he is in his 30s, but hasn't settled down for one.

Say it choosy, he say it's Choosing It Wise For A Lifetime Partner.

I still sometimes wonder in distress, what was it that a then 19year old girl sees in that very older man. Maybe cause she gave up in younger men, more rather, gave up in boys?
I wasn't in and out of relationship, young and fast. I've had my few experiences, with 1 relationship, and 1 forbidden love.
Oh well, I don't know how I did fell in love with him, but I know why.

Age 19, he thinks I'm rather naive. I say I'm much more matured than girls my age then, but let's just put it, he doesn't trust my words that very much.

I'm still quite angry, more sad over the news of his secret PI. It was two years ago, but I just got to know about it now, why?
If you took soo long to tell me this, why even tell me at all?

Well I don't know. I can't fix a PI just to get back to him now, should I?
It's a ridiculous idea, as much as I hate myself being stalked mysterious possible way, I hate doing that to others too.

Maybe this is the part of the relationship where HE tests our strength, love and preseverance. Step deeper to our weakness and wait for the end result.

As much of all that he make me wanna strangle him sometimes, when I look back at him, I know why I love him.