.: Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery, none but ourselves can free our minds :.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

I ♥ Squadron 9:28 PM

After school, met the boyfriend and we went to Plaza Sing in hope to watch Tenacious D, the movie that we've been planning to watch even before it came to the movie market. The first M-18 movie I get to enter even before I'm officially 18! Waehoo..

At first, we couldn't get to buy the tickets from the ticketing officer itself. As she claims that she badly wants to check my IC, when I tried to say that I didn't bring my IC plus I'm using adult Ez-Link for transportation fares. So, we had to crack our brains to find another way to get the tickets. We're youth with full of ideas, thus we decided to purchase the tickets through the ticketing kiosk itself, using the boyfriend's IC as identification. (This is one advantage when you're boyfriend is older than you.) Anyway, the boyfriend was in doubt of this idea, but he trusts what I was planning.

Had a match of Daytona while killing time. Headed to the cinema again and tada! We passed thru! Didn't even bother to check our IC.. Wahaha! Finally we managed to get our popcorn and he got me my cotton candy! The best one that I ever tasted. It doesn't taste like any typical candy, but it has a cherry flavour added to it! Plus its him who got it for me!! It pays to listen to what the other party has in mind. I thought he bans me from cotton candy, but in the end, its him who got it for me! Hehe!! Plus, we found the couple seat in GV and did cam-whoring afterwards.

Eventhough the movie wasn't up to our expectations, the outing was splendid! Had so much fun for a wednesday after school event! Hehe!

Our Wednesday Movie Outing Album!

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

December Baby I ♥ Squadron 5:40 AM

This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

I ♥ Squadron 11:44 PM

Their wedding was a beauty. Held at Fort Canning Park at 6pm. They've been together for more than 2 years and this wedding was carefully planned months before. Totally enjoyed it all. It was flooded with roses plus the theme is nature. Simple yet modernized. There was even Sushi and Chicken Teriyaki. Cocktails and brownie. I totally love their wedding cake. One of a kind. May their marriage be a total bliss.Congrats to Udin and Kathy.

Click here to view their album.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

I ♥ Squadron 11:19 PM

Mother celebrated her 48th birthday today. Usual us, got for her a little something. Although it's not exactly small. But I can proudly say, that this is the first time, I'm paying my share for it. I'm already 18 and smart enough to plan with my own cash, plus I can't always depend on my first sis. It doesn't cost as much as to what mother has been spending on us. She needed this electronic badly. Poor her, the thing that she wanted, kept on being pushed aside. Nevermind, when I have the cash to spare, I'm sure I'll get her the deep fryer she's been wanting. For now, we gave her the latest heavy duty blender! She loved it so much and she was exicted plus shocked to see it.. Love her to bits and pieces.

Friday, November 17, 2006

I ♥ Squadron 5:07 AM

"There's a miracle called friendship that dwells within the heart,and you don't know how it happens or where it gets its starts,but the happiness it brings you always gives a special lift, and you realise that friendship is God's most precious gift."
Smile, it is the key that fits the lock of everybody's heart.

Monday, November 13, 2006

I ♥ Squadron 1:23 AM

Sometimes, people are hard to please. Hard to understand them. They say that they want one thing, in the end, they show me that they want another instead of what they said they wanted. And that confuses me. The reason why I never go up and tell them that they are fickle, is because that I believe maybe it's me that whom can't seem to understand the person.

I don't know. Or maybe, I'm too soft-hearted that I don't have the heart to be angry and go on fuming at them. That's my weakness, and it has been taken as kindness many times, I refuse to remember exactly when.

Times when I am taking actions to change, suddenly has something to disrupt whatever that I'm actually trying to change, which in turn, brings my courage and believe that I can make things better to a halt, thus I give up. I know I don't give up in studies, but things such as trying to fit in, or trying to be the person people want me to be, I'll give up when situations hinders me back. It gets mistaken that I am not even bothering what is it that they want.

Right from the start, I'm hard to understand. And I believe until now, not even a soul can understand me. Things are unfair, and I shall let it remain. Bcoz for whatever I'll try to do, will make things even worse than any better. It's like, I'm a bad retribution, that I think, I am strongly believing in. I siriusli don't make a good long-term close friend. I refuse to have one either. There, I state the reason why I'm afraid to commit.

Afraid to turn down people, afraid to break their hearts, afraid to stand close or stay near to anybody. I can't believe I'm still stating and staying with this thought after the 8th chapter of our book.

It sirisuli hurts me when I hurt somebody. And especially when that somebody really loves me much more than anyone has ever had. It's a different feeling when you fight with your siblings or parents. It just makes me believe stronger than I'm doing more harm than good, eventhough I am harmless. And helpless for the record.

Maybe it's just me. That I make myself stuck in difficult situations, risking the feelings of others. Maybe the idea of me trying to feel love was really bad. I'm not saying love is disastrous. It's exceptionally beautiful, and I admit the one I am going through is beautiful. It's just that I'm a disaster to other people. That I don't fit it in. I keep on hurting him, and keep on regretting. I can't be understood, so don't even bother to understand me. Only I know what I'm like. How I'm like to be with.

I truli am apologising for whatever hurt and misery I've caused. May say I don't have the heart coz whatever I wanna say, I say it only here. Just really want to end this misery. Maybe I should start wishing a witch would come and take me away from people. Maybe I should just disappear.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Eight. I ♥ Squadron 9:56 PM

Eight has personally become my favourite number. Other than one, three and six. Sheesh. The Bf should know why I like eight. We're ion chapter eight of our relationship. And I being the, Ms-I'm-full-of-energy decides to do something for the bf. Something that I know he'll like without costing me much. The idea suddenly came into me when I was sitting in the every-long-bus-ride from school. Admit, I was thinking of him, deep. Anyways, it took me less than 2 hours to do this for him. Presented him on the day itself as a surprise by giving him the good excuse of fetching my tailored jeans as he was holding on to it. Hehe. Glad he liked it much, else, he wouldn't bother to take plenty pictures of it and made it model of the day.. ;)

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Retribution I ♥ Squadron 1:04 AM

Hurt. Despair. Broken. Lost. Confused. Guilt. Mean. Cruel. Retribution. I'm all that.