.: Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery, none but ourselves can free our minds :.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 11:53 PM

Wild ride! With the GMax Bungee Ride at Clark Quay, made me dare a step further for Bunjee jump! Must get the right buddy then go for it! You'll feel the real fear when G-Force acts on it after being shot to the night sky.

I've stated: My honeymoon shall consist either a bunjee jump or sky diving. Now next mission? Hot Air Balloon. Tho that isn't scary, I'm in for the experience. Glad to let the energy out!

Fondue plus some bittersweet drinks. Most importantly, the company was awesomely. East Coast for some beach then headed home.

Howdy!

Friday, April 27, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 9:27 PM

It was a waste of time at school today! Came at 9am and class ended at 10.30. Got to know that there wasn't lecture at 12.00 so me and Sheera decided to Popeye to feast out. Looked like barbarians, but the chicken were yummy. Had a real good laugh for about an hour.. Laughed till we became stressed! Ate Ritter Sport Butter Biscuit then headed home.

Thursday, April 26, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 9:40 PM

.:SHANIZAM:.

Heart my enemy is now a line,
Heartchapter has made its ending.
Loving U had given me a shine,
And showed how much one is caring.

I’m sorry it ended so bitterly,
And broke the dreams we ever had.
I had to do this and act fairly,
I hope this won’t make U so sad.

Guess I’m not your Guardian Angel,
Like when U have just met me.
Even my mind’s in big whirl,
Maybe we’re not meant to be.

With this memory and me they shall bury.
But it isn’t me that you’ve always wanted.
Though we only manage to celebrate one anniversary.
It was a good experience since we started.

Thank you for all the sweet memories, the fun times we ever had. Though the bass isn't done, I'll make sure that I'll complete it. Thank you for entering my life, protect me from all the dangers, showered me with much sincere love. For understanding me, for being there for me. I'm just so sorry I have to go. I'm sorry I'm leaving you at this state. I know I've hurt you deep, but promise me that you'll one day will suceed. Prove to Ibu, you can do it. You can be the best son. Appreciate her, love her and don't ever hurt her again. She's the only one mother. You've been so sweet, all the small details, the peoms, the guitar, the shoe, the chocolates, the cough syrup.. ShaNizam was a big experience for me.

Started with... :PS:Penin:2nd Meet Up:

:Hari Raya:My Birthday:I made this shirt coz of you:

:HP Hunt:Vivo City:Tenacious D @ PS:

:His Birthday:Vdae Day:MCYS Day:

:8th Month:9th Month:The Last Outing:

:1 year:

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 11:23 PM

Lessons were short for us today. Just 3 hour lab and it was called a day. Fid, Sheera and Me decided to hang out us girls since it's been long since we really did that. Headed home first to change and place all my books back at home. Shitto Kaichi Lockers asked me to clear them all since it was due July last year. Why can't they give me a lil more time since I'm ending year3 soon. FYI and attachment plus this sem is all I have before I proceed on to Uni or maybe work. Shared many things at Starbucks Borders then walked all our way to PS, and took a bus to esplanade. It was raining so we accompanied Fid to wait for Arqam. These 2 love-birds have so many challenges. This is the period where you'll face many challenges, when you're planning for the big day. I'm glad for them, that they love each other dearly.

Tanjung Ryu was such a nice place. The scernery at night was awesome, plus the bridge was a beauty. Howdy!

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 10:47 AM

Shitto. My heart has really, really turned to stone. I'm so feelingless, I can't feel a thing now. Please stay away from me.

Leaving
me is
wat U
believe,

its sad neva
again will
we eva get
2 mit,

i'll prove 2
evry1 as
long as
i live,

dat i'll still
carry on
wif my mission
2 succeed..

Heart U my
enemy,
heart nw
my fren,

once we
were lovers
nw it
was then,

nw go on
with ur life
its time
2 say gdbye,

used 2
ask U why,
know nw
its bcoz i lie..

Diy is
a poem,
its nt
a plea,

keep it
safe
as a
memory,

it's nw
close diz
sweet
bitter diary,

take gd
care my
dear
lil' buddy.. =)

.Nizam B

Sunday, April 22, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Shoe making today with sheera. Bought the shoes at afghan for 5bucks. Searched for glitters, sequins, ribbon and glue for the project. Headed home and did DF first before the shoe.

Sheera's

Mine.

Gave Esplanade a visit and had so much fun and then headed home as it was getting real late.

I ♥ Squadron 11:27 PM

"I can see your face shining back again all of a sudden. Your smile has grown back in place and you're much lively now. You're back to who you are."

Howdy.

I ♥ Squadron 11:19 AM

I have not
been the
best girl,

To this boy
whom reali loves
me dearly.

My mind
is in a
total twirl,

I'm thinking
of us very
carefully.

Hope U're doing well
there..

I'm so sorry..

Friday, April 20, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 10:20 PM

Sea calm me down from all the tense and stress I've been having.
Stars were such a beauty.
Sunrise was plain, passionate.

I loved it all.

Someone showed me something today.
He lost a stone while swimming and was searching for it in vain in the wide sea. Couldn't find it even after deep dives and long searches. When he got a hold of another stone, he was still as sad as ever.
He said to me, "No doubt there are many stones in the sea. But the stones that I just found doesn't have the same texture, feeling and beauty as the one that I've just lost. If I could, I would have hold on tight to it and shower it with much sincerity. Don't lose something so priceless. It's a waste."

Thursday, April 19, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 6:56 AM

Dad turns 53 today.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 7:24 AM

Extreme stress and tensed mind is all I have with me now. How much of me can you read? Or more important, how much of me can you really feel? I've been so down lately, I could not think straight. Only to make sure that studies are not affected. This part of me thinks of something. I'm in total state of confusion, depressed and unsure. So unsure of many things in mind that makes me so tense. I lose my appetite even I'm dead hungry. I can't sleep eventhough I'm dead beat. I get migranes, I become lethargic.. I'm just so... worried, confused, hurt, unsure, insecure, shagged, sick, tearful.

Someone please help me..

I ♥ Squadron 6:57 AM

Darwisy turns 2 today. He's growing fast. I'm 2 years older.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 11:32 PM

FREE CONE DAY!

Sheera and me went to witness it and be part of the enjoyment. we got ourselves invisible in the

long queue

and then indulge in the yummilicious ice cream ever! It was such a bliss to be eating ice cream in such extreme weather. then spent time at th beach.

it's been long since i laughed this way today. i was flying. hehe

Sunday, April 15, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 10:31 PM

Donated blood, movies and fun rides. Had so much fun today.

Saturday, April 14, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 11:29 PM

Makmur restaurant. sheesh. regretted going there.

celebrate dad's and darwisy birthday there and had seafood feasting.

unhappy with the service.

opened up gifts at kak's house.

hang there a while and then, headed back home.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 11:00 PM

Something really feels not right at this point of time. I've been feeling this for quite something. Is something really going wrong here? Or is this what you feel in the change of feelings...? I hope I'm not in the dark. Sheesh.

Friday, April 06, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 9:46 PM

It all started with a simple morning jog.

Which turned us to this by noon.