It's the real thing now.. Shnookie's handed me over his bank card, to keep it save in my safeguard, to control his expenditure and refrain him from using money from that account. The account that he uses to save up money for our wedding. Yes, wedding. Tho it's a matter of the bank card, the trust, sincerity and security is all there. Insyallah.
Jurong East NLB with Shnookie earlier on after school. Research on a few items about
PHP and
Oracle. Borrow books to brush up on my language.
Korean for dinner at Jurong Entertainment Centre. A new twist to our routine food choices. Had a good conversation with him before heading back home.
I ♥ Squadron
2:55 PM
"Mama is all papa have,insyallah papa tak leave mama... Dont wori mama,papa da tua, tak laku lagi.Mama b always in my heart and mind... Papa tahu mana intan mana berlian mama. Mama so precious 2 papa,tak kan papa nak sia2 kan mama.We been through so much,hapi,fun,crazy,laughter and sad and much2 more.Papa b with my cute little green goblin.Miss u so much mama." Shnookie.
Monday, January 28, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:15 PM
EC Girl's Day. Met Siti plus Nurul over at TM's for a movie. Watched
27 Dressess awesome movie of comedy, romance and inspirational maybe. From the most hedious looking to the sexiest bridesmade dressess. She has a closet full of it!
Ya Kun Kaya for supper and
Mac's for post supper. Hahaha. Had a generous share of it all and I was really feeling tipsy. Coffee plus more sugar is my antidote to anything. Sure give me some happiness.
Meet up soonish kay.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:25 PM
Accompanied Shnookie swimming at
Tampines Swimming Complex been long since I've last went there.
Over to
HSA for our regular blood donation. Vespered all the way to
Serangoon, to get Shnookie's vespa accessories. The new seat's super comfy! Checked out the motor shops for helmets for his new R6.
I'm in love with the personal helmet nice to go along with my Aprilla. Then lunched out at Compass for Yong Tau Fu! He's pretty much addicted to it thanks to me. Hehehe.
One Missed Call at AMK Hub. Headed home early today as both superb shagged.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
One thing I like about us, for whatever tiffs that we have, it'll be solved within the day,and we'll be like a couple who never fights at all.
Dinner over at
Ramen Ten our first visit. Feasted with loads of sushi, ramen, teriyaki and tempura and total bill was $60. Gosh.
Rambo 4 at Lido's and I must say, that it's an awesome movie, plus Shnookie's favourite hero
Slyvester Stalone, worth the cash for.
Got our very
first couple vintage tees. Super cute, super nice. Hehehe. Shall wear and take a pic of it soonish. Hehehe. Walked down Orchard Road and it's been long since our last visit. I must say, the washrooms at Meritus Mandarin is greatly awesome. Be splendid to spend a night there.
Spent late night at ECP before heading back home.
Sorry for the tiff earlier on. I was just a lil too sensitive. But still, I ♥ you more!
Friday, January 25, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
6:55 AM
Pendoman hidup> Sabda Rasullah SAW yg berbunyi: 'Sesungguhnya setiap amal (perbuatan,pekerjaan) itu dgn niat, dan sesungguhnye hanya bagi setiap sesuatu pekerjaan itu apa yg diniatkan.' (R.Bukhari dan Muslim)
Rasyidi.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
4:30 AM
0430am, I was snoring away in the cold shed of my room, didn't realised I had a room mate for that night
was my mom. 0430 my cellphone rang. It was
Private Number and my first thot was Shnookie. There I was wondering with a half-functioning brain, why Shnookie suddenly call me in the middle of my beauty sleep. All I heard first was a
very very farmiliar voice.
Voice:
"Hello, Shakilah? Shakilah apa khabar?"Me:
"Good. Sape nie?"Voice:
"How's your life? You with your boyfriend? Your family okay?"Me:
"Life's good. Me and my guy good. My family okay. Sape nie?"Voice:
"I'm just wondering how you doing. Make sure you okay, org tak hurt you."Me:
"Can you please tell me who's this?"Voice:
"Nie Nizam la"The conversation continued for a while before he hanging up on me the moment I asked about well-being of his mom. I haven't had the chance to talk to him. And he hung up. I know something's not right. I know you in and out Nizam. Your voice sounds that something's definately not okay. If you're trying to avoid me, in the first place you wouldn't even call me.
Pls let me know why you suddenly call me at 0430?
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
4:55 PM
I'm in this
cross road once again. This cross road that I'm caught for the second time in my life. But this time, it's a more complicated, complex cross road that I must choose from the many paths that I can see. The cross road that needs a
compass, a
guidance, a
friend and
confidence.4 weeks is all I have left. 4 weeks to the start to
adulthood. I don't deny, I'm in total denial that I'm graduating, with a diploma, inexperience and clueless of where what next up for me. I have many things I wish to do.
Graduating with a diploma, I'm contented and proud of myself. That I managed to get the least of qualification for a stable income.
But my dream of a good degree
Bachelor's Honour's is still the biggest achievement that I've yet to attain. I've made up my choice of path when I was in year2. But it all changes when comes year3.
The year that I met the greatest guy. The guy whom I'm
head over heels with.
With our difference of a decade plus three, sometimes, it does make an impact with the path that I've chosen eversince year2. If I were to pursue degree, it'll take me the least of 4yrs more. Tho that's my biggest dream, sometimes, you have to make sacrifices. I can't afford to be ignorant towards his dreams of settling down and head on with the next phase in life.
Life does begin at 40s for you, but darling, I don't wanna make you wait. Plus, i don't want people to talk with the 4yrs of mutual promise to marry.
Remember that one time Shammy? That one time we had this one major conversation and your decision was to let me go, for an opportunity to be with someone else better, financially stable and give me a new house to live in with. That one time you really turned your cold shoulder towards me, hurt me just to force my leave. My end choice was to stay through anything, and you came back my way. I'll never forget the
despair, the
disheartenment. I know from then, that it's all hearts with you.
What I'm feeling now its total
disarray,
hesitant,
disinclined and in total
quandary.
I hope U help me out, please.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
10:51 PM
EC Girls group meet up, to help kill Nurul's boredom. Claimed she's having quarter-life crisis.
Gosh darling, you're only 20. Hehehe.
Starbucks as per normal, shared loads of stories and problems together. And finally, I can call you Siti,
Mrs Azmi soonish. For now, it's
Azmi's Girlfriend! Hehehe.
LJ's for dinner. And the reminiscence of secondary school times came our way.
From the bangs in Sec 1 I've had to the sporty girl I became in Sec 4. The girl known for
Judo, the only malay girl in Judo for my batch, the girl whom always get the medals during interschool competition.
hehehe The first time I talked to Nurul, was when Nurul wanted to sit in the science lab with me. To the stupid fights we had amongst each other. Not forgetting, the most slacked class leader in sec4.
The stupid
crushes,
exs, and
enemies. Hahaha. And all were shocked to hear the whole story between me and Farhan. How
EC came about from sec 3 and till today.
Managed to share with them a little about my personal problems. My thots that were to lead my own seperate life. Get that degree without anyone waiting for me in hand. Discovered that the feelings I have towards Shammy is too deep to be seperated. That sures helped me kicked off that thot.
Movies soonish kay girls (=
Great reunion gathered at LJS.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Slack Day!Shnookie had soccer at the corner of my hometown. Fetched me and off we went for
Yong Tau Fu recommended totally! Bugis Village next for boxers hunt as a gift for Mr Wan. Went bonkers finding for a nice fit for that fella.
Tampines lib for some studying and revising. Reminiscence back the time we both met for the first time hehehe.
Pack with drinks, nuts and japanese pancake and off we head to
PasirRis beach. Couldn't just get enough of each other, but time forbid us.
it all flies to the memories of
april '07 (=
Saturday, January 19, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
My very first experience at
ChinaTown. Never been there and finally did all thanks to Shnookie. Didn't catch the RA movie as the wait would be 3hours, plus, I was having second doubts of it. The crowds consisting of oldies man especially. Had
BK for lunch, went around for a while.
Headed on with our usual spot, rested and had the whole time to ourselves. Supper at
Teh Tarik Yishun and bumped into Pin and Ita. Chat with them a while, had our own food before riding back home.
Love the priceless time with you today.
lingers.
Friday, January 18, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
7:56 AM
New yr a new start
starting with love
a mistake i made
try not 2 repeat it
i have a sweet lady
back up my life
support me always
really afraid lose u
my words r not gd
2 try b d best i try
2 c u hapi im hapi
2 c u sad i fail
give me a chance
2 make up 2 u
afraid u b tired
n dump me anytime
hapi always i try
2 c u again
like we use 2 b
cos u always in my heart
always b my one n
only, rest assure.
Cos u my choice.
♥Hisham.D
Thursday, January 17, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
9:38 AM
Love wont hurt
by taking it serious
playing with feeling
u asking 4 it.
Chocolate is sweet
so nice of u 2 give
it taste delicious
pasal freeeee
hehehe
u in my heart
u in my feel
u in my body
going through me
love u chubby little mama
♥Hisham.DIt comes to
no fun when
U've got to pay,
Nothing in this
world comes
with no value.
I hope those
chocolates makes
U feel gay,
It's just a lil
thot to say
'I'm glad to have U'.
Hehehe..
Love U papa.
Shark Sayang
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
10:46 PM
Pretty much elated since I get to meet Shnookie after school today!
miss those timesMiss him truckloads since weekends. Feasted at
PizzaHut since he's been dying to get his hands on the pizza. Had
CrayFish pasta,
Cheesey pasta, soups and
BlackPepper Chicken Supreme. The treat that makes me bloated thereafter. Hehehe. Home early as he has to meet his abg.
Glad you love the gifts. Glad you love the keychain the most (=
Proud of you, papa.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
3:20 PM
Yayness!
Shnookie passed his class2 TP test today!Proud of my old man, with the first test he passed his TP smoothly
Alhamdulilah. I've always had faith that this time, you'll take one test and ace in it smoothly, despite your fear of repeated history. Riding with you all the time, I can tell that you can ride bigger bikes with no difficulties.
Got for him basket of
chocolates and
keychain for his new key to Yamaha
R6. yayness! Can't wait to give it to him tomorrow!
RitterSport and Kisses awaits for you darling.
Monday, January 14, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:00 AM
Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
'Tomorrow' I say!
'I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him.
'But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Jim died today.'
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day.
Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Didn't manage to see Shnookie's last revision before TP today. Waited patiently at home till 1800, fetched me and off we went to
Popeye's and met Dol there.
Our dear friend's heartbroken, couldn't get things work out with Hazel. Religion and family matters. I'm confident that he could talk things out with her mom, but then, it's Hazel's heart that matters. She should convert to
Islam out of her own willingness. I'm determined, with Dol's convincing talk, she'll change her heart, Insyallah.
Feast and had such good time with those two gay partners.
I miss those times in KL.Me and Shnookie had bus rides instead. T3 is awesomely humongous.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Shnookie's plan sure didn't run smoothly, dispute amongst us but got all better an hour later. Met him at
Kembangan and we vespered off to
Bugis Village. Bought yet another bucket bag which is white medium size this time. Got bored of Bugis and rode of to
Esplanade. Caught up with music with
The S.I.G.I.T. Indonesian band, which plays good rock 'n' roll. Sounds a lil like Jet.
Headed to Dol's house next, with a lil prob on the vespa. Helped him out with the computer before leaving at 3am. Shnookie sent me home and I was snoring before I even know it. Hahaha.
Superb shagged.
Yamaha 2008 YZF R6 has made its arrival! Can't wait to see it!
Friday, January 11, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:12 PM
NYP open house duty for me as the school ambassador. Brought secondary school students for a tour around the different school in NYP. Exciting experience, enjoyed the two day duty with Sheera and Fid.
Just 5weeks more to the end of tertiary.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:50 PM
Bugis Street with Sheera and Fid. Sheera's got her lover his bdae gift, plus a mini shopping for us
literally. Found the smaller version of the bucket bag, fell so in love with it and considering to get it since my
Billabong's turning its back on me. Plus the summer dressess are even more beautiful.. Ouh my.. Hehehe.
The lethargic us made the trip all short.
Ouh yea, I've got my overtime from SupCourt..! Yayness! A lil cash for the gift for Mr Shammy!
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
7:56 AM
A new day ahead
starting a new life
some1 close 2 me
my wife mama kia
A GD MONING
a new start
starting with a kiss
end with I LOVE U
BREAKFAST IS
IMPORTANT
2 FILL D TUMMY
LIKE U BESIDE ME
2 fill up my life.
I LOVE U MAMA KIA
♥ Hisham.D
Monday, January 07, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
5:57 PM
Hehee. I've won myself a
Windows Vista Home Basic software! An upgraded OS to my desktop? Maybe (=
I ♥ Squadron
11:03 AM
Ouh I'm feeling very elated and blessed.
Syukur Alhamdulilah.Having a great man by my side at all times. Tho I can be said a
independent and does things
solely, I still need someone to look after me and make the gray skies turn bright blue. Sometimes, when I reflect on myself to whom I used to be, life now seems more meaningful for me. Life seems more brighter and easy, with much joy and infinite laughter. Someone used to depent on me, now, it's time I depend a lil on someone.
No doubt, with Shnookie, he's shown me so much things. Taught me many lessons, advices me loads. If only I could tell the whole world what a
great man he is, I would. He made me a better person, a filal daughter, sister and friend. I appreciate all these lil good and bad things that happens to me. With him, impossible doesn't quite exists. With him, my dreams and desire were published. I've rediscovered my inner-self and noone there to forbid me of doing so.
I don't know why this man was left unappreciated and pushed to the side roads. I'm glad to have found him and be with him. With his actions that proves louder than words, I know he
♥ me load. I'm glad for it. Sometimes, I wish I could really prove to him the infinite
♥ i have for him.
"Appreciate all the little things that you have in life. Be left and don't regret," Hisham Shnookie.
Sunday, January 06, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Avenge?Hahaha. Such a nice joke there you've got for us honey. Ouh please, where will you go with the vengeance, on the man whom used to love you, even if you succeed to do so? Didn't treasure him, you regretted. Now you know he's over you, you seek for vengeance. Such a nice joke. Wonder which book you got it from.
Dreaming that you are taking revenge, symbolizes your
weak character and
bitter heart, which will lead to loss of friends and cause you more problems.
Stick that in mind. And don't harass us ever again. Your harassment with provoke me. You may say that I'm just stating it, but I'll play your game if you start it.
Stop being covetous of our relationship.
I ♥ Squadron
11:48 PM
Weekends was a smashing time spent together for us
avid for nature couple. Camp out at the usual spot Friday night.
Without our realisation, my
hp was stolen, together along with my
necklace,
hairclip,
wet tissue. Must be part-time job for this desperate felon. Slit open our tent and took my precious belongings.
Feasted at
Railway, and headed for midnight movie
American Gangster. Movie's pretty awesome, based on a true story. Back to tent at 4am before me falling into deep sleep thanks to the drowsy effect from the cough mixture (=
Sun and sea before heading home and dressing up for the following outing. Met Dol to pass him his jeans, Yong Tau Foo @
Compass and headed to
Paragon to get my sim card replacement.
It's been long since I got myself tanned again..
The avid for sports couple.
♥ Shnookie.
Friday, January 04, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
9:35 AM
2008.
Made its way out of my wonderful december. Made me start with a dreading January all over again. 2008 means,
Graduation. Graduation means, no more slacking, and money worries-free. Having to start working soonish. Which will make me part of the morning rush.
'07 gave me some wonderful experience. Another wild goose chase from the start of the year, to the settling down season throughout the remains. I've never been more grateful than this year. Where I've been showed priceless experiences. Learnt about people. Learnt to love and slowly kick off the bad habit.
'08 with this digit, I shall dream. I shall work for that dream. The dream of becoming back the toned athelete I was once, owning an Aprilla, get on serious, and study about human behaviour.
The future awaits of me.
Look behind to move forward.
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
10:48 AM
6 days in Kuala Lumpur.
Missing KL more than ever. I feel like a foreign in this homeland. I've adapt to the life in
KL, having free & easy time there. Waking up late, returning home in the wee hours. With great company. I'm back at
5am from the long mini trip that I wished to prolong my stay for another week. God forbid since I have FYP presentation going on for me.
5hours of bus ride, plus 2 hours of walking finding for a hotel, us 4 dozed off in the hotel bed. Our first day trip was said to be tiring start. Lunch at
Kenny Rogers took the monorail and we headed on to
Times Square. Shopping spree at
Mango and got myself a top for the night's last minute clubbing at
Zouk. Lot 10 for
Mr Tepanyakki after Shnookie and Dol got themselves Globe shoes.
Zouk thereafter and I shall declare, my very first clubbing, and my very first overseas clubbing too!
With half of day two spent somewhat sleeping, we then headed on to
KLCC, with lunch at
Marketplace Fish like local Fish&Co. Shopping spree again.
Petaling St thereafter and dinner over at the coffeeshop down below our hotel.
The waiter is so cute.Times Square for helicopter exhange for day three. Me and Wati got bored waiting fo the guys and we ended up analysing, and taking stupid pictures for an hour. Shnookie got himself a copter, but myself a bermudas. Fetched Kun and Nana from
Puduraya and we headed back to the hotel. Dinner over again at the coffeeshop and this time, I was really anaylsing that guy's every move. Hehehe.
Brought Kun and Nana around KL over the weekends. Shopping spree of no doubt. We catched
Alien VS Predator 2 at KLCC, and
Anak Halal at Pavillion. Dol got his gf a nice adidas top. So glad he's more lively thereafter. Anak Halal sure's a good movie, my review gives it 4 out of 5 popcorn.
Proven to the fact that Wati cried during/after the movie.Times Square on Monday and the trip was cut short. Dinner over at the same place. The night was a memorable event.
NYE at Zouk.Was a blast. Tho the songs were
Mambo Jumbo, we sure did made a whole load of memory there. We created a snake of us 6 which ended up having a long stretch of people joining the group. Partied hard till 2am and we all got back real
lelah. Hehehe.
Packed our bags and rushed out since we all overslept. Send off Kun, Nana. Then Dol and Wati at
Puduraya.Me and Shnookie then ventured KL together. Had waffles and rootbeer at
A&W all time favourite. Took the
KL underground train and changed to KL Monorail. Spent our time at
Times Square where we found their indoor theme park. Didn't try it as we were not in for it. Watched
National Treasure then headed to the bus pickup point. Another 5 hours journey before he sent me back home.
He took a train back thereafter.
Wondrous trip.
Free and easy.
Shopping sprees.Next plan: Genting, Philippines, Thailand or Kuala Lumpur. Yet to be discussed. This time, more cash for me! Yipee..!
I can't wait for backpacking. And Shnookie, we shall make a trip to KL on your brand new horsie soonish aite. Hehehe.Not only that this trip was a wondrous event, it sure made me realised, the love that we share. Sure made me see, how much Shnookie loves his sister. And I'm glad I could get along well with her
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