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Name: |Shakilah|(Shark)
Age: Twenty-1 years old
Date of Birth: December16 1988
Adores: |Squadron Hisham|Music |Songwriting| Extreme Sports



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♥ past .
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♥ adieu .
set them free

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♥ shopping .
a woman needs to shop

Authentic Victoria Secret Bags
Wardrobe 54
Paper Love Notes
Online Shopping Websites
Bake It Yourself
Izoned Caricature Card
Swiss Bake
Choc A Bloc
Personalised Towels
ScrapBooking Cove


♥ music .
music therapy

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♥ weddingAids .
once in a lifetime experience

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Gubahan Cinta
Cupcakes Ixora
Cupcakes Kak Yati
Lenours Touch
Jentayu Gallery


♥ adventure.
advent nature

PLK DragonBoat Team
Kiyah Splashh
AdvenTour
Combat Laser
Paint Ball
Clay Cove


♥ marathons.
year 2009

Mizuno Wave Run
Great Eastern Women 10K
Vertical Marathon>
Standard Chartered


♥ goals .
Current Target

Class 2B Liscence by 2009



♥ hear me .
wise words

"Age does not protect you from love. But love, to some extent, protects you from age"

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Friday, June 30, 2006
I ♥ Squadron 9:12 PM

Well, this is like the mark to the end of the long summer break that I kinda had, for about 3 weeks long. All I did was like kept myself totally busy and a lil wild. Not that wild to the extend of getting into trouble. Well, worked at MNG Marina for about 6 days, which was one hell of the experience for me! IT was total fun, but awesomely tiring and was almost killing me with almost breaking legs! Now I know how KIASU Singaporeans are! On the first day of sales, we opened at 8 am, and guess what! When I reported for work at 0730, there was a line of people awaiting for the shop to be opened! They were like super eager and looked like as if, MNG was going to close! As if, it's like the last few pieces to the clothings at MNG! Anyhow, it was fun! People there were terrific and also, the work is alritey, come to think of it. Only like hours of standing and non stop folding or arranging! I even worked for 18 hours straight! Anyhow, I wanna work there again. I'm just looking forward to the pay!

So yea. Then there's like the Maths CT which I sat for earlier today, which I can really assume that I really did badly for it. Coz the lecture is not of much help! And that the things he taught us, was like just from book. With not much practise he gave, he expects scores for that paper! What a BLEH!

And my darling sweety. He's doing alritey, I think. We managed to climbed a lil higher now. And I know I won't give up on him, no matter what. Like what I just did. Gave him another chance. It was tough, but I have to place my feelings aside and use my brains at this. If I were to follow my heart and get what's fair, then I think we'll go no where at all. Love him more, hearts him the most. Muackz munchkin!


Monday, June 26, 2006
I ♥ Squadron 9:04 PM

Shakilah, you take the most risks when it comes to Getting Bumps and Bruises.

No pain, no gain! For a sporty soul like you, a few scrapes and scratches are a small price to pay for the thrill of victory and the rush of adrenaline through your veins.

You're an explorer who enjoys getting out and pushing yourself to the limit. If it'll get your heart pumping, we'd guess that you've done it already, or at least are game to try it. From cliff diving to river rafting to mountain biking, why not give it a whirl? After all, the view's better from the top. And you'll have plenty of fun getting there whether you're hiking, climbing, or 4-wheel driving to your next adventure. So keep exploring, just try not to push it too far. You're not indestructible, but we don't have to tell you that.


Sunday, June 25, 2006
I ♥ Squadron 8:54 PM

Shakilah, you tend to gravitate toward romantic partners who have a Secure attachment style.

People with a secure attachment style are warm, open and trusting. They are typically comfortable with themselves and show high regard for others.

Attachment style begins in infancy with the interactions we have with our parents or primary caregivers. Through these early relationships we begin to understand the dynamics and patterns of close relationships and we carry this perspective into our adult relationships.

Psychologists call your attachment style Secure.

You tend to be an open and trusting romantic partner. You find it relatively easy to get close to people, and are generally comfortable depending on others.

10% of those who have taken our test share this style of attachment.

Your answers on our test show that when it comes to relationships you have grown beyond your earliest attachment issues. While you may not have every issue resolved, you're making substantial progress at establishing healthy relationship patterns.


Wednesday, June 21, 2006
I ♥ Squadron 8:52 PM

Okay, so you're not a die-hard romantic who carelessly tosses around loving words, hopeful promises, and doting acts, but you do a pretty great job of expressing your loving feelings. Couplehood suits you to a T, and you like coming up with new, creative, non-mushy ways of showing your sweetie how you feel. You know very well that there are other ways to show love, respect, and admiration besides all that flowery mumbo-jumbo. Basically, you're passionately romantic without being excessively sentimental — practical, but also sweet and sensitive. Because no matter what, it's very important to you that your partner understands how much you care about him — you love how close you feel to him when you tell and show him what's in your heart.


Tuesday, June 13, 2006
I ♥ Squadron 9:31 PM

Yea. I made it for a short trip across the sea nearby. Which in total cost me around less than 200 Sing bucks. Yea.. I went to Melaka. For a short 2 days and a night. It was a great experience plus an enjoyment and a free-of-parents trip. Although yea I followed Fid's family, together with Sheera.. And a few unknown people, coz we followed the tour group.

Afta much preps, and spending last moments before the trip with the boyfriend, I was all excited and eager to see that otha part of M'sia. Finalli managed to do some retail therapy afta much stress and no-cash period. Hehe..The three us managed to seek revenge on the halal sushis we managed to get there! It was like seeing your long lost boyfriend afta much seperation in a long period of time! We were spoilt for choice, but being girls, and of course, thinking about the time we didn't have much, we decided to bring it on-the-go and choose only like 3 choices, which cost us below RM15 in total! U imagine! And that's for 3 humongous mouth! Not forgetting the experience at the mall. The moment we stepped in the mall, guys were all like looking and cat calling us. We were definately not used to it coz it seems like they keep an eye on you and try so hard to get to know you. Even a group that was walking in front of us, stopped and turned to talk to us. One of them said "Eh, handsome eh.. " Thinking that we would look at them and somehow get interlocked with their eyes. Ouh please! We aren't over the sea to look for a partner! I know they don't know that we are tourist, but at least, if you wanna pick a girl, please do it like in a more discreet manner. Don't go like shouting in the middle of nowhere and trying to attract attention!

Anyhow, enough about them. So we stayed at some 3 star hotel and it was fun with pillow fight and jumping on the beds. You see, we can't jump on our own beds at home, once broken, cash is out. So the hotel was a great chance for us to be like kiddos.

At night, we feasted out! SEAFOOD! With crabs (my all time favo) and prawn, plus some veggies and Ikan Bakar! Ouh myy! The last time I had this feast was during my 17th bdae celebration with my family. Back to where I was heading, it was like superb! If you were to see us 3 girls eat, I guess you won't name us girls! Maybe we're best suited to be, monsters in disguise! Maybe cannibal! We ate and we were the ones making sure the plates were sparkling clean! (As in no more food left to eat!)

Then headed back to hotel, and called my supeciel friend and was dared to give him a kiss with my friends so hearing my every word. The whole night I was disturbed by them and then we fell asleep soundly. Except for me, coz I was having a bad sore throat and couldn't swallow my own saliva the whole night. It suck totally. All due to the pure honey I took. I siriusly had plenty of water every now and then. Should see me drink and you'll be scared.

Anyway,the next morning, had breakfast then headed out to the Portugese Memorial Ship. Some more shopping and we went to Nilai 3, which was far. From there, my condition worsen. And I was falling so sick. But still managed to do more shopping and got some gifts for the people I left at home. So much Tshirts that made me mad! Had the worse Ice Kachang eva, the brown sugar or maybe the beans were expired I think. Shopped till we almost drop, plus the soaring sun and heat made us mad.

Then headed home. On the journey, there's were I siruisly felt so sick, I feel like just dying. I slept a lil. Drank water a lil. Then head was spinning. Pit stop for dinner and got some stickers. Then headed home and reach Singapore like around 2200. Reached home around close to 0100. Then next day, fell so sick, didn't go school! Wohoo! Wahah.. That was fun actualli! Yeah.. Toddles!


Sunday, June 11, 2006
I ♥ Squadron 8:55 PM

Bandzout finals were awesomely power and great! The bands are pretty good, xcept for some which are of mid standard, coz their songs were not up to what I xpected. Well, they did good overall! And to think that I managed to finali hear Leroy sing! His band, 80% Alcohol, came over and performed. Of course I was shocked at first to see him there, then when I stared at him as he performed, I managed to convince myself it was him. He's a good singer. And his band is kinda good too. He has the xperience so it's like nothing to him. And he changed! Like with longer hair, coz the otha time, when he aknowledged me at Yamaha, I couldn't even recognise him! Niways, Nizam and few of my friends came altogther and we watched the competition, only that we left halfway coz we can't stand staying longer due to the effects of school!

And Saturday was prettily awesomely delicious and yet an unforgettable xperience. Eventhough it was about 2 hours or so. I finally found a crazy friend who would wake up early and have breakfast with me! I mean, FOR REAL! I was like craving for pancakes, waffles & maple, and then poof! A DREAM CAME TRUE! Like I managed to like really eat it with my supeciel best friend (that shall remain the best part, like duh!).. And we spent qualty time afta kinda long since we kinda did that. Yea. Honestly speaking, I've neva realli thought it'll like really come to be a reality. Like before he came, everything I wanted to do remains in my head. And that I coouldn't really bother much about it. Yeaah. Come to think of it, kinda cool. Wahaha. Niways, I think we should do it again. Yea. To that supeciel friend, I'm refering to you, and Hint Hint.. I'm still hungry esp in the mornings! Hehe.. & I think he drug my nose with his perfume. And I mean REALLI drug. Don't ask me if you can drug someone's nose, but hey! I think that's possible coz my nose was drug! And the effect stays pretty long. Coz quite a couple of time I could smell his perfume eventhough he's not around. Maybe he's right that someone around me might be wearing that perfume. But let me ask one thing, "What if I'm all alone, doing nothing and then I can smell the same perfume he wears?" How you xplain that? Even scientist can't xplain that unxplainable scientific term, which is not scientific, literally. But I kinda like it when I smell it. It's nice to smell, and plus then only I know that I miss him so. Like realli miss someone until sometimes your good mood turns bad and you fell all temper-ish.. Yea. Kinda feeling it now. Although I can do nothing much about it. Niways, the term break is here, so now the heat is tensioning. The term break has just started and I'm feeling all arghh! He's busy and I have to keep myself busy too!

So I finalli slept over my sis's place last night. It was fun. TO have the whole air-conditioned room to myself the entire night and to really get to still call that friend of mine. It's been long since I like slept in that kind of room, eversince the aircon in our house got eletrocuted by lighting that almost got me & my mum years ago.. My parents refuses to repair it and left it unattended and I guessed, it got worse. Had Mac's as breakfast the follwoing morning! I had Mac's for breakfast for 2 STRAIGHT DAYS! OMG! Afta the long craving for Mac's, I got it twice! The patience totali paid off! Nice delievery guy. He came back afta forgetting to give us our McFlurry and got us our 3 Big Breakfast that was left out. Then we dug in and ate like neva-eaten-before-humans! And then the day got less fun and then I start to miss that someone. And that I got a lil temper-ish and that now. Sigh. Niways.. I've so have to stop this long essay and get over & done with things. Yup. Toddles.


Thursday, June 08, 2006
I ♥ Squadron 10:20 PM

Well, didn't make it to Bandzout.. Yeah.. It totali sucked. The amps were cocked and we were overly nervous. So we kinda bumped out. To think that the judges were bassists and drummer of Summer's Over and drummer of Samantha. Well, that's no big deal for me. Niways, it was a freaaking experience lah. Had loads of fun practising. but now Broken Closet has no drummer. Coz the drummer is retiring and is old.. Hehe. So now, maybe I'm moving to drums and then get a bassist. Me and Sheera wishes to go further with the band. Well, school has to be given full attention. And plus, exams are nearing and yea kinda freaking stressed! And yea. I'm going nowhere. Hehe.. Toddles