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Name: |Shakilah|(Shark)
Age: Twenty-1 years old
Date of Birth: December16 1988
Adores: |Squadron Hisham|Music |Songwriting| Extreme Sports



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♥ past .
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♥ adieu .
set them free

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♥ shopping .
a woman needs to shop

Authentic Victoria Secret Bags
Wardrobe 54
Paper Love Notes
Online Shopping Websites
Bake It Yourself
Izoned Caricature Card
Swiss Bake
Choc A Bloc
Personalised Towels
ScrapBooking Cove


♥ music .
music therapy

S.O.F.T
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♥ weddingAids .
once in a lifetime experience

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Gubahan Cinta
Cupcakes Ixora
Cupcakes Kak Yati
Lenours Touch
Jentayu Gallery


♥ adventure.
advent nature

PLK DragonBoat Team
Kiyah Splashh
AdvenTour
Combat Laser
Paint Ball
Clay Cove


♥ marathons.
year 2009

Mizuno Wave Run
Great Eastern Women 10K
Vertical Marathon>
Standard Chartered


♥ goals .
Current Target

Class 2B Liscence by 2009



♥ hear me .
wise words

"Age does not protect you from love. But love, to some extent, protects you from age"

♥ Squadron's 33rd .
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♥ wishList .
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 10:11 PM

Merry Christmas!

Accompanied Shnookie to change his cable vision box at Tampines Mall. I must say, tho there's many changes made to the central area, I still am not in favour to hang there often. Crowded with citizens.

Feasted at ECP with food from the bazaar, sat with the view of beautiful sea. Could have camped the night before if not due to circumstances.

Headed to bugis and got myself a sandal i've long yearned for. ID photos up next for us and had time of our lives thereafter.

KL just tomorrow! Cantwaitcantwait.


Monday, December 24, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 6:20 PM

It's funny isn't it that people can get jealous so easily. Worst still, when they try to hide, but end up showing it more than admitting to it. Worst still, when they try to treat you as per normal, but you can sense that inferior tensed moments between you and that one person.

Wouldn't it be pure joke, that people can get covetous of my relationship with Shnookie. With their skanky thoughts and repellent looks moments after they learnt about our 13yrs age gap. I loathe at those whom are covetous of other people's relationships just as theirs don't work out, or simply, they can't get what the other relationships are getting. Every one person has their own ways of doing things. Just hope these people would really grow up and face reality. If all relationships are the same, then why would the theory "Finding the right one" be stated?

All I see that with me and Shnookie, tho we're 13yrs apart, we pretty much understand each other's situation. With each other, we're much ourselves. We don't pretend, nor do we hide.

Just be with the person who makes you yourself and stop being covetous. Leads you to no end.

2 more days to KL!


I ♥ Squadron 8:00 AM

Me: Morning papa. Mama otw to sch. Im late. I knw u r too. Hehehe. I reali love the ring papa. Very nice. Thankyouthankyou. Mwahhs!

Shnookie: Mama papa aru ampai work hehehe. papa pun love d ring mama, so lovely. tidur papa pakai, hehehe. imagine papa sama mama hehehe.

Me: Wah org 2 btul nya nak ROD eh. Dtg lmbt je tau skrg. Hehehe.. Hmm, mayb i shld try wearing to sleep so tht mana2 i gi, u ada with me. Hehehe (= tapi nak cebok jgn lupe bukak. Nanti terselit pat cincin. Heehee.

Shnookie: U make me laugh mama d last part. wakakaka

Me: Hehehe. Its disgusting u knw. Then nanti ring jadi brown2 and shmelly melly (= Then i will smell too coz its my name!

Shnookie: Tak mama papa buat mould hehehe

Me: Eeww. Thts a gd idea! Then our ring be one in many2! The only ring tht is mouldy. Hahaha! U imagine ring Hijau2 sikit, brown2 and a dash of black! Perfect combination!

Shnookie: Eeewww


Sunday, December 23, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

I got fascinated with the things that Shnookie shows me. I didn't know that you could sell back those metals and gain loads of money from it. Imagine for just 2.4kg of metal gives you $160. Fascinating isn't it? You're sure handy Shnookie.

Got my indian sweets and vespered to PS for food. Much down and watched Alvin and the Chipmunks. Awesome show. I remember the chipmunks back in the 80s.

Collected our very first couple promise ring from Couple Lab. the ring loads..

Thankyouthankyou Shnookie (=

my old man


Saturday, December 22, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Birthday party over at Downtown Chalet. Then zoom I went to Starbucks.

Fun times with the EC, and they jubilated my 19th! With the partly melted cake, coffee and I was high on sugar. Sugar Rush.

Got for me Mango bag, plus a pretty brown necklace which i . Didn't catch the midnight movie as Fy's still on with curfew poor him.

Had loads of silly moments. i my friends.


Thursday, December 20, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 10:41 PM

Aidiladha this year's pretty as usual days. As compared to those days when granny was still with us, it's pretty dull. Didn't get to see much of my relatives. Still had time of my life, plus added punds (= im so dead.


Tuesday, December 18, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:53 PM

Shnookie fetched me at Woodlands by train ride! IMM for a change and a purpose - iPod leather case.

Finally found the case that I've been wanting - Black Red. Yayness. I'll be using iPod tomorrow!

Mini Toons for cavities and Bagus Banquet for Yong Tau Foo.

Lil shopping for Shnookie. Got him a poloT plus two boxers - glad you love it Shnookie. hehehe. Been long since I bought this great knight of mine something.

Thank you Shnookie, for the iPod. I'm soo loving it!

Music addict = iPod freak.

Shnookie Shammy, the knight in leather jacket, riding his killer machine, the one I .


Monday, December 17, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 10:20 AM

Me: Morning honey.. Im otw to sch nw. Thanks 4 the great bdae celebration. Its the many best celebration ever! Hehehe. And esp the flower and cuddlings. I reali like em all. Coz importantly its U i get to b and celebrate with (=

Shnookie: papa so hapi smalam my mission complete terutama bunga pada me dat penting

Me: Hehehe. Yesyes. I dpt bunge. My very first flower frm sumone, sumone very special in my life. Hehehe

Shnookie: U mean dis d 1st time u dapat mama?Dats y smalam papa keep quite bila pat pizza,cos nga fikir mana nak dapat bunga, my plan nak beli bunga b4 makan pizza jadi semua leh nampak u bawak d bunga, hehehe. skali plan A tak jadi plan b lak.

Me: Hehehe. Yup, slalu i beli kan orang,like 1 stalk of rose or gerbera bt tak pernah org belikan me. Hehehe.. Takpa, yg penting i dpt juga bunga. Hehehe.

Shnookie: 2 la pecah otak papa cari d clue

Me: Proud of U dpt solve jugak. Hehehe

Shnookie: Solve mama help papa a lot tapi new thinks 4 papa. hehehe

Me: Mama didnt help. Mama gave clues je. Hehehe.. Papa is the one yg solve it all (=

Thanks darling (=


Sunday, December 16, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Happy 19th to me!

I've finally turned officially a year older, and a year that has made many changes in my life. And this year's jubilation was a different one, the people I get to celebrate my special day with. Days before I was down-hearted to jubilate my 19th. Sure it made my 19th now (=

Thanks for those who jubilated my 19th! Starts with the wacky horny party over at Mac's with Sheera & Fid - thanks darling, the panty's kinda sexy you see. Thank Wan too.

With that suprised Chocolate Cheesecake from momma and Kak Jiyah over at Shafie's place. Plus that's one party that is indirectly for my jubilation too.

With personal messages with birthday wishes, I'm delighted to receive it all.

Nurul 23:06 13th: hey babe! well, since im off for my holiday trip this weekend and i cant be of a really loyal friend to be with the burfday gurl on her special day..let me be the first to wish u..HAPPY early 19TH BURFDAY!!wahahaha! see..how sweet i am remembering that i won't be able to wish u on ur burfaday..aww..am i sweet!wahahaha! anw, wishing u the greatest in life and may u always be happy with ur dear shammy..hahaha! Enjoy your burfday alryte! Huggss!Lots of love,Nurul (smooches!)

Fid Dark Tearz 08:40 15th: Happy Advanced Bday yah!!!!! Hope u'll have a gr8 one dear.. with ur love ones.

Fidah 01:48: Heloo shark! Wahaha hapy 19th burfday! Hope u hv a wonderful day on ur bday n wht i wish is for ur wishes come true n all 'e best in wht ever u do! Take care olways n luv ya! Lol!

Sheera 02:18: My dearest shakillah, sheera and ridhwan would like to wish u a very happy 19th bdae....! Moge panjang umur & murah rezki.. may all ur wishes came true on this special day....! Take care darling....! Stay sweet and lovely.....:-)

Shnookie 02:33: Mama papa da at home. Papa wish mama hapi birthday mama. love u mama

Sujana 06:45: Happy Birthday Ms-i'm-finally-19. Enjoy your birthday. Eat, drink, be merry. We'll see you soonsoon (:

Hafiz 07:51: Sharks! Hapi bdae! Ur old gal! Very old! ROFL!! ;-)

Wan Siti 09:19: Let My 2 Little Bear Greet You.. HaPpY bIrThDaY.. HoPe U hAvE A wOnDeRfUl DaY!

Ifah 12:11: happy birthday, sweetheart!still remember me, Ifah? hehee!anyway, may you blessed with great health and happiness always!hope you'll have a blast on your special day.*hearts*! :D

Mesh 15:19: Oh shakilahh. I remembered your birthday. Oh so clearly. Happyy birthday you! Grow older, wrinkle slower and dnt fall into drains when your sight blurs.

Fyzal 02:07: Beb! Da 19yr old seh! At last! I guess im the last 1 to wish u kn?! Hehe.. Wish u hapi 19th Bdae. SemOga slalu disamping kluarga n SENTIASA diSISI KU! Hehe.. Hapi Bdae Sharkie!

Personally remembered, that two day jubilation from Shnookie. Shopping sprees, arcade and pampered choice. Pizza Hut's, bright Gerbera and cuddlings. It's sure is a special day for me. Most importantly with you I jubilated my 19th.

Thank you all =)


I ♥ Squadron 11:58 PM

Dolled up and dressed up. Shnookie fetched me up and off we are to Orchard.

Feasted at Pizza Hut's, startled with a surprised birthday song by the manager as requested by Shnookie. Blew a candle with one of a kind birthday cake! Brownies with ice cream.

Dearest Shnookie managed to crack his head to solve the mystery that I gave him. Proud of you papa. Solve the extreme difficult clues despite your ever-busy work.

My very first bouquet of flowers from someone, someone special. Bright gerberas - You are the SunShine in my life. Feel extra pampered today.

The rest of the night remains a really sweet memory for me.

The last bdae song sung by Shnookie.

One of the best birthday celebration ever! Thank you Shnookie (=


Saturday, December 15, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

It was a pleasant suprise over at Jurong West for me. Visited Shafie as he's finally discharged looking more lively.

There's where all my close cousins arrived and then the suprise by my momma. A chocolate cheesecake from Secret Recipe bought by Kak Jiyah. It was sweet moment as I didn't know my momma would do that for me since I'm wayyy too old for it. But still, thanks momma and Kak Jiyah for the cake. Not forgetting all those present there and their well-wishes. Haha, even Norman wished me. How weird.

Happy Birthday to all december babies - Danish (15th), Shamsul (17th), Kak Yati (20th), Adi aka my twin (30th) and Shafie (31st).

Shnookie fetched me and we're off to Bugis Village - Shopping Spree and pampered choice!!

I've got a pair of shoes, 3 pair of earrings, a mini skirt, 3 tops and a tube! Thanks Shnookie for the spree! It's been real long since I went on a spree like that.

Arcade thereafter, where Shnookie spent $40 on just one game which we in the end did not manage to complete it to the end. Kay papa, I promise one day, I'll spare you $60 and we complete the whole game kay. Just one more stage kay papa. Hehehe

Supper at Mac's for us, and he sung he a birthday song. Hehehe. Sweets. Vespered a lil before heading back home.

It'll be a wonderful 19th jubilation.


Friday, December 14, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Hasli's Alumini Night at TFA NYP with Shnookie to watch his last stage performance and role as a Stage Arts President.

He sure did a great job managing the whole of SA, and I'm really sorry on the behalf of EC if we least understand you all this while. But fret not, I'm always here for you to support you in your dreams. "He's committed, Insyallah will make his way up." Shnookie said that of you. So work for it dear friend.

ECP we vespered off to and sat there for a while. I managed to see my very first shooting star and made a great wish of it. Riding back home, Shnookie saw another one. I guess tonight, there were loads of shooting stars.

I sure miss Shnookie already.

11 days and counting to our KL trip!


I ♥ Squadron 4:30 PM

My birthday jubilation starts today! Wehehehe - Sheera & Fid, over at Mac's. Skipped FYP for 5hrs.

Slice of bluberry as my mini cake - thanks to Judy & Kasturi, tho we're just lecture mates, they got me something. Mac's for lunch.

I'm obsessed with the birthday card that personalized by them for me!

My gift: A dressed doll accessories stand, a bracelet/keychain, red gold lace panty with bra strap, pencil case with stationaries. A vogue, insane, nonsentical, horny birthday gift first in my whole 19yrs!

Ouh I love it loads and loads. And very very obsessed with the creative card.

Thanks darlings - Toilcat Dolls, a matured version of Broken Closet . ouh gosh. BC? That's like long story! Ouh yea, it's from Wan too - Sheera's lover. Hehehe

Really made my weekdays that was start dreadful. Mwahhs!


I ♥ Squadron 9:30 AM

Vybe's Hairdressing to get my 3monthly trimming. While waiting outside for me turn, this one guy looked back after passing by that same shop I was at. He came up to me.

The whole recap situation:

Shnookie: Moning mama. Papa da reach work.Mama kena kacau,how mama handle it mama?

Me: Smlm i nga duduk, then a guy came my way n ckp 'saudari'. And stood 1 side waiting 4 me response. Jantan gatal.

Shnookie: Then what happen mama?

Me: I tumbok pekik pat dia. Ckp 'miang gatal'. Gave him tht fierce stare.

Shnookie: Wat was his reaction

Me: Dia terpekik. Then he was takot giler then lari.

Shnookie: Fierce nya my mama. did he come back?Ramai org nampak

Me: Tak. Bt he was like running. Yup. Ape i kesah. Ada kak 2 dtg pat i lah.

Shnookie: Kak 2 cakap apa mama

Me: Dia ckp. Hisham Jumaat is the most slenge guy. To believe wht i have been telling U. Wakakak..

He rang me up and was angry. Not angry angry, angry that he was fooled! Hehehe.. The most slenge guy is my boyfriend. Gosh.

The punching and shouting part were fiction.


Thursday, December 13, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 5:40 PM

Not doing what I'm supposed to be doing, I browsed Gubahan Cinta's multiply - as usual. Didn't know Nazira did booked for Wannie's services. And gosh gosh, it's soo beauutiifull. Her gubahan.. Waduh..

With the new theme - Balinese Theme. It's all sooo nicee.. Gosh. What's happening to me? I'm wayy over-joyed like it's all mine.

Me: Papa, look at the gubahan.. Awwww, soooo niceeee!!

Shnookie: Nampak barang lawa slalu gini tau. Giler. - Nice, all he could think in the end was Giler. Hahaha. I'm sooo loving it.

Me: Hehee. Mestilah, you ngok lahh. It's for my cousin's engagement lagik. The items, the duit. Waduhh..

Shnookie: Next year our turn ehh. Tulah, nak this year you tak nak. Kate tak nak khawin.

Me: Khawin tak nak. Tunang Nikah, buat grand. Hehehe. Next year 080808.

Shnookie: Eh, thats nice. The next day national day. Hehehe. Eh stop looking eh please.

Heheh. Can't help it lah Shnookie. Really nice you know. Confident with Wannie now. I'm soo going to book her! Insyallah. Hehehe

But on top of all, salute to Irwany - the Lady of Gubahan Cinta. She's an entrepenuer, mom, wife, student and employee. Her business is doing successful. I'm so proud of her, plus, she's like my idol now. Hehehe


Wednesday, December 12, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 3:49 PM

This is the case of you not admitting or fighting for being with the one that you truly love. Hurt, Despair.

Negligance - don't regret when you're left behind. If you don't treasure the person in the first place, don't cry when he's no longer there. Don't hope for a miracle to happen that could twist turn back time and erase the regrets you've ever cause.

So when your chapter with him chooses its ending, don't come running back to him. Maybe then you could, reopen back a once closed chapter. But everything has got its limits. So jerk yourself out of that dreamland. It's over honey.

I hate those ex-girlfriends who still taunts their ex-boyfriends. To think that she knows he's attached - moved on with her of course. Admitting she too has her own boyfriend - if you say that you're over him. Please don't go saying things that may hurt other involved party. If you're so over your ex, I doubt you'll wanna remember any memories with him, cause you're working for better memories with your newly found lover. I don't remember what happen between me and my ex. Don't want to either.

If you're a respectable lady, respect people first. With what you're doing now, you're actions, I don't think I would wanna respect you. Sorry your relationship didn't work out, you're not meant to be with him. But don't dream of saying things to break him up with his new lover.

Stick and stones may break my bones, but words will never harm me. Just make me lose respect for you.

Now I know who you are, thanks for it.

There's no reason for me to not love Shammy more. There's no reason for me to let him go. We've managed to work our a decade plus three years difference, Insyallah we'll manage whatever bullets/bombs people aim at us.

For with him, I've never regretted once, and will never turn back. My future is to be with him.

If God wills Insyallah.


Tuesday, December 11, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 9:00 PM

Fetched mama from AMK Hospi - E'e's getting better. Alhamdulilah. Condition's improving for him, giving the choice to stay or go back home every weekend. Seems more lively and enjoying to much movie marathon. I can feel his boredom. Adding to that the bad service provided there.

Me:Remember i told U abt my fav flower? Im sure U blum dpt the name kan? Want a clue?

Shnookie: Hehehe. yup dat would help

Me: Kay. Its easy. Remember the recent place that we went?

Shnookie: Hmmm

Me: Well, if U remember, it was just 2days ago. That place we went.. The name of the place is a 2 word.

Shnookie: Lepas makan k mama dat day

Me: Our first destination. Our main priority. Got sumting to do with kl.

Shnookie: 2 golden mile mama

Me: U sure with tht?

Shnookie: Interesting. Got to find out more.

Me: The first clue is the first letter to the correct answer of my teka teki. The first letter of the name of flower has to do with it. So I've given you 4 clues: Ikea, vibrant colors, looks like a flower liked by many and first letter of the flower. Happy searching! 5days more papa. Don't stress out kay. Hehehe

Hehehe. You're very observant, so time to make full use to your given talent. Observe more, look around more, research more and think carefully. I've told you the name before and shown it to you.


Monday, December 10, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 10:40 PM

Yayness! I'm going to KL this coming end year!

Appalled with a beaming smile from cheek to cheek - guess my parents are less-restraint now plus they must trust Shnookie loads.

Counting down to my 6days getaway - shopping, shimmy, sniggering, swallowing, sauciness and no load-shedding! ouh yea ouh yea!

Culture shock for me soon-ish!


Sunday, December 09, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Shnookie and Me off to Golden Mile to book a tix for me for the KL trip - he's excited with me going it seems. Good sign? Hehehe

Feasted out with Roti John Shakira, Fried Rice Thai Style, Black Pepper Chicken Rice, Satay and Bbq Chicks. That's a whole load of food for dinner.

Rode round town in vespa - old school touring.

Didn't meet my parents today - dad was ald exhausted with his day of walking.

Shnookie's coming over to my place tomorrow. Hopes my mom dad lets me off to KL!


I ♥ Squadron 3:00 PM

Don't know, either sometimes I'm just too over-exaggerated, too shallow-minded, too controlling or simply because it's the human nature of insecurity.

Insecurity as in not with my own self. But rather with the other half. With what we've fought of two days ago, then I discovered something about it. And after sharing of this with my girlfriends, we all came up with nothing but the same conclusion: Unsure, and just going on with the flow. Gave up and lease expected of falling in love. When a great one comes, he's just trying for luck, rather than really want to give it all out.

Mayb yea, he gives all out to the one he loves. Actions prove louder than words, but non of the actions really prove what he's said. I won't bear any grudges, but I'll know what to expect when more complicated situations come between us. Least know what to expect of him doing.

"I even malas nak layan."

Easy come easy go for him. Can't really be bothered about things as much as I do. If he wants to follow his bestie's ways, then its entirely up to him. But I hope he knows what's he's doing, and how much hurt he's costing.

With his rather stubborn and egoistic human nature, sometimes I really have had enough of it. If he wants to follow my ways, but then with what I've said he refuses to place an ear.

Maybe I'll take it really easy this time round. Maybe this is just temporary - usual tiffs. But rest assured, I'm not the given up or can't be bothered on love nature.

I love to give someone that love.

I've really lose mood in going KL. Isn't that excited as that time you asked me along. Even after we've settle our misunderstandings, maybe I should just let you go with your friends.

Don't jubilate my 19th either.


Friday, December 07, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

MIA from lab 12-4. Sulk at Mac's with Sheera & Fid.

Went over to Shnookie's place to help him settle the preps for KL trip coming end dec. Found a budget hotel to stay in and booked a room. Had a good time with his mom, watching Ms Universe and talking about the differentiation between real and fake boobies hehehe

Rode his vespa to Popeye's and had a midnight heavy snack before him sending me home.

Settle our mini dispute - glad things are back to as usual (=


Thursday, December 06, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:13 PM

"I don't go 4 gerls k. I go clubbing is 2 enjoy.Tidak wat took me so long 2 have a gerlfren."

FYI, yea your motif of going there is to enjoy. But that doesn't mean you can't flirt around with girls. If a girl wants to dance with you, you run away? You'll simply just dance am I right? Don't try to prove me that you can't find a girl because of that. Falling in love isn't by ogling with the girls butt. Think before you say please.

And wow, how glorious, you can simply enjoy while you're going to leave me here. To think that it's the first time we're with the new year, shouldn't you be celebrating it with me and not your friend? Abroad to make it worst, plus clubbing to rub in the salt. Do you know the meaning of considering my feelings? You're mind doesn't even think of me when you book those tix.

And wow, you can even say "It's planned since a year ago, when I was single". So now you're not, can't you fuckingly change the fucking plan? If you're friend can do so, why can't you? Faggot.

If you just want to enjoy and unmated. Let me know. Don't fuckingly give me all this crap. I may be young, doesn't mean I'm naive.

Worst still, when I said I wanna go clubbing on new year's eve all you say is -

"You stay home sudah. Then nak c u pat singapore go clubbing hugging other guy. I dont feel gd k".

You have the cheeck to say this. You know how it hurts when I said I'm going clubbing without you. So then can't you fuckingly feel how I'll feel? So then, you want me to sulk at home when you're flirting, dancing and joying yourself away? Faggot.

You're not even looking for me now. WTF.


Wednesday, December 05, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 10:14 PM

Despair. Thwarted. Anguish. Dejected. Infuriated.

Don't ever give me high hopes and then suppress it in the end. Don't wanna jubilate my 19th. I rather sulk at home. Or rejoice with a shimmy to blasting music.

"Ku tahu ku takkan selalu ada untukmu
Disaat engkau merindukan diriku
Ku tahu ku takkan bisa memberikanmu waktu
Yang panjang dalam hidupku...."



You asked me to be frank, so then I did. And you denied it being with what I studied you are. If you can enjoy and lead life as unmated, don't stop me from doing so. Nothing stays permanent if you don't work for it. Nothing change if you don't admit it.

Ouh yea, btw, I hope you won't be able to find out my favourite flower. It's not worth for me to awe at.


Monday, December 03, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

As much as we have not entered the K-Box, doesn't mean that we've not karaoke. We do - literally. Our self-declared karaoke sessions me and Shnookie.

It's a unqiue K-session. We call it K-razy.

Shnookie rang me up, and switched on the U-tube. Started with My Heart and it goes on with him shouting - yes not Singing. Then he starts to berjiwang with songs like Isabella and Ibu by Exists. He kept singing till one in the morning before we called it nights out.

The self-proclaimed K-session. The budget K-razy. Hehehe.

That's why I love him (=


Sunday, December 02, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

BK at Eastpoint with the old calm - Wan, Fiz, Sujana, Mesh.

It was flash back and the place remains as boring as ever! Only difference is - we were not in uniform. Topics from driving to people to accident to partners and clubbing.

Yayness - Planned for Zouk coming 15th. For my bdae, but then again, me club? Hehehe. Shnookie wants to tag along, and we're going to dance all night long! Should I go? Least I can differentiate Zouk in SG and in KL later.

Didn't accompany Shnookie to the wedding - his ex's friend's wedding. Too far to come and fetch me and go back to and fro.

Presented him the cake I bake specially for him. Chocolate cupcakes - one minute and all 12 cupcakes were vanished. He didn't offer me one!


Headed to Orchard by bus & train! That gakun Shnookie took train after years of not.

Did a lil shopping and he got me a top. Plus another which he almost got it for me - at $50. Pump shoes to be searched again. Sat at Pinle and catched The Kingdom. It's a nice movie full of voilence and terrorism. But one good example that those people really are not considered Muslims. Allah didn't teach them to kill innocent - and what they're doing not Jihad.

Headed back and walked from Simei. Had a good talk. Kay Shnookie, now we've found Crepes & Cream and Bbq Chicken, when are we going to feast again? Hehehe..

I think I'm going KL for the new year with Shnookie and Dol. Yayness - wanna check out their Zouk there. Hopes my momma allows (=


Saturday, December 01, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:30 PM

Another incomplete 5 outing - Pasir Ris Downtown.

Hasli just have to fall sick this time and we went ahead with the plan - can't afford to delay any longer, Dec's here and Siti's bdae was Oct 13.

Cakes, fries and nuggets all we brought. Games entertained us. We played kay, Boggle and created Malay, yes Malay words out of that. Word like dais, dosa, umat, ugama suddenly came off me. Hehehe - so much for not speaking proper malay eversince eh.

Headed to Waffles Factory and were disappointed in what they have to offer. I must say, just head to Gelare next time for waffles. Cake to fill us up.

Mac's thereafter since those two girls were hunger for real food. Made a whole load of noise there and were high on sugar- thanks to the icing on my cake hehehe.

Talked a whole load of stories off in sec times - and planned ahead of the future. Nurul's begging for Escape next week.

If permits - Sheesha's up next on the 22nd. Yayness..!