Met my Sec1 best friend, Jeshini while waiting for the bus at Ubi. She's still as small as ever, as whiny as ever, Hehhe. Then, I remembered how close we were then, but how apart we are now. I guess she was rather a school mate, than a life long buddy.
Nevertheless, headed to N2, for pants alteration and to settle my outstanding duties. Headed home, and accompanied Squadron on his first night as a despatch. I kep wondering, will he get lost? Since all this while, he rides, I direct. This motorist really have no sense of direction. A 20mins ride can prolong to an hour. Like the other one time, I think we came back to the same place three times, with him still denying that we've lead the wrong way. Hehehe
But it was fun, to accompany him despatch. He got to multiple wrong blocks, wrong house. It was really funny. Just can't wait to accompany him over the weekends! This time, I'll follow physically. Hehehe who knows, I'll try despatch as well?
I ♥ Squadron
1:11 AM
Was talking to
Squadron for a moment, after being mad at him last night. Was another moment of folly, and a moment of desperation to outrage. I realised something pretty magical. When you are in warmth love, and blessings. That no matter what happens, the two of you will stick together. Tho sometimes, you will say things out of foolishness. But deep down, you'll keep running back to the person. That is the love still exists.
When I start reflecting back my past relationship, I realised, that no matter how different each guy is, they are quite like the same. They have this genetic must have behavior that was made up in mankind. That's why humans all appear the same, with hands, legs, brains and appearance. What
Squadron said to me, I guess you're right. Why must we keep on looking for someone new? Every woman or man is the same. The difference is their morale, their thinking capabilities, their attitude and physique. What matters is, be with someone who knows what they have when they have you. Whose finger spaces fit perfectly with yours.
Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, but the realization of how much you already have.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
9:19 PM
Was talking to Asid today, as he just got back from Batam, stayed over at his Step Mom's place. Then I realised, that how he has really changed, for the better. Rather the depressed asid I used to know then, whom pierces and drinks. Who used to call in late in the night, drunk and crazy. Who was introvert and quite all the time.
Glad that he's becoming better than before. Just pray that he'll soon fine the perfect lady for him one day.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
10:05 AM
Well, if friendship is what you seek, that it is what you get from us. But should you have ulterior motive, dear friend, you ought to be kicked!
Stop the nonsense behavior. If you don't respect our relationship, then you don't deserve respect from us either.
Monday, October 27, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Last Night..
"Mama, tomorrow we go Ubin kay. Been planning but tak pergi. I come your place at 8am"
"Okay best!"
Today..
And so time went by til 9am. Called his cell, no answer. Up till 11am, my phone beeped.
"Mama papa aru wake up. Hehehe"
Ah yelah again. He overslept! As yet again. Our sunrise jogging is yet to achieve. Plus so many things he wants to do together. Nevermind. Hah
So we changed plans, fetched me and we head to the Airport. Sat at T2 Polar, he finished up his work. Comes evening, head down to Bugis, bought two office pants plus few others. Was walking around and around, even TopShop didn't have the best office pants. I guess it's mango for the tango. hehehe mayb I should check at G2000 again. Still got to hunt down for more tops and heels. Mustafa thereafter, looking for hydrolic pump, but to no vail. Of course, as usual, we will end up with groceries shopping lah. Supper with prata, before heading home.
So Squadron, when when shall we go Ubin ni??
Sunday, October 26, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Accompanied Dad to
Onan Road to buy a whole sack of potatoes plus few other items for Sis's open house. Spent the whole afternoon there, with my maternal dear cousins, before sneaking out with
Squadron and head to
Ah Boy to survey for helmets. Hah, both are eager to wear new matching helmets, both are impatient to design. Heh, so we settled down with total Black Revo, after agreeing to the uncle that white Evo, looks fake and turns yellow in the long run.
"Mama, see mcm yellow2 sikit. Nak tuka lain?"
"Mama okay, but you have to look for it again, since you want white"
"Mama nak black? If any other designs pun white tetap change to yellow"
"Blh. Kalau hitam I nak REVO!"
"I guessed so. Muke happy seh.."Heh, it was actually my deepest desire to buy the Revo. As among all, that it the nicest design.
Headed my place to send back the helmet, before heading back to sis's place till late night. My paternal aunts and uncles dropped by till late night.
Squadron then sent me back home (=
Saturday, October 25, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Siti's finally engaged! Hah, of all amongst our EC, she's the first to settle down, and much faster then she aimed to. Pickup the order from Ncakes, and the traditional malay delicacies from Nurul's place and sent it over to Siti's in the morning. Her room, looked all nice with everything in place.
Headed back, finished up the scrapbook, with mom's pizza, me and Nurul cab ride to Siti's place back again. Had fun making request with the cameraman to get Siti to do poses. Hah.. Well, in the end, of course, I was included. The cuppies in the end was a great turn out.
With Farhan, delievered food to Lee. He looked much more livelier since the discharge. Doesn't look like an unfit person for the moment. Mac's for dinner with Squadron, then exhausting ourselves with too much sports.
Hahaha yalah, geletek sini sane, semput oit. You're much older than me Squadron, but you are more fit than me!
Friday, October 24, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Met Nurul after work, and head down to
TTSH, to visit Lee.
Squadron and Fy drop by altogether, and both me and
Squadron decides not to go to A7X concert afterall. Just can't bear to leave Lee alone while we have fun rocking heads and jumping crazy. Lee's condition was pretty bad, but he took a brave heart to endure the pain and show us that he is okay. Now I'm thinking if I should head on with paintball, with Lee's condition being that. Spent a whole time there, with loads of laughter and fun for a moment, we felt that it was not a hospital.
Squadron and I then headed to
Bugis, to survey for helmets, but the Revo doesn't have a full white. Rode to
Marina, watched 20th Century Boys, which was a disappointment. The movie was somewhat rather, misleading and was a lil be off real. Hah well, headed home after.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Spent at home, doing the scrapbook and I managed to get mine fixed up. The only problem is, I'm not inspired enough to write something meaningful to include in my page.
Met Nurul at T2, continued on with the book. In just 4 hours, we managed to finish off the whole book, with great effort. So Nurul plans to setup a business to do scrapbook and room deco. Haha ye lah girl, Insyallah kay. But all effort and money put in for the book, was worth. Dinner at popeye's before bus ride home.
Now I can feel the strainess again.
Got a msg from Lee, he's in A&E TTSH back again. Hopes he gets better.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:30 PM
On medical leave again. This month, I have influx of medical leave, and it's till tomorrow. Guess I must have overworked previous night, or exert myself for Siti's room deco. Well, doc's gave me Anarex. Nothing new, and not much of help. If I take one Anarex, the whole body feels lethargic. So I better not take it. As I may doze off back again. Went over to Sis's place to print pics for scrapbook and to mail the informatics my transcript for evaluation. PS2 with lil Darwisy, before heading home.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Continued on with the decoration at Siti's crib, and the results were satisfaction. Finally had the curtains all up, the flower and beads are all in nice order. The only problem is to get the perfect design from left to right. Hehehe, I guess we were too shagged to make to perfection.
With
Squadron we took the cab and headed to
Rivervale, to collect the gift we preordered from Tinketz. It was a bugdet of over $100, the design is nice, and I believe with constant support, their design will sure grow, with more ideas. One satisfied custo
mer here. And I'm sure to engage them again, Insyallah.
Headed to N2, for nuggets, before we walked back. Hehehe you know Squadron, sometimes, it's really fun getting into trouble with you. Hehehe getting home late, being lectured by mom and in then end, repeating the mistake again. Hehehe
Monday, October 20, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:39 PM
Super dooper shagged today at work. But still, managed to head to
Geylang, to exchange the beads back with the shop owner. Waiting for
Squadron at MTT, had dinner then headed to
PS, for the rhinestones that I have been looking for the past 2months. The staff promised that the BUDDIES rhinestone will be coming this month, but it doesn't seem to have happened. So we settled down with FRIENDS rhinestone, and I guess the scrapbook will have a lil change.
Headed to
UE Square, but left immediately the sky welcomed us with a lightning. Rush back drenched, and I dozed off immediately home. Hehehe
Squadron, I understand what you're feeling. But I'm not like the girls from you past. Yes, I'm indeed very young, but by now I know you can see that I don't think like typical young adults my age. But I just don't understand, why people just can't be happy for our happiness? Why do people keep on wanting to seperate us apart? Goodness, do you find happiness in people's misery? Please, be more humane. And please, you can lie all you want, but remember, I'm not easily deceived.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Morning headed to
Geylang with Nurul and Siti, to buy the deco items for Siti's room. Got the last few items on the list, with beads, flowers, carpet and pillow cover all from one place. Headed to her place, with mac's for lunch, before we start off with the decoration. Was doing half way with her curtains, before I realised the uncle from the store, gave us the wrong set of beads. One was long, the other one was short. Of course, hediously looking, so I brought back down the beads, and start with the chair. Siti's dad helped out with sewing for us the organza for the ribbons. The chair took an hour of our time, just by pinning and tie the ribbon up. Left a lil later than planned as it was raining, and
Squadron, was stucked at home.
Met
Squadron and rode to Fidah's place for visitings. Our plan to ride the bus and take the car was of course, cancelled. Covered just three houses with us 5, before we called it a night.
Squadron joined dad, before he left my place.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Didn't tag along with mom to head to Kak Elise's open house. And thanks to Fy and Has, whom threw a prank at me. Hasli's been admitted for nerve observation. His hand is still 50% operational. At 2.30pm, Fy called and informed me that Hasli has underwent a surgery, which was only 50% success, and is in critical condition. He mentioned that Has will be heading back to ops at 3.30, hence requesting for me to be at TTSH by then. So I rang up
Squadron and within 10mins, he reached my place from AMK.
My phone beeped off, msg from Fy "Kwn2..ni actuali kn.. Maen2 je.. Aku n has gatal nk kenekn k0rang.. Haha.. April fool! Haha.. Maap zaher batin je ehk.."
Well, it sure made me boil, and I was pissing mad at both two idotic friends of mine. Of course then they turned scared, as they have never seen me turning into a real Shark. Hehehe of course, I couldn't stay angry at them for long especially when the clown Squadron is there, and as afterall, they are still my friends. So headed to TTSH, for 3hrs we sitted there and didn't feel like leaving has in the hospi.
Squadron and me then headed to ECP, for suprise bdae bbq Hafidz planned for his lover. Gave her a Box of Chocolates made for her.
Freshen up and headed to downtown. Had just two games, and watched Tropic Thunder. With Squadron's muscular arms, and his habit to brush my hair, he made me fall into deep sleep 60% of the movie. Hehehe the movie was hilarious, the only problem is, I was too shagg.
Headed home thereafter.
Friday, October 17, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
With Squadron to accompany me, headed to CDC and had my first pract. I was a blur for the moment, but I met two new ladies and apparently, all three were short. Hehehe
Well, the instructor still thinks that I've rode before. Hahaha, the only time I tried riding was with Squadron's Mr Yellow CBR, which the engine stalled as I tried to change gear. Hehehe, it rode of slowly, and the 400cc bike was heavy.
Sad to say, still I've got to repeat pract 1. Hahaha
Had dinner over at T3, for Dum Briyani, then Ya Kunfor toast at T2. Well, it was sure fun, but I've got to buy new gloves and guard. The safety guard stinks!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Tonight's run was exceptionally peaceful. No, I'm not saying life is peaceful without you
Squadron, but because of it was a long beach run, and I sure didn't have an aimed distance, and kept running till I realised that it's too far back.
Squadron had his football over at
ECP futsal pitch, they played good, but crazily sweating like you can get a bucket of sweat from the shirt. Hah. Headed home therafter.
Now I feel like trying futsal. Hehehe
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
10:41 PM
Headed to
Bugis with Siti, Azmi and Nurul, in search for Siti's chair's ribbon to decorate. Didn't buy it at last, as we figured it was too small, so we head down to
Geylang as Arab St's closed. Bought organza to make the ribbon, and satin for the curtains. Still left with the flowers and beads. Dinner at Mr Teh Tarik, before cab home.
Just about a week away, and there's so much to do still.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
4:32 PM
"Papa, mama nak Aprilia. Bu it's 12k"
"Mahal lah mama. Maintenance pun mahal. Takpe, pass TP nanti we go find kay"
"Papa, motor cagiva planet ok?"
"Mama nak. Hehehe"
"Ada daelim roadwin as well. Heh"
"Mama!!!" Hehehe, can't help it. I'm trying to make full use of my free time. This project is really boring. So then, Aprilia's like a 2B killer bike and pocket burner, but other than SP, the rest of bikes, I'm not much keen. But I still have my eye on TW200 as I'm too short for motard. Hehehe, maybe can consider Dt200WR.
Just you wait
Squadron (=
Sunday, October 12, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Had the worst back pain as yet again. But it all got better in the morning, so met Fy, Hasli and Ina over at
T2 with
Squadron for the scrapbook. Came with all sorts of ideas, but of course, was ended up not completed, as Fy's rushing back to in camp, and Hasle had to leave.
Squadron and I ride to Downtown, headed for Sushi for supper, with wide spread hehehe then To ZoneX for the new game Rambo and SpongeBob. Hehhe had so much screaming and jumping. The Spongebob game is sure interesting. Collected lotsa tokens from there.
Sat a moment with
Squadron, and we discussed with my job offer at SAS. Somehow, unlike the usual excitement, I feel like I shouldn't take up the offer, apart from my mom's reaction for me to work all the other side of the island.
Like
Squadron would say, "Seek blessings and advice from parents, tho they have lil knowledge. But their opinions is always big, and their opinions are always right."
So I guesss I'll be turning down the generous offer from SAS, and seek for another job in the east. Afterall, SIM timetable is only twice weekly.
Squadron, thanks for the infinite understandment from you, and the encouragement and support you gave me after all this while. Tho I know that deep inside you do have your wishes and dreams for the both of us, you still put my future ahead, and my desire for further education. Insyallah, I'll enrol to SIM, and I'll give my best shot, to work and study and manage all well.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Raya outings with EC, but Farhan was in camp. Gathered over at my place, with Squadron and Azmi going the gang. Towards Nurul's place for Tandoori, then Siti's followed by Fy's place. Last stop was Hasli's place, movie marathon, before heading home in a cab.
It was a nice celebration, with us all grown up, and planning ahead for our seperate future. And I'm glad, with the new faces to the group, EC still remains as warm as ever (=
Friday, October 10, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
10:00 PM
Dinner at
Hei Sushi with sisters, brother and Darwisy. The spread was wide, and the sushi was super interesting today. Hah had so much red plates that we didn't realise. Headed next to kiddy rides for Darwisy, before we bus ride to N2, for lil necessities, before heading back home.
Thursday, October 09, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Suppose to be continuing with the scrapbook together with Nurul, at her place, but with this intermitten condition, I had to forgo the plan. Wasn't in the mood to do anything else, then I figured that I can't lay down much. Earlier for lunch, just a 5mins walk to buy food, and I ended up regretting when I could feel the stretch at my back. It's not slip disc, and I don't know what else either.
After Squadron headed to Katong by himself for the interview, he fetched me from home, to bring me for dinner, since my parents were out. Was pretty much better then, but the moment I reached home, everything starts occuring once again.
Well, Asid told me to get a massue, while Ayid told me to go to Physio. I don't know. Maybe over the weekends, I'll head for heat therapy and a massuse, if I can find one.
I ♥ Squadron
5:18 PM
Got a call from SAS, and was told that the Director has offered me a position, with such increment from my current withdrawal. Then, again, I'm starting to think, which offer should I take? I have this interview with NCS at HSA tomorrow, then the IBM post in Changi, and the IT Exec in my current company.
Been seeking for lots of advice, but the issue is, which is the most suitable for me, since Insyallah, be heading for further studies in Clementi should everything goes well next year. Should I get a job which is nearer to home? Or should I get a job which is nearer to school?
Well, I don't know, but what I know is, I want to complete CDC within this year (=
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
10:30 PM
Work today was a lil torturing. Waited patiently for
Squadron to pick me up and head to the clinic for medical leave extension. Headed to Spotlight for more embellishments, then to KFC for dinner. Then my condition worsen, and rushed back home. Took painkillers which my muscle ended up in numbness.
Another night of pain i guess.
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Just 10mins in the seat, and I know I can't take it longer. Headed to the clinic, and was given 1day medical leave. Not much of help from the prescription, pain killers aren't working at all. Rested at home, slept the whole afternoon, and I wonder how I'll be if I were to be pregnant one day. With the presence of Danish, he brighten up my day. He kept asking "
Kenape Mama Kilah batok?". Like as if he knows that I'm unwell.
That adorable boy.
Squadron, tho you're not ther physically, thank you for holding up the line and go thru with me the pain I'm suffering. I just hope one day, there's a cure to my sports injury.
Monday, October 06, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
This ITE helpdesk is really a bore, I feel like my brains cells are dying as I sit here from day to day. All I do, is escalate, escalate, no troubleshotting needed. Had a mini feast over at the EDB room, with KFC and ice cream. My crazy boss plans for a movie outing, after Hafidz's surprise GF bdae party next Sat.
Headed home to change, before heading to Ubi for enrolment. Hehehe yeay! Insyallah, I'll pass it soon, so then like Squadron say, I won't bother about his R6, and we can exchange rides now and then. Hehhe
Headed to T3 for Popeye's, then T2 for Gloria Jeans.
With only then my back is acting up again, headed home with lil energy. Hate when my back starts acting up again. And worst, when the doc's said no cure.
Sunday, October 05, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Another Raya outing with the family, since both me and
Squadron are out for the visitings seperately, it's kinda weird to not see each other over the weekends, well, exceptions due to Syawal. Headed to 6 different places,but returned home early. It was fun, but then again, I wish I was alot younger (=
Saturday, October 04, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Headed out for Raya outings with family, and we've only managed three houses to cover. Wore with mom's old kebaya, and my red hot kain. Hehehe well, working but I still get some cash, spare cash!
Friday, October 03, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Was suppose to be on leave today, but I had to come back to work, as the EDB team is still new to the ITE environment. Left office at 11, had to cancel my appointment with Vybes, I guess I have to forgo the plan to change my hairstyle again. Fetch Darwisy from school, brought him to N2 to a lil shopping and bought for this pampered boy some new toys.Hehehe bus rode home. My aunt came over, from CGH as her son's gf was admitted due to Asthma attack.
Left home at 4, headed to
SAS. The practical test was a trick question lah dey! I even had to configure my own PC to connect to the internet via
Dynamic IP, configure the port to connect to printer via
IP Printing. Hahaha but the techies mentioned that they won't judge me if I get the answers right/wrong, they judge me by how I attempt the questions hehehe
Squadron fetch me then, headed to
Spotlight to get few items, bought ourselves Double Whopper with bacon and cheese from BK, had our heart's content with the burger before we start training for the marathon in Dec. Heheeh
It was nice to do things we used to back again. I miss those times, and I wish for us to be as carefree as then.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
10:40 PM
Half day work today, before heading to
SAS for interview as Systems Techinician. Hehehe the location yes, is indeed far. Don't know why I'm crazy enough to write in to SAS, which is all the way in Woodlands, whereby I'm living all the way in the east. Hehehe the interview went well, the Director, and his superiors were friendly men. There's even a Gurkha guarding the school. Took cab back to Yishun, before bus riding home.
Didn't go anywhere today, as my dad and sis are working, and Squadron's off mood with this festive season. Pray that his Lebaran in the years to come, be more meaningful, and a more joyous occasion.
Will be heading back to SAS tomorrow, for pract test.
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Salam Lebaran
It's been 3yrs already, and I still wish for Lebaran to be celebrated with the whole extended family over at Gran's place. 3yrs, and no one in my family is over the departure of my beloved grannie. Still miss her much, it used to be such meaningful celebration when she was stll with us.
Nevertheless, we managed to clear 6houses today. From
Tampines to
Chai Chee, to
Jurong. Seen how much my generation has grown, and I've started working, and my cousin's getting married comes Dec.
It was one nice celebration afterall (=
Dari isi hatiku ini, ingin ku
ucapkan Salam Lebaran.
Alhamdulilah kite
berjumpa lagi, dapat kita
bermaaf maafan.
Dgn susunan sepuluh jari,
ku meminta keampunan.
Harap dpt kita bermesra
lagi, dan melupakan pahit
lama utk masa hadapan.
Selamat Hari Raya (=
I ♥ Squadron
12:10 PM
Received a call from
Pain Relief. Regards to my back condition, even now my condition didn't get any better. The nurse did mentioned, that it could be nerve strain, if it's not muscle strain. Seems serious as I do feel numbness at times. Think I'll make an arrangement for Physio consultation.
Nilah, main sports ganas sangat, ambik kau ubat. Hehehe
