Sunday, November 30, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Didn't have my sleep from last night. Hehehe, reached home 5 in the morning, but then had a quick wash, and headed to
T2. Sis's flying off to KL for conference. Breakfast at
Afghan with the family, and came back home at 11am. Rested for just an hr, dressed up again, and headed to Ina's brother's wedding at
Bedok Resrv. The wedding, was a small one, and they had the group of Subaru drivers.
Headed back home again, changed and then train ride to
Sitex back again. Met
Squadron directly there, as we were chasing for time. Bought 8gb Scandisk for $69 from the exhibition.
Rode to
Sim Lim then. Well, we were just planning to have a look at the PSP, but in the end, we bought a
Black Piano US edition. Didn't buy the bronze colored, bcause I figured, that I wanna design the cover my self. I'm happy, we've got the package at a good deal. Tho there were some gimmicks, but
Squadron, you sure are good. Thanks papa, I really love the PSP (=
ECP, for BBQ dinner, with delicious pasta and amazing burgers.
With chics, squid and satay. Hehehe, ddin't jog for a whole week, and we had amzing fattening foods!
I've finally have another idea for us both. Since we both love doing adventures, but seem to not been able to do so, since early this year, I figured we make it a tradition. The monthly tradition, where we'll swap roles and duties every alternate month, and the OIC of the month, shall plan, suggest and expense at the activity. One rule, the activity, has to be just for us both, inexpensive and something that encourages communication.
Well, I can't wait!
Hehehehehe.. Thanks papa, for the PSP. I reallllyy loveee it!!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Went to
CDC, for theory R1 and R2 in the early morning. Headed to
ICA building to make a new passport, as apparently, my pic's too old. Hah, a lil disappointed, as I was hoping for same day collection, but with the crowd, it was of course, impossible. Ride back to Tamp, bought few gorceries before heading home.
Squadron fetched me from home and we headed to Expo for
Sitex exhibition. There were loads of offer, but the exbihition is good, as it gives freebies worth $400. But still, I didn't get any laptops, nor gadgets. But i bought Sim2 for PSP. Hehehe
Movie marathon at
The Cathay with
4Christmases and
Quarantine. 4Christmases was good, and filled with comedy, but I like how they think of relationship is to them. Open and ready for anything.
Sat at
Starbucks with Hot Choco, and Trivia qns from my iPod, while waiting for midnight catch Quarantine. The movie, is a lil scary and saddening. But it was quite good.
Had a really good talk with
Squadron about the things that are happening and taking place within us. The phase and the bitterness that we both are going thru. But
Squadron, I'm not like the girls that you used to know, if I like something, I'll always like my first choice. You know it.
Maybe you're right, but I need time to adjust and make way for sudden changes and get comfortable. Love is about understanding each other, it's about communication as well.
If we're going thru this, we are going thru this together.
Friday, November 28, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
5:41 PM
Wahhh, world record for me. How long have I been sick sick? I ought to be hospitalised if I were to head back to the doc's, for sure! My head's been heavy eversince last week. And the coughing died a lil, but gets worst at night. And this fever, comes intermittenly. Hahaha I feel like a system, PC. Intermitten problems. Did I ate something from CHINA?!
I ♥ Squadron
11:55 AM
Well, I came across something cool. Nothing that I should exactly be excited about. But something I'm still, flaming on. I remembered what the ex said to me, about him and his ex having to marry each other by the orders of her parents. And his whole story on how she got my number, and how he went to talk to the parents to talk things thru, yada yada.. But then now, I found that she's married to someone else.. Hmm.. I wonder. Wonder.. And wonder. What happened to his story?! Hahaha
Dude, your bass is still standing on my guitar stand, wanna collect back??
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
7:52 AM
Recieved an E-Card from Squadron in the morning..
My Darling,SHARKS
Darling i have not change sayang,just a liitle bit tired...hope u bear with me for a while...it will go off eventually...dont worry sayang i will always love u honey...be patience yup honey...my main concern now is our budget...once the tide is over i b back to normal...just thinking how i can save as much as i can....when i cant think i will always go to sleep....relax yup honey
from yr hubby
hisham
Sunday, November 23, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Didn't head to Prac 3, as my mood was seriously stressed. After so many days, I'm still as sick as ever! Rang
Squadron up, and he too didn't head on to his wedding invitations. So he picked me up, rode all the way to
Bugis to get mum her bdae card. Snack out with Mac's, then we headed down, half drenched to T3 for mum's bdae celeb.
Had a huge feasting at
Earle's, and the potterhouse steak was a lil disappointment. I asked for medium-rare, but parts of it, I was given a well-done. Ouh well. Nevertheless, roamed around T3 with the kids, and by of no choice, was running around yet again. Hehehe.
Mum, dad and sisters headed home. While me and
Squadron we spent the night away (=
Dear love, I'm sorry for my behavior. At times, it's not that I don't understand your situation. Just that when I miss someone badly, that's how siczo I can be. No, I'm not crazy. But just that, you know that feeling, it's beyond one's control. I just need time to adjust to the sudden change. Hope you give me time (=
Saturday, November 22, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
9:59 PM
Headed out for breakfast with mum and sis at
Eastpoint KFC. The wrap was pretty good, but they should seriously serve hot waffles! The waffles were cold, and how can a butter melt on a cold waffle?
Headed to TM, after mum and sis left. Couldn't find the heels support I needed. But I found soo many, yes sooo many things that I must include in my list of things I wanna get. The bag, and the top, including the nice puma jacket which will match my Aprillia. Hehehe I can't find any santa to fulfill these wishes, but that doesn't mean I won't make it fulfilled on my own!
Didn't catch a movie, as the movies were a bore. So I headed home. And spent my days painting the frame
Squadron requested for me to decorate it for him. It's only finished with paintings, but there's still embellishments to be attached.
Didn't head out with
Squadron today. He's too caught up with work. But you know, sometimes, you just can't help the feeling of missing someone so badly (=
Thursday, November 20, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
8:54 PM
Woke up to a welcoming high fever, and bad throat plus spinning head. Hah, what else, another medical leave from work, and a visit to the doctor. Well, I think I slept quite alot. But then, the temperature is still running high!
I think I trained too much, toooo much. Hehehe
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
9:51 PM
Mum turns 50 today!
Didn't head out as planned with mom's celebration today. Mum thinks that it'll be a rush since all of us will be from work. So, just head down central, to the night market, and dinner at
N2. Well, it's a good thing mum cancelled the dinner. Head home, and fell in bed straight. I think I'm going to be sick, real sick.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:00 PM
Squadron and me both headed to TKC to look for mom's bdae gift, which falls just tomorrow. At first, I thot it was impossible to get a nice, sweet top for a bdae gift. But nevertheless, with the help of the shop owner, she managed to nail according to my needs! Hah, and with such of good budget of only $40, I think it's a good bargain, given that the dress has sequins. Heh
Well, headed home with happy heart. Poor
Squadron is sick due to our intensive training.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
I think I was too excited I called
Squadron at 7am, to remind him of the picnic. Hehehe well, apparently, he was even more excited than I am, as when I called him, he was actually going back to office to settle few of his work.
Headed to NTUC, bought couple of gorceries for the picnic. Prepared large sandwiches each, and soup.
Headed to
Yishun to pick up pre ordered macroons from Sweet Mervillies.
Ordered them months before, and I remember at that point of time, I was looking for macroons like crazy!
Headed to Botanical Gardens in the blazing hot sun. Walked around, found an open field with loads of locals and foreigners. Spent hours till dusk, before heading off to Marina.
Squadron bought his mechanical stuffs, before we headed back home.
Picnic was sure something new and fun. Hehehe sure to do picnic again!
Saturday, November 15, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:30 PM
Quick mac's breakfast with Squadron at N2, before heading to CDC for pract 2. Surprisingly, the instructor found me good enough to move on to Pract 3. Hehehe as all I know, my blindspot checking and signalling sucks. Hahha nevertheless, I still booked pract 3.
Squadron sent me home before he headed to work. Got dressed and met Fid and Sheera for the day at Escape. Well, it was hella fun and dizzy. We took the kiddy train ride round the garden. Hehehe.
Dinner at Bk's before Fid left to meet Arqam, and both Sheera and me left for the beach. Spent couple hours there talking about all the things we've gone thru, and the shittiest BFs and guys we met. Hehehe it was fun.
Headed home, with training cancelled (=
Friday, November 14, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Went for midnight joggin at
ECP with
Squadron. It's finally the startup for my training, and I hope this traning will be forever. Hehehe
It's been long since we jogged along the costal line, and the wind breeze felt awesome. Watch fishing lovers baiting, and students having BBQ for the hols.
Headed home thereafter. More protein and weights for me (=
Thursday, November 13, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
5:19 PM
Was thinking about how my life was back then when I was still in school. Super active and super busy. Was always running about, for school and revisions even part time job, for sports and hobbies. And on top of it, I still have time for leisure indulgence in books and music. Composing and writing. The energetic me, was making
Squadron crazy. Keep chasing each other around, and I will always remember, everytime if I were to be out with him, I'll bring home bruises, and cuts. Not that
Squadron is violent, rather our games were.
Used to jog every weeknights at ECP, Pasir Ris or Reservoir.
Hah, but now? Other than work, and out with friends, I jog around the neighbourhood. Even that is inconsistant. Like work is slagging me, and lacking me in activities. I can't join Judo back again, my condition has detoirated. I have too many internal injury, and can't afford to have more.
I wish to be super active again, I'm only twenty. Maybe I should consider part time job, or enrolment to sports back again. Anyone to join?
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
From work
Squadron fetched me and we headed off to
TM, met Khai at Lj's.
Was discussing and planning about my financial needs and saving surpluses. Only then I realised, to retire, you need a min of $500k to sustain you for the rest of your living lifetime. That is, the same amount that is spent now, and come to think of it again, I think $500k is somewhat to little. In addition to my education advancement, marriage planning, luxury of vehicles, housing and start of family with kids of two, I somewhat reach a rough estimation of close to a million. Woah, I didn't know that I could spend that much. But honestly, now I know how rich a millionaire is. No comments for trillionaire. It's like they're living, awaiting for death, and having too much surpluses they sometimes don't even know what to do with it. Sidetrack. Still, I need to rethink of the proposal.
Was talking with
Squadron about the planning of our future. My future now involves him as well. For whichever path that I take, he'll be affected. My point of life that stands in front of me, is marriage or education advancement.
Squadron, you do hit a point. My education advancement is primary, and marriage is secondary to me. But at times I think I'm being unreasonable and selfish, should I head on with education advancement. Tho yes, the advantage of it is career advancement for a comfortable future, but wouldn't it be unfair for me to keep you in the waiting game?
Marriage should be by choice. And now I do have to make a choice. For by which path that I take, it takes estimation of 2yrs each. Hence, Insyallah by 5yrs, all is settled down.
Only now is, which path should I head of first? Once chosen, there is no turning back.
Squadron, I just hope you stay by me. For which ever path I choose, you have to be there for me, stay by me and direct me should I be falling.
Sunday, November 09, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Came home, and dozed off.
Squadron woke up late, and we headed to Kasut's wedding well, later than usual. Haha, met Dol and Hazel there.
Headed to
TTSH, visit my aunt. She did open her eye, but I think she's just seeing blur images as she was dazing. Don't know how long she'll stay in that condition, but pray to God that she'll recover soon.
Squadron and me headed to
PS, got his hardware from Diaso, and shopped around PS, before headed back to
ECP again.
Ma, you suke sit on the sand, or the bench?
It depends, but I like to lay on the sand and see stars.
Why?
You imagine, dining under the stars.
Eh, why not, our next anny, we dine under the stars here.
I cook the nice dishes for you, but you decide the location and you dig a big hole for us to sit into.
Then we lay few candles, sit and njoy the breeze.
Next anny? I plan nak tunang. Hehehe
Eh?!!Hahahahaha how come I didn't know?!
Saturday, November 08, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Headed to
N2, bought myself a top to attend to
Squadron friend's wedding tomorrow. I burnt another hole,as yet again.
Headed to
Orchard, but the ride there was fearsome. I think
Squadron was stoning a lil. Hehehe. So we headed to Far East for dinner, walked around, and round Orchard, as I think it's been eons since we headed there. The prada seems to be a lil updated. Hehehe
Spent couple of hours in Orchard, then headed back to
ECP again. We're in up for nature this weekend. Stone again till morning daylight. Got caught up with rain in the middle, of course, got wet in the middle of cold night. Hah, but things got better in the morning. Left early and headed back home.
Friday, November 07, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Well, pract one today was suppper fun. Actually, because I finally get to move on to Pract 2, soo yayness! I feel much more motivated. Hah. Just hopefull, now I can get to move up quickly.
Meet
Squadron over at
Redhill, after his work. Then we headed on to
ECP. Slept on the stone table of coldness and under the stars again. Don't know how long we we stoning, but it sure was long. Hah
But had fun riding the vespa. And this time,
Squadron was my pillian. Heheh, it's not easy, as the COG and the clutch is a lil diff from the normal bikes, but still, I can ride vespa, and I can bring a pillian ald! Hah I'm soooooooo happy!
I ♥ Squadron
6:00 PM
Few days in
IBM, has been all smooth. I have more colleagues. With 20peoplein the group, it takes time for me to know all the people around. Intro to the job scope, well it does scare a lil, but seeing the senior HDs, I think I can do it too. Will be assigned for Vendor starting next week. Just hope, that I won't screw up, if I do, well, lets see if they understand.
But I still miss my
EDB.
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
12:46 PM
I'm leaving OPUS today.. Well, this shall be my last entry from OPUS, the most slackest job I have ever came across. Hehehe hopes that IBM, will be a good environment for me. I shall miss all my collegues, and I know, I had the bestest boss ever! Thank you all.
Monday, November 03, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Decided not to meet Nurul in the end, as we figured that since I be on PM leave and she might not have school tomorrow, we should then meet just tomorrow.
Headed to
N2 to pick up my pants. Then
Squadron dropped by as he mentioned that he doesn't have anything to despatch today. Headed down to Downtown, but the safety gear at SkateSport wasn't much of variety. They even had what Giant has, but selling at a more expensive price. Before our necessary dosage of fondue everytime we are at downtown, we muched down with OCK.
Headed to
TTSH, to visit my aunt, as mom mentioned that her condition is detorirating since. Headed to Giant then, bought my safety gear and few other lil things. Sat down for sushi as supper, before
Squadron sent me back home.
I ♥ Squadron
4:36 PM
A Beautiful Hadith
Rasulullah (Sallallahualaihewasallam)said: 'When a man dies and his relatives are busy in funeral, there stands an extremely handsome man by his head. When the dead body is shrouded, that man gets in between the shroud and the chest of the deceased.
When after the burial, the people return home, 2 angels, Munkar and Nakeer(names of two special Angels), come in the grave and try to separate this handsome man so that they may be able to interrogate the dead man in privacy about his faith.
But the handsome man says, 'He is my companion, he is my friend. I will not leave him alone in any case. If you are appointed for interrogation, do your job. I cannot leave him until I get him admitted into Paradise '.
Thereafter he turns to his dead companion and says, 'I am the Qur'an, which you used to read, sometimes in a loud voice and sometimes in a low voice. Do not worry. After the interrogation of Munkar and Naker, you will have no grief.' When the interrogation is over, the handsome man arranges for him from Al-Mala'ul A'laa (the angels in Heaven) silk bedding filled with musk.
Rasulullah (Sallallahu alaihe wasallam) said: 'On the Day of Judgement, before Allah, no other Intercessor will have a greater status than the Qur'an, neither a Prophet nor an angel.'
Sayings (HADITH) Of Prophet Muhammad (Sallallaahu alaihi wa sallam)
The one who disdains prayers (Salat) will receive Fifteen punishments from
Allah.
Six punishments in this lifetime
Three while dying
Three in the grave &
Three on the Day of Judgment.
Those who do not say their prayers of:
FAJR : the glow of their face is taken away.
ZUHR : the blessing of their income is taken away.
ASR : the strength of their body is taken away.
MAGHRIB : they are not benefited by their children.
'ISHA : the peace of their sleep is taken away.
THE HOLY QUR'AN:
'Say Your Prayers Before Prayers For You Are Said'.
Sunday, November 02, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Had pract in the heavy rain even with the raincoat, I was drenched. It was fun, and I know that I managed to do whatever I was instructed, but end point, I still have to repeat. Hah! Sigh lucky me dad was home, so he fetched me back. Else, in my drenched clothes and shoe, I'll have to ride the bus. Doubt cabs take you in when you're all drenched!
Squadron fetched me over, and we head to Century for a quick shoe shopping. Both two pointed heels from Mondo. Then headed to Bedok, got a top from Pepper Plus, before having late night dinner.
Headed to ECP, and on top of the stone table, we both fell asleep under the twinkling stars.
Squadron, I finally get to see the inner side of you. After much scrutiny, then I was proven right. I'm glad now, you're more open with me. Tho it may be tough that we're spending lesser time together, Insyallah history won't make its come back. I'm just very proud of you, as the sole breadwinner, you manage to make ends meet, give your parents a shelter, and good life, and biggest of all, you've got your dream of owning the killer R6. I'm proud of you, as on top of it all, you took care of me so well, you brought me up when I was so down, you looked after me when I was so sick. You showed me, taught me things that I never would be able to learn by my own.
Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, but the realization of how much you already have.
Saturday, November 01, 2008
I ♥ Squadron
11:59 PM
Had appointment with Vybes for my hair makeover. Finally decided to head on, despite cancelling the appointment last month. As I figured, with the start of new job on Wednesday, it's time that I give myself a lil new fresh look rather than the routine look. The turnout was a satisfaction. Remind me of my curly hair in childhood. I grew up, only that my curls didn't grow up with me.
Squadron fetched me from home. He was pretty excited with the new helmies. Well, least it's brand new, I guess it's better for the speed.
Headed to AMK, to settle his work a while, then we made our way to Kallang Leisure Park. It's the place where you would want to do leisure, rather than shopping. There's a couple of great shops like British India. As for food, there's Donuts.
Dinner ride to the KFC nearby, then headed back to Leisure Park for The Coffin. The movie was a great turn out. A lil scary, but there was a lil bit of romance in it.
Had a round of wild ride with skidded tyres, and sharp cornering. I felt like I was a pillian in the GP Ride. Hahaha, screaming my lungs out, causing head to turn and look at me weirdly. Hehehe
