Since when do I need your approval in seeking things that I want to do? You're a part of my history which should be long gotten over with. The way you said things today like trying to show that you have authority in approving and disapproving in things that I'm doing now. C'mon, this is my personal life, and if you say that you want to be friends with me, I'm sorry I can't do just that. Bcoz of the things that you're doing toward me isn't like what friends status hold. Sometimes, you just need to get over with the fact that the
WE are long over. Then you could think of befriending, not trying to get me back. Please, I've been through alot when we're together. Let me have real good time space.
I ♥ Squadron
10:02 PM
My toe was smashed by the wardrobe door today and the cut is pretty deep.
OUCH!But didn't fail to still go out with him and watched Shrek 3, plus a picture card taken and shopping. Supposedly to be his shopping but he suprised me with a nice top that I tried.
Hehehe. Really love the top! And really had so much fun. Thanks honey!
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:30 AM
Came across something today, maybe of a good help, maybe of a good advise. Let this moral lesson suffice.Avoid the Company of 5 People : An Immoral Person, A Miser, A Liar, A Stupid Person & One who breaks away from his Relations.
Generosity has a limit, which when crossed becomes extravagance; caution has a limit which when crossed becomes cowardice; thriftiness has a limit, which when crossed becomes miserliness; courage has a limit, which when crossed becomes fool-hardiness.
Let this moral lesson suffice: refrain from doing anything which you would disapprove of if done by someone else.
One Third Income System: Divide Income in 3 equal parts. One Third of the income, give promptly as Sadaqah. The Second part, keep for yourself and the family. The remaining One Third, spend on your business.
Monday, May 28, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:50 PM
Argh.
My
CYBERSHOT STOLEN..!
That's my precious lil baby which I got it with my own money for $268 bucks! And it's all gone like that. Stupid culprit must love sony ericsson so took mine, Fidah's and Hisham's phone all away. Stupid fella, ransacked our bags while we were jogging for 6 rounds, training for NAPFA. Goodness, we're all arghh..! Tmr make report with IMEI number, hope get back phones and the fella will be sentenced. It just so hurtful! And
ANGER! All the pics, poem, msgs, the arghh..!! Too many to even say! Contacts gone! Songs gone! Msgs gone! M2 gone! Phone gone! GONE! GONE!
Ouh well.. anyone could get me a cybershot? Argh..!
Worst still, me, Sheera and Fid took so many pics in the day, so as to make a bdae card for Fid, with her lastest photo and it's all gone. Fid's phone stolen on her bdae eve, no bdae wishes for her. Hisham's work contents all gone, now poor him gotta crack head to know back all his stuffs. Sheera was the lucky one. Her's still intact. Money all intact, only phones gone. I suspect it's the work of the staff or someone who knows the staff. Weird part was, there weren't any bell before they switched the lights off, it just went off like that.
I had instincts my phone were to go missing since over the weekends, sheera asked her bro a stupid qns whether or not to bring the phone, Hisham felt so lazy to train and get out of the house, we were even thinking of putting into the lockers and we even had the bags transfered from the usual spot we always placed it.
Me and Hisham almost met with an accident on the way there.
So many signs, so ignorant.
Moral: Trust your instincts. Especially the ladies. I had this before. I sensed that something wrong bound to happen, and I was so right!!
Friday, May 25, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
9:06 PM
Long week at school..! Report submission, presentations, food hunt, NAPFA training, time management.
NAPFA training giving me all the aches now. My back hurts, plus biceps and the muscles. Gosh. Now getting busier as ever! Coming home late at night and leaving house early for school. Got to manage time to help look after Danish and Darwisy. More projects to come and NAPFA in a week. After that, back to my normal eating habits! Chocolates, Popeyes, Nuggets, Yong Tau Foo, Ice Cream, Double CheeseBurger.. YUM... Can't wait for
GOLD!
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
6:01 PM
It's somehow holding me back.
Something in the past holding me from a good future ahead.
All I can sense is total fear..
Monday, May 21, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
5:58 PM
BLOODY STUPID BACKACHE has made its arrival. I hate it. It's much worse than the previous condition. Someone PLEASE help me.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, May 20, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
10:33 PM
Nana has flewn off to Bangkok, Thailand for her internship program.
She's gonna be there for
5 longggg months.
Sigh.. I feel so lost without her here, like sometimes wondering, what come is she coming home today. I miss her so much already eventhough it's less than a week she's there. Wonder how she really is there, I hope she's not badly home-sick.
Hope she loves the book I made for her.
Eventho that we always love to quarel, argue and scream and each other's faces (literally) we still love each other. I depend on her, she depend on me. Lotsa things we go crazily, I miss her disturbing my peace. Intruding to my wardrobe and wear what she finds big (yes I'm wayyy
biGGERR than her)... IN terms of erm.. not gonna mention here. Anyway, went to Mustafa Center, my dad's cousins' sons' fathers' cousins'... (the list goes on...) port. See, she needs me to help her pick the right choice, as I, am known to be an IT and TECH freak in the family. hahahaahahaaha. Kesiankan diriku sendiri. Hahaha. Then we went for erm, late night supper and way to early breakfast at Kembangan,
I spent till 0530 to do her going away gift.
Woke up in the morning to see
HOWDY and then
continued the book again. Headed to airport at 1330 and then helped her check in and she took off at 1430. Take care
ERLINA... I miss U already! ARGH!!
Saturday, May 19, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:12 PM
Somtimes somethings just remains kept in a total mistery. I suddenly remembered about someone of the old history part. The oldest one that I've got within my heartchapters. Seeing to as how I am today and how I was then, I'm truly grateful of the differences that I've made in my life. And the people whom has helped me along the way.. Now I'm back to square one. Which is where I was about a year ago. In a mission to get over the past and get on with the future. Just was wondering about
Rasyidi, since I mentioned about him to someone. Not that I miss him personally, more likely I want to know about his well-beings. Even after I told him I couldn't keep in touch with him then, he still shows concern about me. He frequently asks my sis about my well-being.. Isn't it funny? For me to have met him since 15 and till now, we've not exactly sat down and talk faced-to-face. How thing just took place in the world of modern technology. He sure made a great impact and took care of me from far. Showed great concern tho a shy guy he still contacts me.
Then there comes
Nizam. One guy I met from early '06, whom I went on to a deeper relationship with him and shared many laughter and tears. The Kapung Senang song shall be a momento, as to our hardwork, his probation and our heartchapter. It somehow shows how one can be in fearful position and shows how one can be so challenged to the things that are happening around him. I'm proud of him to where his standing now, and I'll pray that he'll go on with the wonderful future that has in store for him.. 8 was our number.
The future is yet to be explored. I'm now perservering to move on with life, and let the past be a lesson learnt. Don't ever let the past hinders moving to future. God let us experience these things to make us be wary, not be afraid. So look up and let things go as to how it was planned. To the one
cowboy I know, you're sure one great person. I appreciate for everything that you've done for me. Tho we've just took our stroll, you've made a huge impact on me. U never fail to cheer me up. Howdy!
Friday, May 11, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:40 PM
Jogged at Hougang Stadium for 2.4km run and my timing was 17mins! What crap is that?! Inclined pull up reached only 4! My sit ups were good. Yet to try standing broad jump and shuttle run. Those shall be another load of crap if my timing sure runs bad. Headed to get Kebabom and then to Punggol End. Found it and sat there for a while. The stars were such a beauty there. There were loads of them.. I would love to sleep under the stars one day. Look at them, the beauty and the magic it brings.
Howdy!
I ♥ Squadron
11:15 PM
Jogging.Jogging.Jogging.Jogging.More jogging.My current lifestyle. Other than being stressed that I've gained another 3Kgs, I'm on a mission of losing weight, being healthy and getting gold for NAPFA. Thanks to my
PT.
Howdy!
Thursday, May 10, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:05 PM
I've become such a moody person of late. One time I'm totally happy, the next you'll caught me blank. Didn't see that coming till someone told me. Fact is, I've been in daze. But daze makes me think about a lot of things. I'm so caught up and stressed. So much things happening in so lil time. School's even getting the pressure now, coz I'm still aiming for a higher GPA, which is so crap coz I've gotten a D+ in the bloody cert. Crap. NAFPA's coming up and GOLD is what I'm aiming for. Time to put into recognition that my fitness is good. Off to bed now, crap.
Monday, May 07, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
5:32 AM
BloodshotDoll says:
but kalau dia 29 then...?
lost in the world full of Cookies and Cream says:
wahhlaauuweyyy!!!
BloodshotDoll says:
hhahaha
BloodshotDoll says:it is good or bad?
lost in the world full of Cookies and Cream says:
okeyy..so hes not 29..lol
BloodshotDoll says:huh?
BloodshotDoll says:
then?
lost in the world full of Cookies and Cream says:
tak kesahlahh..29, 29lahh..asalkan die baik and adores u to the max..thats most important
BloodshotDoll says:haha
BloodshotDoll says:if i said he 32?
BloodshotDoll says:haha
BloodshotDoll says:
or 23?
BloodshotDoll says:
pun tak kesah lah?
BloodshotDoll says:
thats good.
BloodshotDoll says:you got a wide mind
BloodshotDoll says:
haha
lost in the world full of Cookies and Cream says:yelahh..provided die have a good heart..correct what..
lost in the world full of Cookies and Cream says:
now, u have to search for someone that u want to live for the rest of your life with what..
Got a hot topic with Nurul about getting together with a much older partner. Be it a man or a lady, both in the same wheel. I've gotten my answer with these day's youngsters: So age isn't a matter in love. See, proven!
Thursday, May 03, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
10:38 PM
If there's anything, they say, "Jgn pandang blakang." Movie was awesome. Scary plus comedy and suspense. Not bad.
Ya Kun Kaya a lil then headed home!
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:25 PM
Kayaking was cancel as there was no more kayaks open to the public. What a waste. Even the Singapore Sailing Club doesn't open it to the public. There are bloody many kayaks there but not just one for me?! Rollerblade instead for 2 hours. It sures brushing up my skills.. Felt the sand and sea and gotten more tanned due to the sun. Awesome.
Ride to Suntec to njoy Sky Garden then to Bedok to find that there's no more kebabs. Headed home then. Had major fun. Happy Labor's. Howdy!
