Friday, August 31, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
10:20 PM
Finally the frame has completed! Me and Sheery did the finishing touches to the frames, added a one-liner and photos of it and called it completion! Haha. Borrowed few books from the library before heading on with the mall to search for few smart-casual tops for attachement at
Stamfort Court! Stressed up coz clothes are way so expensive and im running with only $150 remains! Shitt. Now, where's the part-time job I saw the other time? Hehehe.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:51 PM
Helped Siti and her friend bake a cake for their attachment company today. Total success but totally ruined my beautiful perfect cake with the words written by Siti's friend. aha. Well, it's edible tho. Haha.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:45 PM
Had a class bbq aka chalet and wondering, what made it cost me 15bucks? Haha.. Well, had fun tho.
Monday, August 27, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
12:00 AM
Minutes to midnight I was counting down on when is he coming to fetch me for camping? Haha. Reached at 2am, where we pit our tent and had a mini celebration with him cutting cake and some mini-self-proclaimed fireworks before we called it a night.
With me sneaking to prepare his gift for him while he's heavily snoring away. Haha. Woke up to find it raining, then had fun in the sea before skating. Of course he was obligated to accept the gift he said it's expensive. But I know it's the most thing that it's suitable for me to gift him. Glad he like it first hand. Brunch at 1pm at Mac's ECP before we start skating, with deary picking up real fast.
Arcade for an hour before heading back to our tent and slept away again. Packed and reached home at 1030. How I wish I was able to camp for another night..
Happy Birthday Darling.
Friday, August 24, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
10:56 PM
WOMAD...! I'm
MAD! I feel like dancing again. The best one was definately
Asian Dubb Foundation, their first appearance after 7 years!! Where me and dear where dancing like mad and jumping like losing pounds! I'm so going there again next year and for many years to come! Double date with my sis, pretty much awkward but pretty fun. Well, deary sure did shocked me when he said he wants to tag along and on top of it, seem to be getting along fine with my brotha in law. Awesome. Haha. Reached home at 1.30. Wasn't able to go home with deary. Sigh. Hehehe.
Thursday, August 23, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:19 PM
Whoppie! I done with my last ever paper and this is my last ever paper in poly! Yippe! I'm off to the next track in poly, attachements! arghh! hehe.
3 days to his birthday.
surprise surprise!
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:15 PM
Well, apparently someone tries to suprise me and in the end, the truth it's out! hehe. you can't hide anything from me deary. hehehe. he asked for leave from reservist today and what else? met him la! went to skateline to check some inline skates and got attracted by one pair for me and another for him. hmm. wonder wonder. hehehe. had a heartfelt talk before straight home.
Dear, I love you so much. I know what I'm doing. What I see I know it's what I get. What I'm after is it's your heart and you yourself. Not money, not luxury. Insyallah, I'll remain how I am now. Insyallah I wont change my heart.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:14 PM
Did fid's engagement gift aka frames today with sherry at sunpla, literally. most of it done with pictures and poems to make it perfect. heeh! did revision then. deary's asleep. arghh!
Sunday, August 19, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
9:14 PM
My deary friend
Fid's already engaged and in the waiting for marriage. She's ought to settle down now that she's ready. Glad that she's found someone who understands her and loves her truly. Hahaha. Mine? Well, that's unpredictable as of yet.
Attended with Sheera
to the engagement ceremony and witnessed the whole thing. Plenty of stuffs from the
girl's
and guy's
side, tho the girl's side much better. Hahaha.
All of it was alright to me, but I'm just wondering, what runs in this couples' mind that makes them think that they're ought to start a settle down and start a family? Who tells them that their partner are real serious, and real ready to start and take up all the responsibilities? After all, it's the man who leads and the man woman find must be real proper, and what if we don't ever get to meet such man to settle down with? How many people of all these couples marry an ideal man? If there are majority, then why majority ends in a marriage failure? Well, engagement it's the road where they said has loads of obstacles, then again, every story has its two sides. Depends on the individual, in this case the couple to face against it and go against the current. After all, engagement and marriage, it's more than just a
Ring.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:56 PM
It's a week since I've last met my darling and I'm missing him so much. I hate this feeling, guess sometimes I do hate people rather the person who makes me miss him so much. He's been real busy with work, not even a day off, even I can't remember the last time I heard him saying he's off on that day..
Even missed the fireworks that I've been wanting to catch. sigh. now I really wished that I should have gone by myself. It's once a year event and I missed it on both days.. let's just pray the next time it has again, i'll go be it alone or not. still, it's another year to go..
Ouh well, studied at Nurul's till late with Siti and probably gorged myself with so much food I regret eating it.. Hah, im
stressed.
Friday, August 17, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
10:02 PM
I miss him so badly. And I'm getting stressed so easily. This heavy head of mine is definately killing me.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:54 AM
I don't know why it's starting all back again. Sometimes I wonder why did it all turn out so bad, even so why must I experience it if it's gonna be a big failure? Yeah i know as a lesson to learn, an experience to yearn. But then again, sometimes somethings that happen in the past doesn't mean will have the same reaction or solution for the problems that we're having or will be having..
if you're pretty much an optimist, to you it'll just be another passing cloud, but to those many i know, it's added pressure plus phobia to them. They turn phobatic till they give up in things easily. I know I've come to meet them in my life, not few but majority..
No fret that love is beautiful, some admire it, some yearn for it. some don't even get to experience it.. at least the real thing. and failed marriages to me is like something that can't be imagine. something that i fear. People tell me, "You'll be engaged by next year, we can tell." I'll be like thinking, am I sure that I wanna be married to this man all my life, this is a one way journey, no turning back. I just one it once in a lifetime experience. But it's getting scarier to me as the days go by. I don't want to be pressurized by our huge age gap that'll decide for me to settle down. I want it to be sincerely out of my heart that says I'm ready for the real journey in my life.
"Woman has 3 rings in life, Engagement Ring, Wedding Ring and Suffering."Hah. sheesh. sometimes, i think maybe i should really do some soul searching. do some straightening between myself and i. get it all straight before i make the huge step forward. I don't want to regret or wish for something else when I've made the step.. a two years ago i was confused on which guy to take. now im confused of which correct decision to make.
Afterall, im just
19.
Thursday, August 09, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:51 PM
Happy National Day!!
With the tickets from deary we managed to be part of history at the world's largest floating stage during nation's birthday!! Can't remember the last time I had this major celebration.IT's pretty awesome, with tatoos to our faces and hands, patrioticness was somewhat there. Hehe. The fireworks are simply beautiful. I'm so glad. With the wonderful contigents and all the display, the preps must have taken loads of hard work. But the company was awesome. We were in RED! Had the largest bag among all.
Headed to motor-roadshow then to Coffee Club with Mud Pie and Wasabi salad. Yums!
Thanks darling for bringing me there. Love you loads.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
8:12 PM
Eiii mhyss mai owld owld mhann lah. Hyss syick. Puwer hym.
