.: Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery, none but ourselves can free our minds :.

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Drop by Mustafa to get some good searching for couple of items. Didnt get the dryfit Adidas that I've been looking for. Sigh. Headed to ECP for a moment before heading home. Hehehe

Monday, April 28, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Headed to Kinokuniya at Bugis, help Squadron look for japanese dictionary. Found a suitable dictionary for Squadron, walked around bugis a lil. Headed to ECP for dinner at Mac's before heading back home. Hehehe.

Did a lil trick for dad today. Me and Squadron covered dad's bike with canvas, and placed his bdae glove onto his bike. I'm just waiting for his reaction tomorrow. Hehehe

Sunday, April 27, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Half of my family's sick. Either with fever, headache, diarrehoa or all. Practically was nursing them over at sis Haida's place. While Squadron's at work.

Fetched me and sent me back home, changed then Squadron and me headed to CenturySquare to get the skirt I find most suitable for Graduation at Fourteen. The sales assistant gave alteration of no cost for me. So will collect the skirt back in estimation of 7days. Dinner at LJ's.

Headed to Downtown East's new mall. To my greatest fascination, there's an indoor Cadbury ferris wheel.

Tho the attraction was already closed, the lights somehow makes me awe to the creation of man. Headed down to the shops and to my surprise, saw sis Haida's family's caricature.

Seems that the man claimed that after their caricature, he's inspired and confident to do more than he usually does. Hehehe. Insyallah, we'll get one caricature for ourselves kay Squadron.. Hehehe

Catched midnight Kingdom of Heaven. Then off we rode back home.

Squishy Squadron, I understand that you had your own difficulties telling me when I asked you. You think that I'll react to whatever imaginations that you seemed to have in mind, afraid that due to that I will leave you and stop loving you. Let me assure you that, I hope one day, that you see how much I truly care, cherish and love you sincerely. I belong to the minority, thus for whatever you wanna know, ask me directly. Don't take it as a commonality of women's behavior. I know that if I ask you a certain question, I must be prepared of the answer, good or bad. Somethings aren't worth to be fought over, something's aren't worth to be made of a big fuss. Like you've said, my thinking is wide and long. Bear that in mind, and don't just view me as a girlfriend, but also as someone you can share everything with, like your good friend. Everyday my heart grows fonder for you (=

Saturday, April 26, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

After such a long time, we both aren't working today. For since the longest time ever, we went out for a total of 12hours today. From the srotching heat to the cold wind, we still managed to ride all round. Hehehe. Today's mission was: Graduation Outfit

Tampines Central to renew Squadron's vespa insurance at the NTUC Income. Lunch at Food Culture. Went in and out of shops to browse and try on tops and skirts but to no vail. Rode off next to Moto World to get glove for my daddy.

Then to the vespa shop to get Squadron's engine oil plus my dad's canvas. Vivo up next. Walked in and out of shop to try too many clothes.

Finally got the top that I've been looking for at Forever21.

Shopped a lil at Diaso before me having to raise my white flag.

Detour to Tanjung Rhu, to enjoy a piece of nature. There was a straight road race going on there, tho we didn't care much about it. Sat a moment there and admire the nice scenery, the big wheel and the sea water. Did sticker pasting at the void deck before heading home.

It's real nice to head to Tanjung Rhu. The place where I can unwind and think my mind of nothing else and just gaze at the stars and the beautiful night sky. Such love.

Thanks Squadron for getting me the top. Hehehe. It's such a beauty. Will head to Fourteen back to get that skirt and we're all set for my graduation! Teeheee..

Friday, April 25, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Accompanied Squadron to a job recommendation by his friend. Had a lil guess about the type of job and the moment that we reached the place, my guess were correct.

Eleh, tempat ni. This was the place of the office I worked before.
The one you said about networking?
Yup, Prosper House. Hmm. Looks like I was right.
We'll see what they have to offer kay. Ready? Lets go.

And so they brought us around their office and yup, my guess was definate. Both of us are not in favour of that kind of job, tho money's easy rolling in. It's like cheating, only indirectly. Soo yea, we gave it a pass.

After dinner, we headed to Marina to catch Harold & Kumar. It sure was a good comedy and highly reccomended to many. Hehehe. Headed home thereafter.

A year ago today Squadron, you introduced me to a very nice place, a beautiful scenery of where you used to DB. Well, I sure miss Tanjung Rhu. Wanna visit it kayy.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Collected Squadron's Oakley glove at Isetan. Met Squadron over at Mac's Tamp Int. Rode to airport T2 to head to the Oakley shop. Sad but true, there's no small size for the same pair of gloves that I've just got for Squadron. Hope that the guy will call us soon with good news (=
Dinner at Popeye's and revision for Squadron. Hehehe. Head home soon after.

Monday, April 21, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Breakfast with sis, hubby and Danish after sending Darwisy to school. I'm thinking, when will Squadron bring me for McGriggles? Hehehe

Fulfilled few errands, then picked Darwisy up from school. Grab clothes then headed back to sis's place. Soon after, headed to TM with the fantasic 4 (Sis, hubby, Danish and Darwisy) after fetching mom. Was looking around for Darwisy due-birthday gift. Mom pretty like the scooter, but will head around with Squadron weekends. A lil shopping before heading home.

Routine midnight jogging at ECP. Squadron fetched me and off we went running. Time forbids us to stay longer. Hehehe

Seem that Squadron's getting back in shape. Now, he's my competition. We shall see who will get back to shape faster.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Squadron missed his league and yet again, McGriggles is giggling at you baby. Hehehe.

Headed over to OCBC Simei to bank in his cheque, but to find out that service is only available at Pasir Ris. So we rode over to White Sands and did banking. Squadron made a new card and another debit card for our marriage savings account. Had lunch at KFC, as per normal, as we were debating, our debate got me heated up.

Being a sweet Squadron, he got me a Gerbera and a card as an apology. Hehehe. It was sweet.

Here's for you. Sorry kayy mama.
Thank you, I'm sorry too kay. Shouldn't get too emotional.
It's okay, I understand.
Wahh, gini I want to get mad everytime I got out with so.
Why?
So that I'll get Gerberas always. Hehehe.
Ahh yelah, bankrupt juga papa nanti.

I gave him the card that I've made for him. Hehehe

Headed next to TM to exchange his starhub cable box. Reserved a Oakley hand glove for Squadron and went to look for an outfit for my grad. But I think it's better I head to Raffles to find for more of it.

Dropped by his uncle's place before heading home. Hehehe

I shall keep the card. It's really sweet (= Thank you Squadron

You're the One I Love
Each dream of mine
begins and ends with
loving thoughts of you,
and you're the
most important part
of everything I do.
You're on my mind
and in my heart each
moment of the day,
and no-one else
in all the world could
make me feel this way!

I love you

And Squadron, a year ago on this day, you showed me something that is so priceless. I'm glad you're here still with me (=

I ♥ Squadron

Saturday, April 19, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

After dinner with my family, Squadron and me went to Cathay to catch a midnight movie. It was too late to do anything else. It's my pick this time so I decided to watch - Definately, Maybe. Romantic and emotional. Hehehe

Squadron slept practically 3/4 of the movie. Hehehe. Gosh. Next time Squadron, action pack kayy. I promise (=

I ♥ Squadron 9:00 PM

There's no work today - materials are all oos. Gosh, I worked too little hours this month, my paycheck's shrinking. Yikes!

My dad adds another number to his age - 54. Decided to give a spread over at Mad Jack's - thanks to my dearly Sis Haida.

It was a small feast, and will give dad once me and Squadron find the right hand glove for daddy.

Squadron and me bought Darwisy bubble gun. Before he opened it, he went - "Dalam ade bubbles. Awisy nak main bubbles pat umah nanti tau."

Look at how happy he looked. Hehehe adorable (=

Mommy and son. My sis looked exactly like him when she was 3.

Friday, April 18, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 12:20 PM

Darwisy finally turns 3 today. He had his own party with his playgroup mates. Went by his school to join in the party and I must say, those chairs and tables reminded me of my kindergarten times.

Sha lala, sha lala, take your school bag going home. Say goodbye, to teachers, goodbye goodbye friends. Goodbye teachers, goodbye friends, see you tomorrow.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

After months, dinner with Mesh, Sue and Fizz over at Khansama Restaurant at Lil India for some indian food. I must say, I'm in love with the cottage cheese with spinach gravy and the nans are awesomely made. The tandoori is my all time favourite tho everywhere I go the taste is authentic tandoori. With some strawberry lassi, we were all down with food and laughter to last us bloated to the next day.

Took bus over to tampines and had mac's for supper/dessert. Squadron came over to fetch me and we were riding off to ECP for midnight blading. Our last skate was on Nov 8. The first time I tried my skates which ended me up in pure blood clot. Hehehe

Squadron's finally picking up. Just can't wait when I master back those blading techniques and invest on a fast blades. I'll sure be gliding as fast as your R6 Squadron (=

I ♥ Squadron 7:30 AM

Mama papa on d way 2 work.Mama papa do it again. Haiz my sleeping is 2 much
Papa da breakfast? Wht u mean do it again?
Moning mama.Papa nga relax minum kopi jap. Tenangkan fikiran papa.Sleep papa cant control.Its not gd 4 my brain.Important is,papa already attach 2 mama.Its not gd 4 our relationship.
Papa must change ur lifestyle. U cntrl sleep not sleep cntrl U papa. Must keep exercising both body and brain. But u're the only person tht i knw who can sleep very lng hrs.
Ya k. alamak malu ah papa.Hehehe agree routine papa nak kena change
Malu konon. Selama ni tido mcm badak sumbu. Hehehe not gd 4 ur body either. Cepat penat.
Yup papa tahu mama. Do mama feel regret?
Regret of wht papa?
2 know papa sleep so bad
Regret definately never, insyallah. Allah creates multiply people, if He can accept then, y cnt we right? I may always turn mad when U tido, thts bcoz i dnt like U to always tido and let ur sleep take cntrl of U. Ikut sgt nafsu tido.
Papa tak nak ikut nafsu tido
Papa dnt worry mama can be patient, kalau tak dari dulu mama wnt wait 4 U. Just tht hope papa change 4 a better lifestyle. I understand ur work penat, but u must differentiate betwn penat and not.
Hmmm thk u mama. alhamdulillah dapat berkenalan sama mama
Thank U papa. I'm glad our path cross. Papa dnt thnk to much kay. Everyday mama love U nothng less but more (=

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Today I reminiscence, about a year ago. I'll still remember your first look and smile when we first met. They way you treated me, the place you brought me to. How your good first impression remains good as how I've known you now. I'm glad that 150407, we met. And eversince then, I'm glad our path crossed. I glad you've stayed. Till now, my decision remains firm and final - to stay and definately grow old with you (=

I ♥ Squadron 11:00 PM

Didn't jog today, nor did I get to meet Squadron today. I've made a mini card for him for this special 15th. Even if it's not our anniversary, but this 15th surely was a blessed one.

Head down to T3 with family to fetch my dear sister who just came back from Texas. Her kids sure missed her dearly. Both were very clingy. Supper at Popeye's before heading back home (=

I'm glad you're safe and back.

Monday, April 14, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Late night jogging with Squadron over at ECP. Tho he came later than promised, I still was looking forward to start our routined jog. We've vowed to jog and skate religiously. Hehehe

Sat a lil moment to cool us down from the long jog plus the mini fight that we had earlier on. Hehehe.

Squadron, no worries kay. Doesn't mean that me having a new friend will make me feel more attentive towards him when we both start bickering. Like I told you, an old skate was once a new skates when I first bought it. Only after years then that same skates turn old. As when another new pair arrives, tho it is new, to me, it doesn't mean that one must throw the old skates and turn to the new skates. Bare in mind, the now new skates, will turn old later. And when it turns old later, the new skates will exactly be just like the now old skates.

It's not a reason for you to turn to that new guy and throw the old one. It's how you view it as. The new guy may be more interesting than the old guy, it's because the relationship with the new guy is yet to embark. No matter how strong and true the love is, nothing can break it down, except by oneself (=

Sunday, April 13, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

McGriggles is giggling at you Squadron. Hehehe. Yet again, your breakfast date was cancelled due to mischeck of soccer timing. Thinking that his league starts at 1100, Squadron planned for breakfast at 9, plus to the metal workshop as the day's headstart. Disappointedly, Squadron found out that it starts 0915 instead. Sigh.

Fetched me after soccer and followed him back home. Lunch and rest before heading to Expo for BikeAsia 2008. After registering and filling in few forms, Squadron was walking briskly and left me behind.

Wahh, part motor, jalan bukan main lajuu. Kesian mama.
Hehehe. Then you walk soo slow.
I walk slow? You walk too fast.
Eager mama. Eager. Look at the biiikkkeee....!!

It's truly killer bike. If those bikes be on throttle, I'll probably be run down. I was standing in amazement of the super killer machine whose engines are worth spending and design worth admiring.

A lil shopping over at the Mega John Little Sale. Didn't get much as the items were pretty much not what I've been looking for. So we head to Coffee Bean to rest a lil.

And we found, mini Uno cards. Sure is handy for a simple me. Hehehe. Dinner at Spize. Nasi Goreng Kampung plus Chicken Wings sure made us one happy bloated couple. The moment when we both got home, super shag.

I'm still wondering, what did we do today that made us super shagg..? Maybe due to our deteriorating fitness?? Ouhh well..

Saturday, April 12, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

No breakfast since Squadron was home 0600 due to the high traffic at Singapore Customs. With a football field size full of motorists, they waited for the customs to open their checkpoints from 0400 to 0500. Well, no wonder he was still snoring away when i called his place. Hehehe. Forgo the plan

Headed to Bedok Reservoir as planned with Ayid to have a rough idea on how the rowing would be like. DB school competition was being held there so what did we basically did? We were looking at buffed bodies and the way they walk. Of course, my main motive of being there wasn't forgotten. Hehehe. But still considering as ever, to join row or to not. I still miss Judo. If not for injury, I would have completed 2 more belts and in the right path to be a national player. I'm still having unexplainable back and knee pains. The only way to cure is by heading to the physio.

Starbucks for sinful pleasures thereafter. Sat there and had a whole load of topics to share with him. Now he's making me want to try that cheese fondue.. yumms. Squadron joined us therafter.

Ayid left for Simei while me and Squadron left for Boat Quay. It's the official first ever time I went there. I felt like a tourist. Sat infront of Cafe Iguana for the livemusic and the riverview. We sat and talked about our wedding. There's so many common things we like to have for our wedding - liveband, fondue, unique wedding car. I just can't wait for the time to come for us to start planning. We're thinking, of joining our lunch banquet at a CC together and have a reception with the liveband on a boat. Hhehe.

Then came Squadron's stupidity.

Mama, papa rasekan, that time handphone kena curi ey mcm bukan orang tau.
Huh? Bukan orang? Then ape?
Makluk halus.
Huh? Impossible, it was precision cutting, must have been with a sharp knife. Kalau makluk halus pun, kenape seh nak ambik my handphone?
Ish, you tak tau? Dia nak auto-roam atas pokok nanti. Hehehe.

And he gave me that wide grin. Sometimes, my BP sure shoots up real high, high high to the sky above.

Rode to Tamp N2 mac to get my mom supper, before heading home. That is after he chased me to stuff fries into my nose. Only to get bitten on the butt while I was climbing the stairs instead. It felt like a sharp knife jabbed into my meaty ass.

Gd 1st tyme miting u jz nw wif ur crzyness my new found strng branch.. Ayid.

Squishy Squadron, tho as you said Ayid may have feelings towards me, my heart remains true. He respects our relationship and I know we'll be nothing more than best friends. I may have many guy friends, but I only love one. That's you (= It's nice to start thinking of our wedding, and I can't wait for us to start planning for our engagement. I'll always wait - For the day you say the vow and place the ring on my finger.

♥ Squadron

Friday, April 11, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

After a day long of babysitting and running around the house with my two fetish for vacuum nephews Darwisy & Danish, I finally had a good reliever - Squadron. Hehehe

Had dinner with him over at my place since my parents offered him to. Then headed to Aunty Ann's place to deliever her pineapple tarts, sambal that my mom has specially made for her.

Off we rode to Marina Square and did yet another shopping - Accessories. Hehehe I keep on shopping no wonder my Prada seems to be slimmer. Then to Carrefour to get Darwisy bubbles that Squadron has been promising him to. The adorable kids bicycles are really an eye for. Feel like getting one for Darwisy upcoming 3rd birthday this Apr 18. After surveying, I think it's better to get bicycles from a good bicycle shop (=
The outdoor gears that we've been looking for are all there! We've been looking around around the whole Singapore i really mean whole sg from east to west, to northeast to central.

Packed ourselves Mac's from Marina before heading to Fullerton Merlion. Supper and rested there for a moment. Only then I realised how much we really miss eachother.

I really miss the time when I see you everyday, we head to EastCoast and we played catching.
Yup papa, I miss that too. It's been real long since we've done that.
At least this job it's better, get to see you after work and weekends. Dulu at Qioptics, papa work even on weekends. Papa sorry ya, spend lesser time with mama.
It's okay papa I understand, you kan kerje.
I try mama do whatever I can for you. As for money, Alhamdulilah, boleh dicari. I try save money for us both for engagement kay?
It's okay papa, mama save mama's share, you concentrate on yours.
No mama, papa try. Having this bike must not change anything. If now I can't even support you, then dah khawin nanti?

And he totally touched me. That's real sweet Squadron. Tho sometimes love can't be seen but feel, I know deep down you really love me.

To me, papa syukur you don't look for other guys and you understand me. Papa memang ade takot that I'll lose you one day. I know sometimes I may appear as if I'm not serious, but just that the love for you, it's depth you don't know. I just hope that you know what you're doing. Tapi kalau at any point of time mama nak back out, papa won't stop you. Don't worry about my happiness, but you should count for your own happiness. I'm glad, now you've open up yourself and your character (=

No worries Squadron, I know what I'm doing. Insyallah, I won't leave you. That's beyond definate already (=

♥ Squadron

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Bleeding Doll I ♥ Squadron 1:13 PM

I'm sooo the bored... My comp's soon will be giving out it's last call. Grrr.. Why must it fail on me dear comp?!

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:23 PM

This is the coolest new release from iFrogz. An Audiowarpz. that allows the amplifying and sharing of music from comfort of the iPod. This brainy dynamo is fitted with three integrated speakers that run on their own pocket power.

So I shall add this to my ever-long wishlist. Hehehe. Tho I'm not sure of local retail shop that carries this new product, but shipping doesn't hurt right?

I ♥ Squadron 5:14 PM

Well, finally received my academic transcript. Alhamdulilah, my GPA shoot up. Hehehe. I've gotten a B+ for my FYP. Tho I know I could have done better and be recommended for a distinction, I'm contented as I know I placed all my heart and soul for that one project.

Squadron was right. That Mr Ng who made my presentation hell, asking me questions on the design rather than the technical part, was actually so much interested in my project, that he decided to find stupidest errors to test my communication skills. Hehehe.

Well, thank you Mr Ng (=

I ♥ Squadron 1:03 PM

Eversince day 1, Squadron been real sweet sending me love texts. Hehehe. I guess to express love, one doesn't have to be romantic. It just takes honesty and creativity (=

Mama papa really miss u so much.

Eagle fly gracely up in d sky,
looking down d earth with wide open pair of eyes,
thinking of u in my mind,
looking after u in my life.

Kelakar la papa punya wording.Macam lari gi2.Hehehe

♥ Hisham.D

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:45 AM

I'll always remember how the elders would go about telling the young about relationship issues and marriage. How they'll go saying that, tho years you've been in relationship with someone, it wouldn't be the same as how it is after marriage. Whether things go better or worst for both none will know.

My mom ever once told me, don't ever try to control your partner's activities, be it good or bad. Hear but don't believe what people are saying about your partner. Till unless he does the same to you, react. Tho some say it'll be too late, but I rather it be too late than never, I rather it'll be proven to me than regret. To trap a person it's not a wise solution.

To lie and pretend it's not either. My believe is to not say if you don't mean it. To not do if you don't like it. To not lie if you feel otherwise. My past decisions may did cause someone pain, but I believe up till now, it's the best solution. I've no clue if he's found someone better than me, but I hope he has, he will and just look behind as a brisk of memories. I do sometimes think of him, wish to see him and ask him of his well-being. Once I start to care for a person, I'll never stop, until of such circumstances.

What Squadron said is right. One will always have memories of their past lives with whom it may concern. As long as memories remain memories, life should move on and peservere. But don't be mistaken, memories are not to say that one is still clingy to the past, but rather as a lifetime experience.

Right to this point of moment, whatever I've done in the past, I shall not regret. There's no use to it, rather just move on and find for the better. I smile to remember the people I came across in life, the people who made a change in me, who showed me priceless experiences and who has showered me with love once.

My future lies in the hands of the NoneOther.

Monday, April 07, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 9:43 PM

Warm bath after Squadron sent me back home, well he didn't inform me we were heading to Johor today, so didn't bring my passport. At 0330, an hr of rest then dressed up all again to head T3. Kakak's flying off to Texas for Apheresis Conference with her colleague Yati. This two Sister Nurses are one young nurse with wacky hairdos heading to Texas. Planned to follow them, but as finance doesn't go well, decided to forgo the plan. Plus, I don't think I can bear to see my old mahhn Squadron being left behind ey?

Breakfast as a whole at Mac's Tamp N2. Well, the new burgie sure taste different yet awesome. Shall bring Squadron for breakfast. His many months of promise to go breakfast with me is yet due. Hehehe

Didn't jog tonight. Squadron's dozed off yet again. Rang his house to hear his mom's voice.

"Cik, Hisham ada? "
"Hisham, biaselah, dah berdengkur. Tu dgr tak?"
"Tak dgrlah cik."
"Kejap ey." She went nearer and placed the receiver near him. The next thing I heard was Squadron's snores.
"Heheh. Wah, penat betul tuu cik."
"Dia kan memang gitu selalu. Hhehe"
"Takpelah cik. Terima Kasih."

That's how his mom always is. She converse more like a friend rather than a strict mother. I'll always end up with non-stop conversation when I'm over at his place. It's nice to talk to a mother in that style for a change. Hehehe

Sunday, April 06, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Lets just say, that sometimes when Squadron does something that is beyond acceptable I just don't have the heart to stay angry at him for long. Or maybe, I shall conclude that we both are immune to his ever-sleeping and ever-late attitude plus my mood-swing. Hehehe

Tho I waited for him since 11 to 4, things were just prefectly normal when he finally came over. Headed to Marina Square and yet another shopping trip. Our closed account reopens as we came with a matching wedge for my butterfly dress. White BonBons at great bargain!

"I'm getting this one, since it goes well with the dress you bought me."
"Hehehe, yup should get this for temporary. I'll get this one for you too kay. "
"But I thot account close? "
"This will be the last one, since this month you don't want Breeks. "
"Hehehe. We keep on shopping this month. I think by end month, we both broke papa. "

Searched for a perfect farewell gift for my sis. After much deliberation, we settled with Mrs Field gift tin. Orchard Popular to get stationeries and took a train to Somerset. Headed to Heeren in hope to get a photocard, but the floor was closed.

Walked to Cineleisure and saw Hasli at Gloria Jeans. Since Squadron's yearning for soyabean drink, we decided to head basement, but to our disappointment, the shop is no longer there. I guess it's been eons since we last drop to Orchard. Hehehe

Starbucks at ECP to get on with the card and get high on coffee. Who would have expected to meet with Taufik Batisah upclose, hanging out with his friends at Starbucks. He looks pretty good in casual clothes (= Didn't snap a pic with him, what you expect, with my kind of phone?!

Yet again, Squadron's high mood suddenly activated again at the wrong time. Didn't realised that it was getting pretty late since I'm heading to airport 4am following day.

Sent me home after he got exhausted talking. hehehe

"Papa, i realised something and I'm getting agitated. Why are people always looking at us today? "
"Mama realised it too? hehehe. People by the roadside, the bus stop."
"And even people in cars. Like they've never seen a sports bike. why?"
"Ntah. Terpegun kot. Hehehe"

Or maybe they were looking at my killer heels. Hehehe ouh well, lets just say, it's their eyes so why must I care right?!

It was a really nice coffee atmosphere plus with Squadron just add to the finishing touches. Conversed about his and mine past live and about jealously of people and their acts. I don't understand why some people are over-reacting and over-jealous when they see you doing well and contented. Just why?

Saturday, April 05, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:24 PM

Didn't head to work today, lets just say from my careless-ness plus my habit to jump to bed literally, i sprained my thumb, its joint and the affected areas. This is the second time I sprained the same thumb. Thumbs-up!

Didn't head out with Squadron as he accompanied Abg Lan over to Johor to survey a local company. Gave a dinner treat to my parents and Nana over at Spize. It's been long since we dine out, and long since we 4 rode together. Hehehe. I'm just waiting, for the day that I finally get my class2B plus that Aprilla. Just when..?

Friday, April 04, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Headed with Squadron to his uncle's place. Wrestled due to watching wrestling and catched few movies before heading back home. Good times spent. But Squadron, you only get hyper when you're sending me home. Your sudden nonstop talking mode came after coffee but it was at the wrong timing lahh. Hehehe. ♥ U truckloads (=

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 6:00 PM

Interview with DBS Bank. Part-time Web Developer. More of a freelance position, with just commitment of one day within few hours of the week. Considering if Chris rings me good news (=

Headed back to NYP to settle my fees. Orientation held for freshman, reminded me of my time 3yrs back. Met Sheera and Fid and we're off to our religious dose of YTF. Shopping yet again. The outdoor gears were pretty reasonable. Didn't have much of energy left so headed back home.

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Late notification, got an interview with DBS Bank at 10am tomorrow. They requested a portfolio, but as I've not done one before, to produce one within few hours is beyond my ability.

Squadron fetched me and off we went to Bugis. Searched for butterfly top and got a decent one at a good-for-money value. The first ever dress Squadron's bought for me. I must say I ♥ the dress till bits. I'm proud of Squadron ultimately as he gave the salesgirl $4 at first, as a motivation of her job well done. How she's able to give good feedbacks and made our decision much easier between the option of the two beautiful dresses. As we were walking out of the street, Squadron was still filled with satisfaction with the salesgirl's attitude.

"Papa real happy with her service. I like her style"
"Yup, me too. Really did an excellent job. How much did you tip her?"
"Just $4. I would do $10 if I had one in my wallet."
"Why didn't you ask me? I have $10. Could have tip her $10"
"You have? I wanna go give her. But mama give it to her lah kay?"

So we walked back into the shop, got her name and added $10 for her tip. Hope it motivates her more of her excellence service. Real proud of my papa (= Amal Jariah.

Found 10Shenton Way and saw my interview place for tomorrow. Excited but having a lil doubt. Rode off to Giant for Sushi plus few others. Had fun trying rediculous clothings there. Feelling all hunger from my abdominal, supper at Spize. Rambo4 again for Squadron. Laze a moment at the void deck for Sushi before heading home.

I'm proud of you papa, to give the salesgirl a tip of $14. Tho she looks helpless, she doesn't make it distract her poorly paid duty.

Thank you for the lovely dress (= You've spend hundred over dollars on me within a week this month alone. I think I shall make you put a fullstop for this month. Don't want you to burn a huge hole on your pocket do you? Hehehe

I guess I'm heading to the interview thereafter tomorrow (=