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Name: |Shakilah|(Shark)
Age: Twenty-1 years old
Date of Birth: December16 1988
Adores: |Squadron Hisham|Music |Songwriting| Extreme Sports



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♥ whispery .
shout and live for once




♥ past .
instant time travel

November 2005
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♥ adieu .
set them free

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♥ shopping .
a woman needs to shop

Authentic Victoria Secret Bags
Wardrobe 54
Paper Love Notes
Online Shopping Websites
Bake It Yourself
Izoned Caricature Card
Swiss Bake
Choc A Bloc
Personalised Towels
ScrapBooking Cove


♥ music .
music therapy

S.O.F.T
*Scape


♥ weddingAids .
once in a lifetime experience

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Gubahan Cinta
Cupcakes Ixora
Cupcakes Kak Yati
Lenours Touch
Jentayu Gallery


♥ adventure.
advent nature

PLK DragonBoat Team
Kiyah Splashh
AdvenTour
Combat Laser
Paint Ball
Clay Cove


♥ marathons.
year 2009

Mizuno Wave Run
Great Eastern Women 10K
Vertical Marathon>
Standard Chartered


♥ goals .
Current Target

Class 2B Liscence by 2009



♥ hear me .
wise words

"Age does not protect you from love. But love, to some extent, protects you from age"

♥ Squadron's 33rd .
Sweet Memory



♥ wishList .
luxury



Saturday, May 31, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 8:20 PM

1st Anniversary

It's been a year since Squadron and I been together. All thru ups and downs. With our 13yrs age gap that has not been an issue among us. I'm so much still looking forward for so much more in this relationship. Insyallah, this relationship ends till eternity..
Didn't celebrate much of it. Just a cutting of cake at sundown marathon. Looking forward to next Sunday, a whole day of celebration (=


Friday, May 30, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

I dont know why, but I think there's someone's that is trying to break us apart. I'm not the tempremental type, then. But times somehow changed and I became one, and an emotional one to worsen things. I'll sometimes feel all moody, to a sudden when we're out together. I hope this just stops, I hate this.


Thursday, May 29, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Drop by to Hougang Pt after work, to meet Sheera for a online bdae gift hunting for my dearest Fid. She's turned 24 today and I'm glad for her that her life seems to be embarking well. Squadron joined us thereafter and we decided to get Fid the VS pumps and Squadron got us both each. Heheheh yayness! New pumps lahh..!

Rode to from Changi to ECP to Siglap to Bedok to check the route for Dol's sundown marathon this Saturday evening. The route's pretty complicated but we've got to see for on the day itself. Rode home with a shagged Shark. Hehehe


I ♥ Squadron 6:30 PM

VIPs are the most irritating bunch of kiddos over at the company i'm helpdesk-ing for. Wahh, they sometimes even twist stories to make it sound pretty bad. I was a careless at work today, a pending case for the VIP was accidentally changed to closed. And a survey form plus notification was sent out to the respective user of that reported case.

VIPs really think that they are soo big. That's what I heard from colleagues. For a moment I thot I was going to be in hot soup, my my sweet leader told me, as long as the issue's being attended to, sometimes, just ignore their complaints.

But really, employees of that company is really sooo pampered! Arghh..!


Sunday, May 25, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 10:30 PM

Squadron came by after his soccer. Rode off to NLB to accompany him study his Jap for the upcoming exams in a week's time. But this fella, he's either in daze, or snoring away in the lib. I ended up studying rather than him. Hehehe. Escape for a while for dinner at ZamZam. The food sure makes us feel just right, not too bloated nor felt uneasy. Detoured around before heading back to NLB. Left early today, Squadron's out with Dol to check on the route for his Sundown this Saturday.. Hehehe can't wait (=


I ♥ Squadron 9:22 AM

Waduh.. I'm so unplanned with the anni this fri. Too caught up with work, plus short on cash. Then now I'm starting to panic, I don't know what to get for him, neither have I made any card and worst still, I have yet to decide what to wear. I'm thinking the butterfly dress he got for me. But then I'm thinking again, will it suit his outfit on Fri?

But then again, I'm thinking of getting either one of these two dressess.


Haiya, I'm always thinking beyond neccessary. I need help, then again, I don't want any help. It's my own anni and the only person to ask for help would be Squadron. But if I were to tell him, then it'll be no surprise. Right, c'mon Shark think. Work your creative idea and unleash the power. Hehehe. I'm turning crap.

Ohh gosh. I'm pppaaanniiiccckkkkiinnnggg...!!!!!!!!


Saturday, May 24, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Zero calls today at work, and I start to panic at the start. Thinking, "Is the phone line doing all great or am I just imagining?" I'm paid 12hrs to do my own movie marathon - Day Of the Dead, P.S I Love You and few more others. Somehow it's just so much difference from the busy weekdays (=

Squadron fetch me from work and rode of to Boat Quay to witness the fantastic French art performance. Overcrowded spectators = Me being too short to witness it all. Hahaha. But I got the best seat to view it all in the end. Where? On Squadron's shoulders lah. Felt more like a kid, with my fascinations to fireworks, there were beautiful. Dinner at Mac's before heading down to ECP.

Surveyed around with the Tamiya cars, with a beginner's pack costing $360. I'm thinking, maybe if all my financial's sort out, I can get that for Squadron's 33rd birthday ey? Hehehe. This year, I'm thinking of getting him expensive toys, since he's been looking at all those submarines, toy boats and cars..

That's 3mths planning from now. For now, I'm thinking, what shall I get for Squadron on our anni? Hmm...


Wednesday, May 21, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM


After a long emotional graduation since the early morn, did some good deeds since eons of missing the appointment.

we headed down to Vivo to catch up on both of us. Well, we always do catching up but this time, it somehow feels a little more secure.

Snacks at LJ, before heading into the theaters. Catched Drillbit Taylor. The movie was overall pretty good, only if you understand it then you'll get the moral of the whole scenario. Rode home after a pretty long day. I was dozing off with Squadron's 120kmp. Hehehe

one soon kay, soonish (=


I ♥ Squadron 1:00 PM

I'm officially no longer a student, that makes me officially a working adult. Well, actually since I started this helpdesk post like a week ago.
Graduation was emotional. A very important and big event for me. Mom, dad and Squadron came to witness the event. Every minute spent there will be kept fresh in my memory. And I'm sure gonna miss NYP, and most of all, my dear friends who made the journey unforgettable. The lectures, tutorials and lab session, with all the lecturers. Our favourite library where we'll go to catch movies instead of lectures. YTF during our 2hours lunch break, shopping sprees in the middle of lessons. Mocking for last minute preps to exams. All the silly clips BC has made from staircases to toilets. From bus stops to even void decks.
Some be furthering studies, some be serving the nation, others like me, well, we're embarking on our career.

I still don't know what I'll be in the near future. With NTU and NUS rejecting my application, that's one reality I've yet to accept. Somewhere deep in me, still thinks that I'll be stepping into the education ground again. Who knows, maybe it'll be an IT Trainer?

Alhamdulilah, I've earned another qualification. Thanks to our parents and siblings, friends and teachers. But I know, I don't want to just stop here. There's so much to learn, so many things I've yet to discover. But I know, there's loads in store just for me. Just a matter of time and patience, and just waiting for me to discover them all.

Least now, I know I'm holding a stable job, just needs time for me to adapt much to it. And me and Squadron, we've got something prepared for both of us. Something that nobody knows of it yet (=


Sunday, May 18, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Yet another cukor rambut ceremony over at my uncle's place. This time it's for 2month old baby Adam. Havent seen him since birth, but he look pretty much adorable plus he's got huge pupils. Will turn handsome as both the parents makes a beautiful couple. Visit Ee since as he's discharged today. He looks pretty muvh elated to be at home, but he's slowly recovering. I hope that after all this operation, life for him turns back to normal, and I hope it'll affect lil of his future or none at all. Hope that in future, we both can turn back and take this as a nightmare.

Squadron fetched me and we head down to Vybe's to get him a new look. Looks pretty much younger than his usual hairstyle. Hehehe. Headed back home, packed my bags and I hit the beach as yet again. The stars looks pretty much amazing til the wee hours and the wind just put me soundly asleep.

Sometimes, I wish that I'm living on an island, a beach house with plenty of gadgets and a jeep. That could take me to all the beautiful places no one has ever been to.


Saturday, May 17, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Finally the first week of work is over.. Well, such a hectic job I've got myself there. Had Lotus Notes training for two days and I'm more knowledgable about Lotus Notes. I've got to settle the daily reports and call logs and being the only girl within the team, I've got to handle all the detail job. Ouhh well..

Headed back to school to get the extra grad invitation card that I've asked for. Managed to get only one tho I've asked for two. I really don't know how to settle this. I wish for another card so that all three can come along with me lah.. Dinner with Sheera and Fidot at Mac's then I head down to Lakeside.

Rode off to NUH with Squadron to visit Ee. He just underwent his brain ops and he seems to be doing much better. I hope his road to recovery's a speedy this time round. He has even planned on the vespa he wishes to get yet again.

Headed home after a quick detour to Boat Quay. Hehehee...


Monday, May 12, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

I shall say - this is the most stressful day I've ever went thru in life. Reporting to the IT firm today makes it seem somewhat rather a mistake for me. End of day, I can't take the pressure.

My Rambo came to fetch me off work.

Mama, you look so stress. I've never seen you this pressurised before, you okay?
Yes papa. Gosh.. First day with soo many things to learnt, and guess what? First day and I even have to bring home work. Minutes lagi, how to write?!
Takpa mama, we do it kayy..


Detour back home to freshen up before heading to NUH to visit Squadron's soccer mate who broke his leg during soccer yesterday.

Dol came by and we sat there chatting. Didn't do my minutes but when to ECP for a good destress. Enjoyed the wind and slept under the glittering sky.

It's a really good off-load. It's been long since we both fall asleep under the glittering sky. I miss all our nature spots Squadron )=


Sunday, May 11, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Mother's Day!! But didn't do much of a celebration this time round.

With two free tics to Escape and we made our ride there. Had loads of fun with the Go-Kart and viking. But the Inverted wasn't that much of thrill. Spent half a day there, before rushing off to WhiteSands to get last mins birthday celebration. Squadron waited patiently for me to freshen up and sent me over to Fullerton.

Gathering at Starbucks to celebrate the early-year birthday babies of March and May. A gift for each. Hasli - personalised cap with his name written in Arabic. Fy - A nice stainless steel all time bracelet. Nurul - Victoria Secret hangbag. Farhan - Smash analogue watch. My dear Siti broke u a news - Seems that Azmi's already planning a date for their engagement, which will be around Feb 09. Had mind-blobbling games with the UNO. Walked all the way to Raffles and met Squadron yet back again.

That's when things went haywire for us. We went on a treasure hunt to find the Photo Booth to get a passport-size photo for submission to work tomorrow. From HarbourFront Centre we rode to Cantontment, after going thru a lil miscommunication amongst the officers within themselves, rode off to Bugis Junction as our last hope.

The moment we reach there, the machine had an error message: Unable to print photo.

Putting Squadron's mechanical talent and my IT expertise together, we manage to somewhat rather, debug the error message. Using PLC, Squadron's intelligence made the machine to work back again. Hehehe End of story - I was one happiest customer and the luckiest girlfriend to have a handyman as her partner. Hehehe

After a day long of journey, I finally managed to have my breakfast, lunch and dinner at Mac's. Hehehe. Rode happily sleeping home.


Saturday, May 10, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Train ride all the way to Boon Lay to meet Fidah from BeautyDesires to collect a handbag I bought from her for Nurul's 20th gift. Squadron came along for a moment.

Things started off pretty heaty with Squadron today. I have no clue of why the sudden inferior towards me. Practically lost my mood to head on with my plans for the day. To worsen things up, we weren't able to make for blood donation due to unforseen circumstances.

Jurong NLB to much disappointment, didn't get the book that I'm looking for. Headed to Toh Guan to find rent a van for Dol's Sundown end month. That's where I start to clear things up with Squadron.

True behold: It's entirely not my fault. He's just worried for something. About Ayid, my guy friend who's off the same age as me.

Cleared things up and we seem to sync back yet again.. Hehehe

Rode off to Orchard to just sink into the night's busy town area and we really had a good long conversation along the busy streets.

Squadron, how much pain have cost us the evils that have never happened. Insyallah, that I can assure you those pains you had in the past never shall make repetition. We've shared to much together, joy, sadness, desperation, despair and jealousy that it'll be a huge gap for me shall you leave one day. Tho we're not legal by law, nor religion, my love is sincere, like how you know me t be like from the start. Ayid may sound like the cause of repetition of the bad story, but remember, it won't have the same ending, I'm a minority. I hope that you keep this off your load, and just listen to what my heart says.

I Squadron


Thursday, May 08, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 11:30 PM

When back to Opus IT to sign 2yrs contract of Helpdesk Support with much deliberation. I'm still in the denial that work's starting Monday for me and that it's a 2yr basis. Headed to checkup as their policy.

Since Nana's not schooling and it'll be my official last free friday, we decided to go for a drive around town.

Me and Nana drove mom and our 2 dearest fetish for vacuum nephews off to the big wheel. Eversince my mom and Nana got to hope on to the 30mins ride, my mom's been babbling about how it when so slowly but how nice the view was. And since Darwisy has been going "Nanti awisy want to go to the big wheel." And we got the view of the wheel and its technology from right below it. It's really a fascination and I've had fascinations of height-rides since I was pretty young. Didn't ride it tho, as it'll just be my and wisy. Just gorge ourselves to Popeye's instead. Drove forward to bypass the merlion and head on to Jurong. Where else can it be? Other than my aunt's place.

Didn't meet Squadron as promised, he got too tired for revision I guess. Head home instead with a lil disappointment tho..


Wednesday, May 07, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Collected my graduation attire at school with Fidot and Sheera. Sure miss school and I miss the girls. It's been months since our last meetup. Dinner at the fast food court, then we head down to Causeway Point for an hour of non=stop arcade! Hehehe.. Sure was whole load of fun (=

Headed to Squadron's place to fill in the RD50 form that the company has emailed me.. Hmm..

As the clock starts ticking for the official documents on Friday, I'm starting to think. I'm really in a different phase of life, my fears starts to set in. I didn't get a place in school. I'm really in a midst of dilemma..


Tuesday, May 06, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 10:30 PM

Had a long interview day today. Over at Raffles Tower at EDB for the post of Helpdesk Support. After a personal interview, I had a phone interview and the technical team seems to be keen in me. Had to drop by to Kaki Bukit for the 2nd interview. Did some sure difficult tests. I shall say those are the most difficult tests in my life! Thinking that they'll base it on the test results, I wasn't expecting much for this job. But suprise, suprise! I'm hired. Hehehe..So working starts monday, but somehow I'm thinking twice.

Straight to Bugis as Siti and Nurul were waiting for me there the whole day. Bought personalised caps, watch and a bangle for the three boy's bdae gifts. Headed home shagged. Hehehe


Monday, May 05, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Headed to sis's place to collect a formal attire for my interview on Wed. Rode to Changi Airport to accompany Squadron study his jap till late. Hehehe

Another reply letter from NUS. Squadron opened it this time, with little hope:

"We regret to inform you that your application has been unsuccessful..."

Kay I get it. Maybe I'll appeal with my 6 semester results..


Sunday, May 04, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Chinatown to send my heels to the cobbler. Fascinated with the way the cobbler does his job at a fast rate. Still gotta get new heels. Shopped around a lil and fell in love with a tube summer dress. Hehehe.

ECP next for us to simply hang out and talk. DBL Cheese as again. Those laughter and moments really I cherish. Hehehe (=


Saturday, May 03, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Accompanied Squadron to Johor to fill in petrol. And this time round, it was a whole load of new experience. We rode first at 180km/hr, then upon return, we rode to 220km/hr. Couldn't go further as Squadron's not wearing a full-face. Hehehe.. I really felt like as if I was flying real up high in the sky.. Hehehe..

I wanna fly again, kay kay Squadron?!

NTU sent me a letter.. Squadron opened it and it read:

"We regret to inform you that your application was unsuccessful.."

It truly disappoint me.. I want Computer Science with pure interest.. Maybe I'll just wait for NUS..


Thursday, May 01, 2008
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

May Day..
Collected the skirt I sent for alteration at Fourteen. Headed to PS in the hope to catch a movie there, but the tickets were either sold out for selling fast for Iron Man. Booked a ticket instead for a movie at Grand. Travelled all the way to Grand, for Iron Man and it was all quite the worth. We went on a maze at the carpark in search for Squadron's 2nd baby. Hehehe
Headed to ECP for DBL Cheese to meet our sudden cravings for cheeseburger while watching the movie. Hehehe Lets just say that we love to eat that we tend to travel and forget our diet plans. But it's worth for it (=