.: Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery, none but ourselves can free our minds :.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Sheera and me decides to meetup and continue with the wedding gift for Fid. So we met at Bugis, head to Art Friend again. Was expecting something for scrapbook making, but they didn't have lots of the choice for it. Only have a sticky back felt in A4, and if we were to design and cut ourselves, it'll be time consuming.

To PS, Made of Love, and we settled with the checkered felt vinyl. Roses from Spotlight for addition. Bus ride to Leisure Park, Coffee Bean's again with Hot Chocolate to start our process and our project.

Changed our initial plan for the layout, as after we sticked the vinyl, the estimated space area is much smaller. From the roses, to the Wedding tag, quotes and the pictures, i think we took a whole 3hrs for it. Hehehe simplicity, but complex.

Well, Squadron dropped by with the pictures I request help from him to print it out for me. Communication error, and he printed out just half of the amount of pictures. And he went back home, printed out the remaining pieces and head back to Leisure park in less than an hour. Wahh, this man of mine is super sweet (= But I'm sorry, for the mixup (=

Since it was too late to catch Chingay, we decided to head to ECP, for the breeze and the comfort of the sea to place our body and mind to rest. Hehehe

Friday, January 30, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Took the early shift, and Squadron picked me up from work today. Had couple of things that I have to do this weekend, don't know if I'm capable of completing it all.

From Expo, headed back my place. Changed and we rushed to Bras Basah to head to Art Friend. Well, we did managed to get in on time, but apparently, we were only in the shop for 20mins before it closes for the day. Soo screwed lah, I don't want to have to return to the shop again tomorrow.

So from there, we rode to PS. From Made of Love to Spotlight, searched for the felt vinyl, to no vail. Found the checkered felt, but am thinking, if it suits the wedding theme we were having in mind. After searching in vain, we had late dinner. To The Cathay, bought three earphones and Prodigy cd from Gramaphone. Prodigy concert is just up next week, and the only song I've heard was "Outerspace". I've no clue of their existance till Squadron told me that he's bringing me to Prodigy, I'm like, "What prodigy? Child Prodigy?" Hehehe but since Squadron has been pestering, so I decide to know more about the band.

Watched Love Matters. After cam-whoring at the multi-story carpark at PS, we then decided to stop the show and head home. Hehehe

Thursday, January 29, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

With Squadron who fetched me after work today, after heading home to change, we rushed over to Bab Alwi. When we reach, mahgrib prayers already started. Nevertheless managed to catch up and join till end, Alhmadulilah. It's been quite long since I last stepped to the mosque.

Ride to ECP, for a short warming up run of just 20mins. Was just a run to keep the body warmed up. Headed home, with me, being the rider. Hehehe

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:16 PM

An unplanned IKEA @ Tamp trip with Naz and Jun. Their very first visit, my very first visit for '09. Hehehe

Well, saw the corner cupboard yet again. And I'm so in love with it. Just waiting for the day that I get to revamp my room yet again. Hehehe

Our dinner was at the Foodcourt with Nasi Padang, which reminded us of school camps whereby the food pick you instead of vice-versa.

With kid's unhealthy meal to go along with it.

Continued shopping for frames, then I headed back in a cab, after Naz and Jun took the bus back to Bedok.

I ♥ Squadron 10:00 AM

Hi, I'm Shakilah. 21 this year, youngest of three daughters. I'm a diploma grad in IT, and I've been working fulltime for the past 8mths. I work as an IT Support, in an IT firm. I have a love hate situation with my job you see. Love cause I do want to persue in IT, and I've got couple of good people, hate cause I never wanted to work fulltime really. I rather work something which involve less with customers or rather my dream is to continue my education.

Well, that's the whole point. If someone asks me, to describe myself, that's much I have to say. No, not that I'm not a good describer, but rather that's how shallow my life is at the moment.

And the whole point is, I want to further up studies bad. I have much interest to gain knowledge, and I truly believe in lifelong learning. I'm rather a student adult than a working adult.

But after my application has been rejected by couple of local uni, kinda got myself in daze. Like I didn't want to further up, as I know my parents wouldn't be able to afford to send me abroad. It'll be like me stealing gold from a pauper. Not that my family is poor, but I can't bear to see my parents still working their ass off to bring me bright future. They've reached age, and my nephews need them, so much rather, I sacrifise.

Till I found an alternative university after much help from Squadron, and his constant motivation and support for me to further up studies, hence, my decision to swap project when EDB project closes. And my application to a uni was accepted. But somehow, I'm still here, working. Because things just suddenly changed, and my heart suddenly grew fonder for Squadron. Then I think back, if I were to study, he'll have to wait for 3-5years more for me. Given that he's 33, 34 to be exact this year, he'll be 40 when we finally settled.

No, not that I'm choosing to settle down by force, but everything that happens, is by choice and decision. Hence, I'm rather quite confused. I know he doesn't mind me furthering up studies, he supports me of my decisions. But I rather not be studying than be heartless.

Why? Because I know what I want. And who I'm looking for. And the person I'm looking is presently here. And I thank Allah for that, but I'm thinking, why now? No, not that I don't appreciate, but it'll be unfair to either one of us. One of us has to make a sacrifise.

I'm willing to bring forward my dreams to couple of years more, but I can't handle it emotionally. What should I do?

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Squadron was down with vomitting since last night. So I pestered him to head to the docs. Squadron fetched me after I trainride to Clementi. Apparently, there was a miscommunication. Squadron, don't have to worry whether it'll be a long/short easy/troubled journey to get from the East to the West. I know that you wanna make things easier for me, but Squadron, not to worry kay. Thanks btw (=

Clementi to Bukit Gombak Shenton Medical. Squadron was certified food poisioned. Hehehe after dinner at the nearby coffeeshop, we then rode to West Mall. It think it's my 3rd time there. But my first with movies. After Squadron got his Liverpool shirt, we catched Wedding Game. The movie was alright, but wasn't such of Wedding of The Year. But anyways, I've watched it, and I prefer Love Matters (=

Ride back home. Squadron isn't working this whole week! Damn!

Monday, January 26, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

PS was a ghost town today, perhaps the whole Singapore was ghost town today. To our disappointment, Spotlight and Made of Love was closed today till I think tomorrow. So we didn't get stuffs for our crafts.

Lunch at BK, with erm fattening foods. Hehehe it's weekday, I'm suppose to be in my jogging shoes and maintening my intake, but heck! It's PH! hehehe

Bus ride to Kallang Leisure park. We figured, since we didn't have the items needed, we just did some plain painting and planning at Coffee Bean.

Which we catched Love Matters. The movie is super hilarious, shall say, didn't regret much on spending for the movie.

Bus ride back, and time flies fast. Wished Fid was with us, but apparently, we were making her gift, soooo neahh!

So when I was walking back home nearing my deck. Saw a guy sitted with his back on me. And so my excitement caused me running, and I saw such a familiar bike nicely parked at the lot.

An R6. And who's R6 was that? Squadron's!! Apparently, he came back last night, and he totally didn't tell me! No wonder when I called you several times, the reception was of SG's! Darn you! Such a pleasant surprise, cause I was dragging my feet back when he told me he'll be back later day tomorrow. Hehehe

Planned to head to ECP for the breeze, but on the journey there, Squadron kinda fell sick, after being seasick last night. Hehehe so we UTurned back. Accompanied Squadron before heading back sleep.

It was a pleasure surprise (= Missed you soo much!

Sunday, January 25, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Decided not to follow mom&dad overseas, nor cousins to Batam.So then rang Sheera up, planned with her to head to PS to get the materials to make for Fid her wedding card gift. Was fully dressed up, just about to fetch my bag and leave, when Sheera called me.

"Shark, sorry, I really don't feel like leaving home today. You da all dressed up?"
"Yup, nevermind it's okay, we can make it tomorrow or next 2 Sundays aite."
"Sure? Really soo sorry.."

Fascinatingly, I wasn't even angry. Well, I understand that wanna-go-out-not-wanna-go-out mood. Well, if that makes sense.

Soo I head to Vivo to meet Naz & Jun. Was there I think an hr early. Found newly fascinating shops like the National Geography. If only I have my own house now, I would have gotten the antiques and vases from there. Not to mention the candles and photography. Was tempted to buy the top there, then I thot, nahh, I have to get my running attire for the upcoming marathons this year. sigh.

So I walked to Adidas boutique, only to find it as a disappointment. Didn't have much attire for ladies running, and I couldn't find a decent top to wear, so then I thot, maybe I should head to IMM again. But of course, wasn't today. So I went in F21, got myself two decent tops (= And I finally found a nice checkered top to go along with Squadron's checkered top. Hehehe if Squadron knows I've been shopping without him, he'll sure say "Wahh, enjoy ehh shopping." Hehehe what, the top was nice, and when I look nice, I look nice for you mahh!!

The plan was to head to Sentosa, luge and ice cream. Wee had lunch at KFC.

Then we walked around, then we went into PageOne, and I got canvas board and a wedding chipboard for Fid's wedding gift. B&J's for ice cream, and we ate I think too much ice cream. Hehehe

So then Naz felt like tea, so we head to GJ for tea.

Wooah, it's my first drinking tea in coffeehouse. Usually I take coffee, but given that I just had ice cream, and the chance of heading to the ladies for long is extremly high, I settled for Camomile.

So after we settled for tea, we went to Cold Storage, then to Giant and we got quite a load of groceries. Well not me, Naz.

Sadly time flies, and we headed back, after having the extreme pleasure with seaweed. Hahaha

Tried calling Squadron and yet again, you are unreachable. Arghh, miss you lahh!

Saturday, January 24, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Nephews were over my place early Saturday morning. Well, if there weren't over today, I think I would have woken up late.

Given that Squadron has boarded ferry over to Tanjong Pinang, soo I'm like all to myself this weekend. Sigh, sadly for four long days.. I'm sooo going to miss youuu!!

So texted Naz, and she invited me over to her friend's 21st bdae chalet. Surprisingly, there were couple of people that I know were there. Back to school days. Hehehe

So we taxi ride to Kallang Leisure, watched Bride Wars. Movie was awesome, and I'm inlove much with the wedding gown. Bus ride home, and Squadron, you are unreachable.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Woah, didn't know that IBM has some good view after all. The last time I watched the set was during Squadron's 33rd bdae in skydinning. But today, I witnessed the sunset again. Hehehe at the rooftop, with Naz. One pretty good view, and the atmosphere sets the resort aura. I wish to have a house at Sentosa Cove, least a house which has windows as it's walls, and rooftop with a pool, and a backyard with a garden. And I drive a miniCooper, on top of the BMW. Wahhh, material luxury.

But cut short, time was running out. So we both decided to head home. Met Squadron at Simei, and we rode to CityPlaza, to find the masseuse closed. He's been getting the lower back pain, end of spinal cord for couple of days. But he's staying strong, but I can read your face in pain, macho man ah. Hehehe

Nevertheless, we rode to TM, and he got me a pair of decent jeans from Levi's. Hahah, finally jeans. I think it's been erm, weeks since I last wear jeans? I'm one happy happy lady! Wait, did I just myself a lady?! Hahaha

So we rode to T2, planned for Swensens dinner, but, we detoured to BK instead. Sinful pleasure of Tendergrill. Hahaha wahh, I miss burgers lahh! I miss burgers!

What else, head home lah, gone flat (=

And looking at the picture, wahh I look sooo matured! Like me and Squadron is only few years apart. Hehehe

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

A shopping date with Sheera. Met her at TM coz I just figured that there is a La Senza at TM. Hehehe couple of nice lingerie, but we settled for one. Since there was offer of purchase 2, with 2 free, we decided to get ourselves lingerie too, with fid's lingerie and silk robe. Hehehe facinating outfit..

Hot chocolate at Starbucks, to further discuss about the plans for Fid's hen night. Since there's no chalet, we've settled down with the restaurant, and the karaoke plans. Hehehe it's going to be one hen's outing!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 10:48 PM

Was buying waffles from East Point. A call from Sheera, what else? We decided to meet up and to look for lingerie for Fid. Nothing much at Blush nor around the tamp central. So we headed back. Hehehehe

I guess only La Senza has the best lingerie in the city.

I ♥ Squadron 1:46 PM

Read across this fancy article about Charles and Keith, yup those shoemakers. I was just browsing thinking of getting a pair of stilettos.

Brothers Charles and Keith Wong make shoes that make young women squeal with delight. Over the last eight years, the brothers have built a $20 million-a-year business with 11 stores in Singapore and 20 overseas on stylish shoes. The eponymous shoe label they started is completely homegrown and has humble beginnings.

As teenagers, Charles and Keith worked at their parents’ shoe shop, L&A Trading in Ang Mo Kio Central, doing everything from helping customers to try on shoes to stock-taking. Born two years apart, the Wong brothers overcame their lacklustre academic performance to become a local footwear success story.

Recognizing that shoes from most foreign wholesalers were expensive and unsuitable for smaller Asian feet, they seized on the opportunity, pooled their savings and went into business introducing their own line of contemporary ladies footwear, aptly named Charles & Keith.

They set up shop on 500 sq ft in Amara Shopping Centre which by the end of the first year had raked in $200,000 in sales. After 6 years in the business, Charles & Keith recorded sales of $20 million in 2003.Not content to operate only locally, the brothers turned their attention overseas, and with Charles’s business acumen and Keith’s flair for design it was long before the duo had successfully franchised Indonesia, Australia, U.A.E, Philippines. Charles & Keith has since also entered the retail markets of Thailand, Japan, Myanmar, and Mauritius. Currently, their biggest overseas retailing chain is in Indonesia, with 13 outlets and plans for exoansion.

The Charles & Keith story has not been without its share of difficulties as local footwear companies are for the most part disregarded and perceived as budget & uncompetitive. Charles attributes the success that has been achieved to date to the values of hard work, dedication and mutual trust.

Monday, January 19, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Was on 7am shift today. My first 7am shift week here. Hehehe, well nothing's different, pretty much the same.

Comes night, Squadron came over after he sent his report. Went for a short running. From Kallang to Marina Promenade. We reached the Flyers from Kallang. Hehehe I was so happy, when I saw that we were nearing the Flyers. Been wanting to jog till there, and Squadron has made my wish come true. Thanks Squadron, you've made my day, everyday (=

Jogged back, and rode back home. On the way back, my soring throat yearns for hot chocolate.

"Papa, mana blh dpt hot chocolate? 7-11 ade kan?"
"Ade, tapi kan tak sedap. Nak starbucks?"
"Starbucks? I think dah tutop. Anyway, mahal lah."
"Takpe lah, I know it's worth it, tho."

So we rode to Eastpoint, to find the Starbucks closed, went by the nearest 7-11, the hot chocolate machine was shutdown. So Squadron brought me to Tamp, only to find that TM Starbucks is closed to. But I was lucky, to have a McCafe nearby. So we bought Hot Chocolate. And I became one happy person, and I suddenly forget that I was shagged.

Hehehe one happy customer from McCafe! But I still prefer Caramel Hot Choco from Strabucks and GJ.

Thank you Squadron!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Our first pit stop for the day: Novena Square. Well, today was the last day for the race pack collection. We decided to collect it then.

Then from there, after we packed ourselves with much food, we headed to Cash Studio for some vocal practise. Hehehe I guess it's been really addictive, and we plan to make it as our monthly tradition.

Sooo then we started our road journey. Road journey to sending 18letters, from Telok Blanga, to Gim Moh, Clementi to Bukit Batok. Wooahh, sooo farr, till we ended up at Bukit Panjang.

Since we were near to the mall, we gave it a visit. My first visit to Bukit Panjang Mall. It's just a mini mall, but we got couple of things from there. Hehehe bought USB cable and charger, arcade @ Timezone, clothes at Giordano. Well, not mine, but Squadron's. He has been shopping from since he got back from camp. Wahh this old man distressing himself ahh.

Given the time, I didn't get my coffeehouse visit. Sad sadd sadddd.. Wah, I want coffee lah, you know caramel frapp, oorrr hot chocolate, wahh you mean meano evil man. You purposely don't want me drink no coffee ahh.

But I got sandwich from 7-11. Not as good, but at least something. Then we talked. We talked and talked till pass midnight. Hehehe you should have just brought me to the coffeehouse lahh Squadron.

And now I know, why he says I'm a rebel now. Heheheh because he has went thru my phase, and during this phase, he was a rebel, and just like him, I'm one too. Hehehe yay we same same. But now ahh Squadron, you're like taking care of a teenager you know. Hehehe woah, is our age gap that farr?? Hehehe

But I still do ♥ you, Squadron.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

With Squadron, collected my altered pants from N2. Viola! Finally I have jeans to wear, and office pants to addition. Rushed to CDC for my RTT. And yay! I've passed my RTT! That means now, must convert to PDL. Which means now, I must quickly complete my pract and get my licence so I'll get my bike, then I take Class 3 then I get a car, then later no money to get married. Hehehe urgh, I would love to drive the miniCooper convertible. Wahh, then when you drive, your hair will fly fly, then when you stop, your hair will be everywhere, then you'll have instant messy-look. How cool is that? Hehehe

Well, we rode back home, got my stuff, and then we rode to AMK to collect the letters. Then we head to CP, decided to not have YTF, but we went around the mall. So we planned to head to Bugis, to get me Levi's, but we were distracted talking about helmets, so Squadron went to Ah Boy to buy me a black visor. Heheh yay, now my visor is see-proof! And we ended up shopping for helmet. Squadron bought Revo again, coz I haven't had enough wearing it, and we haven't experiment it on it's performance with speed. Kay lah, lets just make it simpler, because I want that helmet.

So from there, Squadron sent me to JE, where I attended the kenduri, and he went to send his letters. The kenduri was a mini one, but with wide food spread. So then, Squadron fetched me after his work, and I lazed at his place while he changed. Almost dozed off at his couch, till his mom asked me to sleep in. Ahh lah, malu lah!

So we rode to Tuas, and experiment with Revo. My head was vibrating and moving side to side vigorously. Hahaha I think the helmet is just for SG rode, not speed. Nasi Lemak for supper, before we rode back home. Alhamdulilah, we reached my deck safely, because we both dozed off while riding, and three times in a row, Squadron swerved to avoid collision with the road barrier. Hehehe

We dozed off under the void deck, till I woke up and realised it was 0430 on Sunday morning! Hehehe

Friday, January 16, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Squadron didn't have letters to send today. So he fetched me from work, and I ride from IBM to Expo. Hehehe as if I ald owned a liscence, and that is my bike. But it was fun, for a change that instead of Squadron bringing me around, I bring him around. Hehehe

We literally, were stucked on the JL sale. Well, Charles and Keith shoes were going as low as $9! But unfortunately, given my adorable feet size, I didn't manage to get a decent one. But I still bought couple of other things, and I still managed to shop till I drop, and Squadron joined in the fun. But then, I think he shopped more than me. No, I think he always shop more than me. Hah

Dinner at the Indo/Wedding expedition. The pelamin were beautiful, only the models were a lil not professional. But I guess, compared to me, they are much better. Hehehe

And Squadron, bought me makeup from MAC. Well, apparently, the one who is excited to wear makeup. Because the thing that he got for me, are the things he asked for, from compact powder, to mascara to lipstick. Even the owner was like laughing at us, and she went "Takpelah, he wants you to look good for him." I think he fits to be a metrosexual, only that he's a lil lazy when it comes to himself. Woah, when it comes to me, he'll make me do all of those things. Hehehe, eyy, don't blame me if I become less ruggart and more lady kay, you bribed me!

Ride from Expo to ECP. We slept on the stone table, which turned us mid-frozen half way. Because Squadron's shoulder, we had to leave the place and headed home.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Squadron accompanied me on lunch today. Had lunch at Simei, just for a short hour, before he sent me back to work, and he heading around the east to settle his insurance, and a job interview.

He fetched me after work, and we head to N2, to alter my pants. The aunty was laughing at me lah! My Ralph jeans, I request for her to make it bigger, but my office pants, I request to make it smaller. So I told her, "Aunty, last time I skinny, now I fat already, so must alter back the jeans.." Paisehh! I bet she must be wondering, woah, how many KG has this girl gained? Aunty, I tell you, lotsa and lotsa KG. Since I met Squadron and he kept stuffing, and over stuffing me with food of all kinds, halal ones I meant. But nevertheless, I still have to shed pounds and inches. And we still had cheese fries at Rasa21, even after that.

Dosa tau, kalau seorang suami tak kasi isteri makan.
U bukan I tak kasi mkn, you dah lebih makan! Hahahahahahahaha...

Haiya, we both are gaining weight. Hehehe not that we're lazy bummers, we jog, everyday. When we are not together, we strict our food intake, but when we are together, heheheh diet? What's diet?! So we eat and eat and eat.. In addition to the new halal sushi restaurant, we eat and eat and eat. Heheheh

We rode to Bugis, and Squadron bought for me a high-waisted belt. Then the salesguy there went, "U look very nice with that belt. But it's not too tight right, I mean U can breathe right?" Hehehe yes I can breathe, it looks like im stuffed coz my assets are of plus size. Not big, but plus size. Hehehe

Walked around Bugis Junction, Squadron bought me another tights from Dorothy Perkins. Walked to Levi's and the offer of trading old jeans is still valid! And I've found one nice pair, and best part, you can trade in ANY brand of jeans! That includes the one you bought at Bugis Street for like $30, you can trade it as worth of $50! And you get Levi's. Hoooow good is that? I have soooooo many unwearable jeans, no not that coz I've gained weight, but it's torn at the inner thigh.

To Bugis street and bought stickers for our temporary helmet. Apparently the Revo is not in stock. Sigh, if that stupid theif just repent before he steals our helmet, I bet we'll be looking for stickers only, not another pair. So I got a top from the street. Today's shopping spree was on Squadron! Hehehe mcm best gitu.

Dinner at KFC, then we headed back home. Thanks for the shopping spree, the army bag and running outfits! Hehehe woah, you spent so much on me today!!

I ♥ Squadron 4:18 PM

Was browsing by Heng Motor's webby, and I found Squadron old Mr Yellow CBR. Of course, it has been given a new paint job, and now, it's in blue and white. Well, I still prefer the yellow, it looks outstanding. Hehehhe

Monday, January 12, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Squadron by surprised came by office and fetched me from work.. Didn't have much of enthu in the first place, until after he brought me for dinner at ECP Foodhouse. Had a wide spread of delicacies, from satay, mee kuah, nasi ayam penyet and gong gong, well gong gong may sound a lil weird, but it's a seafood, whose shells looks like a snail's, has a claw and looks like a snail, but hey, it's seafood!! And he bought for me the biggest coconut, bigger than my head! I think it weigh around 3kg, dead load of water and can be shared by two!

And so we decide to walk down our bludging tummies, and check out the sea sport activities there. The cost is reasonable, for hours of experience. It's an attraction to expats, rather than local. But nevertheless, we shall try the sport.

Eh, we try wakeboarding, then kayaking kay.
Sports yg kite minat are all expensive sports seh.
Ah tulah, tapi kate extreme! Hehehe

Detour around and around, before we headed back.

I ♥ Squadron 1:30 AM

I can't believe I have to go thru this again. I can't believe you can still question, and suspect me of that again. As much as I have a terror history, I don't judge you by the same way history was to me. Unlike you, I view things as an isolated issue, I take similar incident as a whole new experience. After all these while, after all the things that I have shown, tried, and ammend, you still think I'm unfaithful and naive? You still refuse to place your trust on me, you still think that I'm like your history, that I will behavior how girls behavior typically.

You're just being unfair. Unfair that you don't judge me by how I am, but by based on your history. Unfair that you don't wish to place trust on me, when I've placed my trust on you. Unfair that you still think that way, and always say that I'm unfaithful.

What games you think you're playing?

Sunday, January 11, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 10:39 PM

After touring and finding, finally Squadron gets to find the Nee Soon camp. With his mom and Wati having to wait 1/2hr on us. His MR today was a proud one. His task, strength and perserverance was in recognition of the whole battalion.

"LCP NS Hisham finished his task with 10kg load, during fasting month."

My cousin was there as well. He had his MR as well, hence, met Aunty Sidah, with Uncle Ami, Zakk and Nadia.

With generous load of photo taking, we headed out to Safra Yishun. After long wait with only his mom and me, he finally received the watch and we send his mom off in a cab.

Rode to Novena, finally registered for the Safari Zoo run. Mr Bean's and we headed to Century, after the sold out movie tics at TM. Ong Bak for the record of violence and heartless.
But the hilarious part of the movie was the start of it:

Eh, thai movie dah start.
Eh? Thai Movie? Movie ape ah? Confirm best..
Ong Bak lah! Eh, you bought the tickets you don't know what movie you are watching?
Hehehehe lupe lahh..

Nak cakap selenge, tak. Blaja pandai. Nak panggil ape eh? Maybe he's just being himself. Hehehehe

After movie, night market for food, then my void deck's for sushi, kebabs and vadeh.

Sent home, and Squadron fetch Sahak from home back to camp. He booked in again tonight.

Raihan has grown up soo fast. He's 6mths now, but he fits to 12mths outfits. I'm glad they love the O'Kosh I bought for him (=

Saturday, January 10, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 10:59 PM

Kenduri at JEast, with the whole family. In the midst of prayers, Ee came up with fits again. Fits is getting to him on weekly basis. I just hope that he recovers real fast, and that he can move on with life again, after that fateful tragic accident.
Prayers sent, wishes kept hopeful. For those who has lost and love, keep on praying for your lost ones. For those who have survived tragic incident, stay strong and perservere to recover.

I want my old family back to it's old situation. There are too many things happening around me too fast. Slow down.

Friday, January 09, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 10:57 PM

With Sheera to T2. While on our way to T3 Popeye's we got pretty much distracted to the stencil colorings. T1 Popeye's dinner, discussed of the events for Fid's Hen night. Pretty much elated to do a chalet/overnight party, but we've got to check couple of things before the night becomes a success.

How about, we create a whole party of us 3, dinner, then party at the chalet, with wild outfits, and bitchy behavior.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Recieved news yesterday that my Aunt who has been in coma for 6mths, has passed away at 2pm. Took UL today, to head to the funeral. Didn't manage to reach on time, as my sis was always late, so we just went to the Muslim Cemetry. While bypassing the Chinese Cemetry, saw a group of NS Men, having their briefing at the cemetry, wonder what are they doing there.

My beloved cousins has just lost their mother, and I'm terrorized for the day it happens to me. Just hope that they will get better. Condolences to them.

Headed back to Wak Pin's place, to join the kenduri. Nana's coming back today, so me and sis decides to make a move. But we detoured to IMM, and had Body Shop shopping, plus coffee at Coffee Club. The coffee was a disappointment.

Headed back home, and had my routine jog to the Reservoir. Didn't jog the reservoir today, but they've made some changes to the place.

Reached back home, changed and with dad, fetched nana from the airport. Well, I hope that now she's went to the airport, whatever she said of her needs to find something there has been found. Just hope that she's not under some spell. Nauzubillah.

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Met sis and BIL, after work. Bought pair of shoes from DMK. Well, the shoes from DMK this season has grewn a lil nicer, surprisingly. Hehehe

Had pure caramel in Coffee Bean, wadeh from pasar malam, and bus ride to sis place. Rode in the car, back to my place.

Finally get to hear Squadron's voice after he finally called. He passed his PTT, with 45sec late for Silver.

Monday, January 05, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Was super dooper shagged when I came home last night. Talked to Squadron and he starts to doze off. So I abruptedly ended the conversation. Hehehe so life was bored then, as when he sleeps, he sleeps like a beast. Even bombing doesn't wake him up I guess.

So while I was bored and trying to hack to my sister's laptop, surprisingly Squadron called.

"Hello?"
"Hello mama. Kenape bilik you gelap?"
"Uh? Gelap. Tak lah"
"You pat mana?"
"Bilik nana."
"Kenape bilik you gelap?"
"Uh I pat bilik nana"
"Uat ape?"
"Nak hack laptop"
"Look outside the window lah"

And there I saw a man in green, standing by the zebra crossing light, was Squadron.

Walked down to the deck, and we rode to the Airport. Well, apparently he has nights off today, to book back in tomorrow morning. So instead of going back, he decides to head to my place, since his friend lives nearby, and he'll be going back in with his friend tomorrow.

Parked at T3, tram ride to T2, sat at Starbucks. I think people think he was a regular. The baristas were looking, but I like their service. And their coffee creation was perfect with my hot choco, and Squadron's latte.

Unwind there for a while, before we headed back.

"You going back to Sahak's place?"
"Taklah, maybe I sleep outside"
"Outside? You sms him and check if he's still awake"
"Takpelah, he has a baby in the house."
"Then sleep at my place? I'll ask my parents"
"Tak nak lah, won't be nice"
"Then where are you sleeping?"
"The steps in front of Sahak's place, least it's nearer"

He's such a sweet person. Thanks darling, it was such a pleasant surprise (=

Gd nite papa. Mama going to bed now. Thank U papa for the surprise. Hehehe mcm org aru alik perang, da berbulan tak jumpe..
Papa, tho to U, u may not b a sweet talker, but im alaways mesmerised by your meaningful words. U have shown in actions. U wld even book out tonight to see me and spend time with me, tho U knew U b stranded later.. Kesian now U tido pat stairs, choosing over bed at camp. Thank U papa (=

Sunday, January 04, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Karaoke in the noon, as our start to this new sunday! Hehehe headed to Ming Arcade, has some good voice tuning and melody trackback for Squadron and me. Hehehe it's kinda addictive, and both wanted to stay, since they had not much customers that period, but since we had things to do, so we moved on.

And I didn't know that town has acid rain, just like in jurong island.

Today I followed Squadron around to send the letters he collected yesterday. The job is easy, but it's tiring. You have to get on/off the bike and go up to houses to send the letters. I had butt and ankle cramp. Hehehe and was super shagged when we finished the assignment.

Headed back to AMK, Squadron sent his report, then headed to the petrol station and Squadron bought a new accessory for his X1. Now the wheels have flashing lights. Hehehe

Went to Spize for late dinner. While walking to the carpark, by pass a couple. The girl, look at my shirt and said, "Sunday! Nice Sunday shirt!"

Hehehe, well it's just a plain shirt with Sunday, but thanks babe! Headed back home.

Squadron's on reservist tomorrow!

Saturday, January 03, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Attended my RTT practise in the morning with Squadron. The practise was alright, tho I skipped one last night, I think I'll be fine when the time comes for RTT.

Rode to West Coast, for a hair cut for Squadron. Then breakfast there as well. Bought back food for his mom, headed over to his place. Hehehe, his mom has a talent for sewing, and maybe one day, I shall learn the skill from her. Hehehe
Alisha came over, and that girl has grewn big, only that she was afraid of me, I guess it's be long since I last seen her.

Headed back to my place, changed and headed to AMK, as Squadron collected his letters. To Kun's and Nana's wedding, met couple of people there. The wedding deco was beautiful, the DJ was entertaining and the picture was perfect. Nana looked gorgeous in her evening outfit. Congrats to both of you (=

Headed to Cathay, met Siti and Azmi there to get the Cash Studio's card from them. Didn't catch any movie, as we've planned to head to M'sia later on. Bought Squadron a utility knife. Supper at Mac's then headed to Tuas. Today's ride were pure virgin. Hehehe no speeding, no fast track. Just plain cruising. Seems there were loads of petrol today. Hehehe

Headed back after filling the tank. And the SG riders there kept looking at us. Maybe cause we didn't come in a group. We came alone. Hehehe headed back to Squadron's place, with X1, we headed back.

Had a nap under my void deck while Squadron was playing PSP. I kinda of fell in love with the night's breeze, I feel like laying a mat under my deck and sleep away. Hehehe

Friday, January 02, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Had dinner with Naz and Junaida while waiting for Squadron to fetch me from work. Time was such peace, as we didn't have to keep on checking the clock as to when break time's over.

With Squadron, rode to Hazel's place, fetch Dol. Made our way to Nana's in Hougang. It's Nana & Kun's solemnization today. Well, another member of Squadron's gang is married, left with Squadron and Dol, the two gay bachelors.

Introduced to Squadron's ITE mates. Compared to his old school mates, they seem more sincere and a great clique. Even at the age 34, his friend Naz, is still in the hip hop arena. Hehehe

Ride to PS, watched Transporter 3 before heading back home. Hehehe

Thursday, January 01, 2009

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Ee had his lapse last night. While I was counting the secs to 2009, he had an lapse. Since Squadron had his things to settle, being real sweet he fetched me from home, and sent to to Jurong. Hehehe

Ee seems better today, only that I get worried, since his accident, he has been at home, not working, and has been going through a year long therapy. Just hope he gets better tho.

Squadron fetched me from Aunt's and we headed back (=

Thanks Squadron for sending/fetching me over.

I ♥ Squadron 12:00 AM

Well, as 2008 leaves by, memories strikes back. Has been such fruitiful year, with me finally graduating, and moving up career, finding my new self identity with my guardian sent for me (=
New friend introduced, bitter memories slowly fading away. The warmth of love, and adventure and the drastic changes I've made all in a year.

As for the 2009, should God permit me to live, I shall pray, that the year gets better, and life gets more certain, and dream, I've dream to achieve. Pray that things gets smooth sailing for Squadron and I, and insyallah, we'll take the next phase in life.