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Name: |Shakilah|(Shark)
Age: Twenty-1 years old
Date of Birth: December16 1988
Adores: |Squadron Hisham|Music |Songwriting| Extreme Sports



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♥ whispery .
shout and live for once




♥ past .
instant time travel

November 2005
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May 2010

♥ adieu .
set them free

Closed Chapter
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♥ shopping .
a woman needs to shop

Authentic Victoria Secret Bags
Wardrobe 54
Paper Love Notes
Online Shopping Websites
Bake It Yourself
Izoned Caricature Card
Swiss Bake
Choc A Bloc
Personalised Towels
ScrapBooking Cove


♥ music .
music therapy

S.O.F.T
*Scape


♥ weddingAids .
once in a lifetime experience

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Gubahan Cinta
Cupcakes Ixora
Cupcakes Kak Yati
Lenours Touch
Jentayu Gallery


♥ adventure.
advent nature

PLK DragonBoat Team
Kiyah Splashh
AdvenTour
Combat Laser
Paint Ball
Clay Cove


♥ marathons.
year 2009

Mizuno Wave Run
Great Eastern Women 10K
Vertical Marathon>
Standard Chartered


♥ goals .
Current Target

Class 2B Liscence by 2009



♥ hear me .
wise words

"Age does not protect you from love. But love, to some extent, protects you from age"

♥ Squadron's 33rd .
Sweet Memory



♥ wishList .
luxury



Tuesday, October 30, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 8:07 AM

Through the skin, it will weep red. says:
sharrrkillahh!

BloodshotDoll - Chet, what's the root cause and action taken? says:
kameshwarrrrrryyyyyyyyy!

Through the skin, it will weep red. says:
i wanted to sayy, well the other day, when you told us your boyfriend was 32, i wanted to say, i think that quite something!

Through the skin, it will weep red. says:
and i believe these kindaage gap relationship does work

Through the skin, it will weep red. says:
ive got a friend who is 19 and dating a 29 year old!

Through the skin, it will weep red. says:
im telling yeah, they have this amazing chemistry together!

BloodshotDoll - Chet, what's the root cause and action taken? says:
hahah. well thanks yup.. but i know you guys were much in shocked.

BloodshotDoll - Chet, what's the root cause and action taken? says:
seriouslt he doesnt look like 32?

Through the skin, it will weep red. says:
he doesnt look that old

Through the skin, it will weep red. says:
dinesh guessed his age cuz you know him, he overeacts the thing. but he looks 25 atleast.

Through the skin, it will weep red. says:
maybe shock that you were dating much older men.

Through the skin, it will weep red. says:
but who says you cant date older older men(:

Through the skin, it will weep red. says:
as long you guys are HAPPPIEEE

Through the skin, it will weep red. says:
happy as a monkey hanging on atree.

BloodshotDoll - Chet, what's the root cause and action taken? says:
haahha. well, same reaction to anybody whom i told them of his age, but i pretty much not bothered about it so its alright. hhaha.

BloodshotDoll - Chet, what's the root cause and action taken? says:
i thot he looked a lil like 28.

BloodshotDoll - Chet, what's the root cause and action taken? says:
but yup, we're much like monkeys on the tree

Through the skin, it will weep red. says:
well he deosnt look like a 30 plus for sure.

BloodshotDoll - Chet, what's the root cause and action taken? says:
hahaha.

Through the skin, it will weep red. says:
im happy your happy as a monkey!.

Through the skin, it will weep red. says:
after nothing suits best((:


Well, another eye-poping reaction. Nyehahaha.



I ♥ Squadron 7:43 AM

Well apprently I've regretted spending my $50 off to that converse top, ear piece and wish for more money.

Rollerblade at SkateLine drop off 50%! Sheesh, making matters worse, it's the designer blades that I've been thinking about it since visited that shop and gotten Shammy his pair of blades for bdae.

Anybody wishes to get a 2nd hand bass up for sale? Or maybe my BC Rich?Hahaha, such a despo. Of course I'm not letting go of my BC Rich kayy, it's my baby.

How do I raise $200 in such short notice?!


Monday, October 29, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Shnookie finally manages to pick me off SupCourt after success among much failure in finding SupCourt/being late picking me off work.

AMK Hub to help his colleague send his Motorola E6 off to repair.

Headed back to Cine as promised, and Shammy got himself Ethnies at 50% the retail price. I think I love the brown one too. Didn't manage to get mine as it's a lil too expensive for a pump shoe. But now, I've got 3 choices, amongst them it's the Ethnies, and both Gola. Ranges $79 - $89. Considering to save money to get blades, I'll side track a lil.

Ate at Mac's and browse a lil through taka's season sale before ending with 2 scoops of Ice Cream at B1 Taka. Sat by the steps, and got lost in finding KPE.

KPE to no vail, PIE back to home. Sheesh.

Thanks for the Soduku book Shnookie. Time to crack some brain cells.


Sunday, October 28, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Somebody just refuses to wake up at 8am and head to bloodbank today with me. Right Shnookie? Ah bgn lagi kul 1 then I end up not being able to go for that perjumpaan raye with your mom and sis together along. Sheesh.

Side track with anger: Headed to Tampines Central CC, donated some blood, and made the whole place excited. Everyone was like "Eh, that's Haida's sister. She looks just like Haida la". Yes nurses/senior staff nurses/sisters/doctors/staffs there. I'm Sister Haida's youngest sister. Weird part was, me and sis couldn't just stop laughing and start being professional when she did the transfusion for me. It's just so weird to have my own sister doing it for me. Hehehe.

Accompanied my thai breed sister Nana, get her shoes and sandals then headed to Cineleisure and met Shnookie there.

Clown: Why didn't you tell me that you're bill was $131? I thought it was just $60?

Goblin: Ouh, that's due to my laziness to pay bill for the last two months. *Grins*

Clown: Lain kali takda duit blg I, I can help you clear it.

Goblin: No, I ade duit *Opens her Prada, showcase the money* Cume I kept forgetting to clear it. Hehehe. I pay you back?

Clown: Nope, keep the money. Next time don't do this again. And tell me when you have no money kay?

And there Shnookie makes me feel really obligated. He cleared my bill again. Hehehe.

So, being a good girlfriend aka soon-to-be, I paid for the movies!

Dinner at DeliFrance, with Chocolait Fondain being the dessert, Shopping a bit, got myself Converse half jacket now I've got extra cash to shop hehehe, he got himself Saucony running shoes and headed for the cine to catch Resident Evil.

Gory, blood, but we love it. Violence is the essence.

Yup, headed home thereafter promising to come back to Cine tomorrow to get the shoes we both had our eyes on. Hehehe.

Added to Wishlist: Ethnies Pump Shoes.


Saturday, October 27, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:41 PM



The plan for raya outing with EC has been cancelled due to some circumstances. Nurul's seem to be real stressed with the upcoming A's so I've decided to make the call off plus since Hasli could only make it after 5 bile nak game seh.

Headed with Shnookie Shammy to Siti's mini open house. Screamed and screamed with uno stacko, ate dinner of generous sphagetti...
which i must place thumbs up for Siti then back to screaming business with a ghost movie The Victim in Thai.


Ouh Fy was sleeping kayy.


Petrol kiosk to clear some bills before Shammy sends me back home.

Shammy, Mr Yellow CBR it's much more new, and more smoother. Hehehe. I think maybe we share same crush. Crush towards old existance.

I-know-you-know-what-i-mean =P

Now, where's my Cybershot? I'll take pic of it soonish!


Friday, October 26, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 4:45 PM

1. A random guy/girl comes up to you and says 'hey babe?' you say?
- "Hey", and give the killer smile.

2.What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
- Tic Tac, which broke my friend's front tooth. Now he hates the sweet.

3. What does your last text message say?
- From Mr Shnookie that looks like this:
2 more hr c my mama
mama
mama
mama
mama


4. The last song you listened to?
- Smooth Operator by Sade

5. What's irritating you this verymoment?
- the time refuses to budge and pass faster!

6. Where is the rest of your familyright now?
- Work, work, work, home, home, home, home - all 7!

7. What did you do yesterday?
- Played bubbles with my talkative lil nephew Darwisy - full of exciment and it makes me flashback.

8. Pick a scar on your body, how'd youget it?
- My ankle, my foot smashed a vase which cuts through and it's been my friend since eight =P

9. What do you want to do when you get out of high school/college?
- Find a decent job that pays me good, gives me good scope and get down with my Shammy =P

10. Who's your most religious friend?
- That'll be NURUL! Yup, it's not a critic, it's a complement.

11 . If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
- I wouldn't change, I would add my real name in it - Adilin.

12. What do you hate most about your school?
- The fact that it's got too lil halal food (A woman needs to eat alright)

13. On your bed, what's your favorite thing?
- That shall be my deepest secret =P But I think Shammy knows what it is.

14. Last time you took a plane where was it to?
- Bangkok Thailand! Visited my Thai breed sister.

15. What's the first thing you would do with five million bucks?
- buy 2 jumbo flats (for my parents and my future parents), Lexus RX, K850i, iPod, PSPSlim, range of rollerblades, save some, shop some and donate some to my friend who just broke his tooth (refer to 2.)

16. Next thing you'll spend money on?
- Hoping it'll be rollerblades.

17. What's one toy you remember having in the 90's?
- Lego, had lotsa buidings, rafts, boats etc etc built by it!

18 . If you had a son what would you name him?
- Rafael (Unique, meaningful name)

19 . Which of your friends do you argue with most?
- Argue? Argue? We don't argue.

20. Which of your friends you don't argue with at all?
- All!

21. If you could have any car what would it be?
- Lexus RX, Nissan Murano! Not forgetting the killer sports bike and aprilla 150. The ones me and Shammy been eyeing for. I'll love the person who buys me those!

22 . What's your favorite breakfast
- Waffles with ice cream, and berries compote. The receipe that gave me A for my FNN in sec3.

23. How do you like your eggs?
- Scramble, with cheese and milk in it.

24. If you could get any piercing whatwould it be?
- Eyebrow, navel.

25. How about a tattoo?
- Back of my shoulders, arms, my chest.

26. What's a movie you want to see in the theatres?
- Movies? Name me the movie I've not watch, let me see, none!

27. What's the last four numbers of your phone number?
- 0531

28. How many hours did you sleep for last night?
- 6 hours.

29. What TV show do you wish you could live in?
- Orange County, my dream home is by the beach, I can go sun tanning, kayaking, rafting and enjoy the breeze, right Shammy?

30. What video game do you play most often?
- Sims 2, none other.

31. What are you wearing right now?
- basic black v-neck lycra and flare skirt which is my favourite gotten from Thailand, did I mentioned this is my first time wearing skirt to work??


Thursday, October 25, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 1:01 AM


Considering the unexplained boredom of mine at attachment, I found so much things happening in cyber world, and bother to do things I've never bothered to do before.
This artpiece sets me thinking already of anniversary. Hahahaha. Now glad my creative brain is working fine again. Songwriting as per normal back again.


Wednesday, October 24, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:20 PM

The annual 3 grown-up kissy missus at ECP Food Centre, together with Dins and Fizz, after decades more of eons since we last sat, laugh, cam whore and talked to each other.



Wide spread of food, which places my guilt at extense, but to no vail, as I helped myself to the chicken, bbq stingray, tahu bakar, satay and roti john that contains much fatty acid to my newly fatty fatty self I think I gain 4 kg off the festive season week ago.

Plus another pound today. That tummy of mine it's really showing now I'm back to self-image obessesion self, with more food bingeing I'm afraid. My success of 4kg lost is now failure. Argh shittos.

Back to running shoes and training outfits. This time, it's 7kg off the load I hope. Soonish.


Tuesday, October 23, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 6:59 AM

Rasyidi: Sumting so bad/unlucky juz happen 2 me at bloodbank, every1 got panic.

Me: What happend?

Rasyidi: My blood splurted out frm my arm while i was walking out. Lots of it.. Yummy.. Wet my shirt, pants, arm n slippers. Me just cant stop laughing/smiling, sedang kan yg lain got panic =)

Me: Ouh my, mcm ane leh splurt out la. Haha. Reminds me of south park lak.. They takot u lose too much blood la.

Rasyidi: D wound not yet dry up n me didnt apply pressure. Aft so any donations, dis my 1st time encounter dis =p ha..Ha.. Luking at their expressions, made me laughed lah. I tink dey afraid me faint i guess. Dpt baju aru frm dem agi =p

Guess Asyid never change, does he?


Monday, October 22, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 10:40 PM

My Thai breed sister is now back and she is now up to irritate the bones out of me again! 6 months of total unexplainable peace was being so enjoyable I forgot that she was in Thai that moment. Hahaha.

Well, this is what you be when you have the whole family to depend on you when it come to: Sales.

Nana: Kila, can you follow me to find my phone? You know the best about phone and yup, you can do the talking for me.

I wish to apply for a tranfer of post can I?

Applied for nEbO card @ Whitesands, phone hunt, dinner @ Katrina and headed home.

Nana: Kila, what do you see in peadophile?

Joke of the day: Nana was pproached by a mat for donation, she gave a blank face and started speaking in Thai which in the end drove that guy away. Hahahaha. Should try that.

Pai sua na boom, dai mai? Chai meter.


Sunday, October 21, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:30 PM

Job Fair @ Suntec

Job hunt a lil to see what suits with my qualifications with Shnookie.

Loads of it, but still thinking of Uni.

Maybe I'll be going to NUS or SIM (if God allows).

Wedding invitation before that, chocolate shopping after.

I like today. Some new experience for me!!


Saturday, October 20, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

It's Meet The Ramli(s) today for Mr Shnookie.

Well, what's the verdict?

Mom: Well, I'm not sure yet. Have to sit down and talk to him one day..

Dad: Under close survelience. But I know he's a good guy. He prays. (Bonus bonus!)

Visited Shnookie's ITE teacher's open house and njoyed a delicious fondue.. yumm.

Headed to some Kak's house from SGH in Simei, then to have ourselves stranded for a moment before heading to his Wak's house in Yishun, Abg Khalid's house at Pasir Ris, visited his house last and spent some stupid moments together before heading home.

Sure fun fun. Wish I could bring him to Raya visitings with EC this coming weekend. Soon dear, Soon!!!

New appointed name by my stupid sisters: Paedophile.


Monday, October 15, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:31 PM

What Type of Woman Does He Like?

Here is the analysis:

He's the typical guy that you normally would see in today's society, nothing too spectacular. In fact, you really have to concentrate in picking him out among the crowd. He's also easy going, has a sophisticated taste. He isn't boring or anything like that. Just that he would tend to be a little humble, has his own independent views, but keeps it to himself. If the situation requires, he can step forward and really make an impression on others.The woman of his dream must not be the helpless lady type or too conservative, but must be a fighter with high perseverance. Women who are the fragile type or too ladylike are definitely not to his taste. She must be committed to overcome any obstacle in building up a family with him. Those from a rich family is definitely out. He prefers women whose fortune are self-made. This type of guy isn't selfish at all, but a real social contributor one can say. Don't worry, his requirements aren't really that high, you may pass the test you know.

Guess some prediction about physcology is really true!


I ♥ Squadron 11:58 AM

The Clothes You Wear

What others see from your style
You wear whatever you please, you are probably confident, stubborn, strong-minded and independent. Deep down, however, you think that you are being excluded from society. You wish you belonged, but as you don't, you're going to follow your own rules.

What your night clothes reveal
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties
You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

What others see from your belts
You are a lonely and demanding person. You are hardworking as well as intelligent, and can be passionate when in love.

What others see from your shoes
You are kind and open-minded. You may not be talkative, but you are friendly and enjoy the company of intelligent people. You always keep the secrets of others, and never play tricks on people.

What others see from your earrings
You are a sweet and talkative person. You are sociable, energetic and interesting, and get easily bored by the same old things. You are always looking for adventure.

The last analysis
You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.


Saturday, October 13, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Hari Raya's on today for the first day of Syawal. Much (literally) preperations were done this time roound, busy bee with attachment that's practically taking most of my time. So imagine myself working as an IT professional. I'll be pledge an IT Geek in no time!

Black kebaya, skin heels and handbag, light makeup and hairdo's what's caught with me today yup. Didn't manage to go perm my hair, and I'm glad I didn't. I still wanna try with the temp braids to my hair, then keep it long and thick, manageable sexy hairstyle. I loike. Hehehe.

Every year's celebration it's getting much more different. This time, the first house was Tok Sith's house, then Tok Noor's to find that Gi's fainted. She's been working to make the orders of 6000 pineapple tarts meet, and cooking up a feast for us for the celeration.

Chai Chee was up next, followed by few more houses and final was Wak Pin's house, to have missed meeting Kak Yati and Graham on the first day. Sheesh. Headed to Airport to pick my Thailand-breed (we share same parents) sister.. She looks like Thai, speaks Thai and she smells like Thai. I wish for Pad Thai. Hehehe. Order some bunch of Mac's ending up with $90 bill. Hari Raya feasting of Mac's never better. Hahaha. Last visitors people of Jurong. Head rest the moment they left. hahaha.

Shagged.

Gi was sent to hospital after no response and placed under observation.


Friday, October 12, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Bonus question of the day from Kak Elise:
Kila, that day @ Giant, was that your boyfriend? How old is he? Much be older than Elfi right?

My reply:
(Smiles and smiling even more)

Elfi's just 21, so it makes not much of a hit. And my mom practically was laughing at me.

This is thus the last day of the fasting month, how Ramadan went by real fast. Did some last minute bag hunting but to no vail, plus last minute decoration to the house. Managed to help mom complete all 2000 pineapple tarts that was made for order. Final visit to the Bazaar with Shnookie comes late 11pm, hunt for food which are not easily found on normal occasions then headed back to his place, and feast there instead.

After being invoke by his mom to come in and wait for Shammy at the living room.

Maybe I think I'm starting to like his mom. Hehehe. Rode home as it was already 0330 and bet my mom must be screaming.

Touched up the house til 0600 before I finally get my beauty sleep.


Tuesday, October 09, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

After hunting of Melting Almonds at Ikea and Giant, and bumping into Mama Ann & Kak Elise, I finally got my outfit for this year's celebration after much deliberation on getting the most perfect outfit. Gosh, should have sent for tailoring sooner, but fret not, next year's will come sooner than ever imagine. Should make it gold next year! Settled down for a black kebaya instead coz deary wants black plus cutting budget small this season. Still like the gold one tho. Hehehe. I'm all set for raya! Dear got me shoes, got myself outfit, need a nice matching handbag which means last min shopping. Room to be groom. Plus the delicacies are yet to be made! Gosh. I have so much to doo so little time! Hehe.

Raya Raya!!


Saturday, October 06, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Being pranked on this peaceful month in courtesy of Mr Shammy. Thank you dear, making me unprepared mentally and emotionally to suddenly meet the whole family of yours! No wonder you much was so obsessed in finding a nice place to dine in only, of all places in Singapore, Geylang. My gosh. Akward and still in the midst of denial, it was alright to the end. I like the family tho. Ellysha is such an beautiful girl, plus I can see the other side of Mr Shammy after 4hours with his family. His sisters are nice and I can see that they are trying to make me feel welcome, which I really feel I am. Sisters are much like mine tho. Hahha.

See them off, and we continued our mission of finding our outfits, which brought to no vail and I ended up with only a pair of shoes. Hahaha. More shopping, shopping...!!


Friday, October 05, 2007
I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

Cekik ourselves with E.C and Shnookie today absence of Hasli and Fy of course at Sakura Suntec City. Shnookie practically paid the bill when I said no.

Then sat a while at Esplanade and had the can't shud my mouth session plus ouh im so beautiful session before heading home as Shnookie was half way dozing off.


Meet Dol for a while to get his Mr Yellow CBR headlights a good change then was sent back home..



Yes, I could feel some unwelcomeness in my friends. Oopsiee. And Shnookie, please eh Farhan and ME are over - infact not even over, coz we didn't even have a start!