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Sunday, March 05, 2006

I ♥ Squadron 9:53 PM

Well I finally manage to get a grip of myself after a year has passed. Now the break's here again. And school's out for tertiary poly students like me. It sures paid off. After a year of non-stop mugging, I'm reaching 2nd year in Poly. How time really flies, I've managed to sit thru this course, MIT. Without ever regretting once for not repeating my O's again. Well, I didn't even appeal for the course I've always wanted. I've decided to sit thru this course for another 2 years and get my diploma. Finally then I will decide again where I wanna do with my life. I sometimes see myself teaching. Hmm, maybe coz I love kids. LOL! So yeah. And I'm going to be 18 in december. Which is really fast, coz the other time I remembered imgining myself as 18 was when I was 15. I'm closer to my dream now. I have many dreams in life I wish to accomplish, if Allah Allows me too .. I know I can do anything I want to achieve my dreams. I've grown up. Grown matured, older and more beautiful. I admit I'm beautiful. I have a beautiful soul, a beutiful heart. Someone told me that. Thanks to him now I've realised that my life is real good. That I'm really lucky. So much has happened just within a year. And I've met a guy, a great guy. Other than Rasyidi, that is. He's nice. But then, he's changing for the better. And that's what I'm here for. To help him go thru life. I know I can't jugde people by looking at them, or by just a phone call. But it takes a lot of effort to really know a person. And I think I've managed to dig that thru him within. So I'm really hoping, and always praying that he gets pass the hearing on the 8th March. That he'll get probation and that our friendship will grow more. I wish to know him more.. To help him.. And whatever person I'm waiting for now, will be a history for me. I can't keep on holding myself back. If it's fated, then nothing can bring us apart. Hehe.. I'm slowly forgetting about the feelings I have for him, but never will forget him.