Sunday, December 31, 2006
I ♥ Squadron
9:06 PM
It's Hari Raya Haji again this year.. And another Hari Raya without my grans.. It just feels not right and it feels so different without celebrating it with her. And I though that I would be alrite after Hari Raya, but things just turn teary when Hari Raya Haji comes again. No more signature laksa of my grans plus no more family gathering before the big day. And the most weird part is having Unty Shidah's place as the first official house for the day. Then went to Tok Noor's house and back to Sis's place and partically stayed there the whole day, in home clothes. How pathetic is that? Plus all I did was watch TV. I mean is this how to celebrate such a day? It is so not my family. Other than that, Abg Eja and Unty can over and spent the day with us. Then me and Nana follow abg home and...
Oh well.. That house brought so much memories of her. And it feels different. The happiness isn't there anymore.
But I really miss her so much. Things are just so different. And knowing that she doesn't exist anymore, things really change drastically. And people too change and things become topsy turvy. I miss seeing her. I miss her voice. I just want her back..
Thursday, December 28, 2006
I ♥ Squadron
10:04 PM
Six of us as per usual decides to meet up eventhough we met like a week ago.. It's just that we practically miss each other's company and as far as I can remember, it was actually months before we had outing as a whole group. Farhan, Fyzal, Nurul, Siti and Me went to Shaw House to get Nurul's uniform. It was like a turn back to memory lane kind of feeling. Where we used to get uniforms back in secondary school days, especially that one particular incident few years back, where the school had just came out with a new uniform, and we were all eager to get the uniform, as it was much better than the old one.. Hehe. Then we headed to Wisma for the girls to do some shopping and I managed to get a nice top. Headed to Sakura to attend to the growling stomach of the boys (w/o Hasli) and then headed down straight to Starbucks thereafter. In which, we had so much fun disturbing Mr-I-Got-A-Girl Fyzal and totally make a fool out of ourselves. While the boys get seats for us, the girls headed down to Isetan and that's where I got 4 blazers in one shot! All at great bargains plus a jeans blazer was super nice. Settled down in Starbucks and Hasli joined from there. My stomach was in so much pain due to the laughter neither of us could control. Had so much fun doing silly things and silly talks where me and Fyzal just couldn't stop argueing. Due to time, we had to head down home.. Sure was one of a good time I had then..
The EC gang remains intact.
Saturday, December 23, 2006
I ♥ Squadron
5:59 AM
Finally I get to meet the boyfriend after two long weeks of wait. Great. It took me so much patience, and the Saturday went by soo fast today. Exceptionally fast. Yes, it was worth the wait, but how I wish that the time would just freeze so that I can spend more time with him, and less time missing him so much. He treated me to the movies (Eragon, which was awesome) and the day expenditure was all on him. How sweet. Hehe. It was a simple but sweet birthday celebration that I adore. Just have to make sure that he doesn't spend so much on me. He got his trucker cap which suits him nicely, and ended the day with a sweet hug.
Couldn't stop the eyeliner to bleed
while I was riding my way home.
Guess must have miss you bad,
Boyfriend.
Thursday, December 21, 2006
I ♥ Squadron
11:30 PM
I finally get to cut my first cake since I turned 18! How holy can that be? Today was splendid.. And my dearest 5 great friends throw me a birthday bash which was such a suprise and unexpected. (Eventhough it was leaking a lil of their info.. Hehe) But it was awesome! From the wide spread of food, to the time together cooking in the kitchen. With the boys doing much of work since I'm the lady boss for the day. Plus movie marathon of 2, Final Destination 3 and Scary Movie 3.. Haha.. To the cake, and then to the fondue plus the ice-cream on brownie.. More UNO card plus UNO stacko.. Then they presented to me an unexpected gift! And it's the first time I received a perfume for a gift! And I can say, the smell is rather bold, like me.. I love it all! Thanks U guys for making my day! And really helped me when I missing the boyfriend too much! And yes, I'm 18! The youngest in the group has turned 18, which means you guys are becoming 19! Wahaha!
Sunday, December 17, 2006
I ♥ Squadron
6:36 AM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
I ♥ Squadron
10:24 PM
Officially 18 and here I am doing nothing on this holidays but to juust do more babysitting and waste lotsa money.I'm sure I'll be broke before February can even arrive. Haha. Well, 18 should be the period where it's celebrated the most, but now, my lime lights were stolen away by lil Danish. Sigh. Haha. I've yet to cut my very first birthday cake and to yet have a feast for my birthday. But things are all given to attention to Darwisy, Danish and my sis that there's not even time so sit as a family and celebrate like we used to, on all birthdays. Kinda down with that. It sucks kay the feeling. 16 was just like any other day I felt.
Anyways, there are still people who remembers my birthday. Even though they can't be there physically, there were still there to wish me. Even the boyfriend who's all the way from Tekong right now serving the nation. Hehe. It's so sweet for him to create a birthday poem for me eventhough he's been having much difficulty in it lately. And thank U all to those who wished me. It made my day ;)
"Hey pretty lady. It's ur special day, ain't it? Lol! I didn't forget! Happy 18th birthday my dearest sharky! Luv ya lots! ;)", Kimberly(11:00:09 12-12-2006)"Shark.....Happie 18th birthday....!!!! Semoga panjang umor dan murah rezki......Wish u all de best in every thing u do.......!!! May all ur wishes came true on this special day.....!!! Take care gerl.....Luv u always sister.....!" Sheera (00:04:24 16-12-2006)"On e struckof midnitei sent Udiz msg,wishing U ehappiestbefdae wishwhile i'm here in camp,i may nothave donemuch sincee day we r engage,bt i promiseU i'll b allurs wheni'm backin Tamp.. Hehe! Happy Befdae Sayang..!!! I syg U! I SygU!I syg euUww!!*MuAcKz**Happy befdae My lil Angel*",.NizamB (00:04:46 16-12-2006)."Heppy bday shark!.. dah leh nengok m18,. hehe.. hope u hv a wonderful day.. yeh..", Fidah (00:16:06 16-12-2006)"heya gurl!happy 18th burfday!wishin u da best in life!enjoy tis special dae at its best n keep on smiling ya!love ya lots n stay sexy always!tyme to party babe!", Nurul(00:54:03 16-12-2006)"Happy birday girl2. Sori belated present. May u hv a longevity prosperous n healthy life. Awak nk present apa?bilang nana", Sis Haida (06:35:14 16-12-2006)."Happy Bday Shakilah Ramli! Get a 1-time 20% rebate on all hsebrands with ur Getalife card. Valid from 16/12 - 22/12 @ all 77th St outlets", 77th Street (10:29:40 16-12-2006)."Hey darlin gal! Happy bdae! Hehe, wah finally org 2 da 18 sey.. Haha.. Wish all ur dreamz cum true.. Hehe.. Tk cr.. N enjoy ur dae 2dae.. :)", Wan Siti (10:56:36 16-12-2006)."Hey lovelycakes happy 18th! So enjoy yourself today. Its fun to be 18 especially if you don't feel too old. But sometimes you do ah. But you' ll have lots of fun nontheless what with everything being legal and all. So you take care now. I' ll see you soon. Say hi to your little army for me cupcake (:", Sujana (11:03:36 16-12-2006)."Happy birthday darlyn.Finally the word official sits upon u.Whadja plan up ahead?", Mesh(17:01:15 16-12-2006)
Friday, December 15, 2006
Danish I ♥ Squadron
10:43 PM
Friday, December 08, 2006
I ♥ Squadron
5:44 PM
How two things can happen in one go. It was happy moment then. Now it's....
I'm heartbroken.
Bad. TO think that it's our 9 months together. My heart is being stabbed deep in the heart. You may say that I'm digging back history. But what the heck. Who cares about what you think? I rather heal my heart myself than to soothe your heart. Coz you don't even care about my heart anymore. I told you I'm heartbroken and may seem angry, but you're putting flames at it. Know what? My heart is shattered. And slowly, don't be suprised if I have no more feelings for you. You caused it yourself. Just go and have FUN.
I ♥ Squadron
5:19 PM
A day before the Boyfriend hits camp. And today is our NIne months together. Having it two occasion in one go, I've decided to give him a lil something. Just a book made of felt that contains his 9 favourite pictures of us. Plus a 9 divided parts of a poem. Tied it all up together and place it in transparent box wrapped with a nice ribbon. Hang at Coffee Bean (the first infact coz we're Starbuckians) as Starbucks was jammed with living creatures. Camwhored then we headed home.. It was kinda of fun!!
Friday, December 01, 2006
I ♥ Squadron
10:44 PM
Eversince I've started school, friday has usually been the day that we would spent time together.. That's simply cause Friday is lesson-free day plus we're too bored sitting at home eversince he finished his Nitec. Kind of missing hanging out on Saturday actually. Niways, today, after hanging out together, we went to the newly-formed mall in Singapore. That's right. Vivo City located at Harbour Front. We were so curious as to see how is the mall like. It was pretty huge, and good shopping paradise if ka-ching is what U own. Travelled around the mall, and went for a lil sea viewing and took pictures and made ourselves look like tourists. Sheesh. Then we headed to HSA for my blood donation, and he was sooo super patient so as to wait for the whole process of blood donating. Then, we took more pictures and headed home. It was superb!
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