Sunday, January 28, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
7:51 PM
Friday, January 26, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
8:09 PM
Ouh yes. We girls of the EC groupie decides to ditch the guys and go out straight, with purely girls-only rule. Coz we figured guys can be fun but girls-only will be even better. Sorry Guys, we don't hate you, but we love girls more. Ouh yes. Plus my special someone. Sheesh. Haha.
Went to ever-known Popeye's of ours. (Other than Starbucks @ TM, you can find us at Popeye's @ T1) We're weakling of good food plus good companion. Thus, we headed down there and had some girl talks and girl walks. Where one-minute of silence was included in the sorrow for the guys to miss much fun. Haha. Crap. Only that we got tired of laughing. Ate a lil and decided to head to the viewing mall, not to see the aircraft (we got used to it) but to CAM WHORE! What else do girls do best? Then we cramped our faces and our butts.
And monorail-ride to T2 only to spend countless minutes in Mini Toons. Haha. Siti got good magz and we hung at Mac's for some good magz and good ice cream. Only to discovered that it was running late we headed home in 34. Haha. It was pure fun.
Girls, when again??
Sunday, January 21, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:54 PM
Did the usual Sunday breakfast as a family today. It's been long since we did that eversince Danish was born. Kind of miss that. Headed to Alfiah, near Bedok Police Division, after finding out that Malik was changed to Banquet. Feasted as a family with Nasi Sambal Goreng, Tahu Telur, Pratas and Chicken Rice. Ate till my heart's content which has now caused me to gain weight. Arghh. Then headed to East Point to drop to Popular and NTUC to get some essential items and headed to Kak's crib. Spent worthless hours there before my parents decided to head to usual Jurong and bring Dariwsy along. There then I feasted again since Kak Jiyah decides to bill for 2 Large Pizzas and 10 Jumbo Chicken. Which I had 2 of each late at 9pm. Headed home and practically was like screaming my stomach out. Gosh.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:18 PM
It's been long since the last birthday party I went to. Other than my own that was bashed for me. She's a 12 year old. Long story short. She's adopted into the family eversince she was a baby. She pretty much feels comfortable and feels like she's part of the family. Whenever I see her, I feel sorry for her. I know that sometimes, deep down inside she wishes to see her mother and father altogether and be united as a family. But I can see that she's much contented with what she has. And the party was great fun. She's NoorHarfizah. Abg Azhar's niece. The party was full of kids and much adults too. The cake was cute with a tweety on it. Wide spread of food plus much havoc there. It was overall, a childhood memory brought to live again.
Stay happy girl.
Friday, January 19, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:16 PM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
8:31 PM
The results are out. And once again, I'll be mixing with new crowds over at institution. The K'corlav or kwown as MIT 0501 is officially being seperated to different specialization courses that each of us has been assigned to. And I'm at lucky. At least I have my lady in crime Sheera with me at the same specialization. Hope we'll be in the same lectures and tutorials. Fidah is going on to IM. And few more other people. Marcus, whom have been in the same electives with me since year 1 has gotten into the same specialization. Only that he's more in with IM than MIS. Hope he gets where he wants. It seems to bring lotsa of impact on us. Especially Marcus, whom took time and effort to write each of us a testimonial base on how he knows about us. Real sweet of him. Here's my portion:
SHAKILAShakila makes good impression of female shrekwhen she's green. Although she's been in thecenter of teasing for being a gorilla, she stillkeeps her calm. Shakila claim's she's got a niceboyfriend by the name of Nissan. Although she'smalay, she's good at using "Bakayaro". She'sbeen my poly life-long team mate in everysemester's elective-module and together wescored A's and Distinctions. She's a totalworkaholic and she loves researching andwritting reports. It's a pleasure working withyou, Shakila!Plus what Lynn did for us was super sweet too. For her to import those donuts all the way from M'sia. I had my fair portion of Dunkin' Donuts lah! Thanks Lynn.. My cravings are gonee...! Hehe..
My dear K'corlav, U guys been real great. We're like the class which most people wanna be with. We do rox our sox. Kay that was lame. Luck in everyone. Stay Intact!
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
9:20 PM
School days are all back again. With the new phone, now I loooove to take even more pictures. Went Banquet for lunch today and had same feasts as usual. Headed back to school with some candy treats. We love to get those off MiniToons. Slacked through the lab at 4 and skipped it at 5 and went straight home. Went to get the pics developed then headed to my sis place where my phone died its way. Darwisy was stucked to me today. Wonder maybe he misses me. Talked to
the boyfriend and now off to bed!
I ♥ Squadron
1:10 AM
I'm totally moved on. Today I shall state that i'm finally over with the yester years. This is 2007. It'll be a year soon with
The Boyfriend. I've changed my number. So has Boyfriend. We've both pledge sincerity and loyalty. It may sound corny, so be it. We are pretty much hearts. No more haunting past, no more irritation, no more misunderstanding, no more ex..
<3>.
Monday, January 15, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
2:23 AM
As much as I know that I've moved on, sometimes somethings in life that happened to you, just leaves a huge question mark on your head. I reminiscence about the past today. That I used to have back in 2005. Where I used to be this one single lady, with no worries about life, much. I lead life as how it is. Usual things. Cry a bit, hate a bit, worry a bit and crush a bit.
Only on that crush wasn't a bit. It was the longest and I say strongest crush I had (at that point of time before I met someone special). Between a 16year old and a 23 year old. As much as there was a huge age gap there, 23years old admit the 16year old being matured to have her mindsets. That was me. He's a pure rebel, the one who quitted school at 13 and worked hard for his living since then. A late mother to cry about, a wrecked family to return home to. As much as he's a rebel, he took care of me, from far. Then I was 16. The tender age of teenage outrage behavoir stage. Where one turns proper or rebel. I know that I wasn't much of a rebel, but maybe sometimes, U turned out to be how U are today, was a effect of yesterday. He gave me advices and was a pure nice person to just talk fun with. I loved to call him, and he would always ring me. No matter how busy he was at then with Sentosa. It's just too weird when I got to know he's my sis's donor, whom they acknowledge and much befriended. He tells me much about his problems, and I would listen out to him and talk to him things, help him undergo things. From there, we did stated that there was a reason for it. From an outsider's eyes, she could detect that he was falling for her. And lil did I know till I was proven and to then realise myself falling for him too. I was much afraid to do something big as fear of commitment and fear of losing a friend. I took that huge step and told him. To only received his disappearing act. He disappeared for about 3 long months.
In that few months, I came to meet this guy. I thought at that time would be one of the many guys whom I'll meet in my life and pass through them. Like a friend. Then, there were many others whom wants to get closer to me. I was wondering, what did I really see in this one person, whom I personally wants to get closer to. We share some same fears and same interests and soon moved closer and took the huge step falls March 8. Before I took the step to know him, I was asking and always asking myself. Is this what I want? For him to be with me, and not Rasyidi. I was confused and hurt then, I cried for nights and left myself in frequent daze. I know that I want to move on and I did prove it when I spontaneuosly answer the big question from my now, Boyfriend. We're much happy from then.
But comes back my yester years. Rasyidi kept contacting me and asking how I was doing. But I never did urge or think twice in replying any of his messages. Till I finally did tell him I have a boyfriend. I was happy and glad to let it out. Being fair to both me and boyfriend. Rasyidi has the tendency to come and go. It just pisses me off when he does that. And knowing know how serious I was with Nizam, I really much want my past to just be my past.
I'm changing my number. To move on and to stop all of this stupid things. Then I reminiscene. About why Rasyidi did disappear when I said have feelings for him. It suddenly haunts me. As much as his answer wouldn't be much of an impact, the unfairness and question still plays in my head. It's not that I still like him, Nizam. It's just that sometimes when somethings happen to U, you want an explaination why . So that U can entirely move on and look forward.
"Go backward to go forward".Get everything resolved then. I rang Rasyidi up in the blue and bombard with is these questions. He answer truthfully and apologise for his doings then. He mentioned that I had every reason to know why he did such a thing to me. I got the facts and know the reasons. He wasn't much ready for a relationship and was fear of hurt. He pierces himself and pretty much saddist from how I used to know him. Then I told him the truth. I don't want to be in any form of contact or ties with him. Just want to move on.
I have a
great guy standing infront of me. Why would I want to ask for something that's not worth it. Why look into the past when there's a brighter future? As much as Rasyidi was the first crush, but Nizam, you're my first love, my first priority. I do things for U I didn't know I would even do. If I didn't love U, why wouldn't I just neglect U and go to Rasyidi when I have gazillion chances to do so? Because I simply love U. Know what? I hate Rasyidi for his mindsets then. But now, I thank him for doing so, cause if he didn't do so, I wouldn't have met U Nizam. And know what, the reason why I wanted to get closer to U in the first place, cause I saw your
heart.
I HEART NIZAM.
Saturday, January 13, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:50 PM
Yeeeaaahhh!! Oops. We shall name it as the Phone Hunt day the boyfriend and I had. Yeah. Follow him jamming first at Simei. I shall say that his band surely can go far with team effort and constant improvement plus passion. The boyfriend was kind of good at drums I admit. They have the type of songs that I would personally listen to. Not tooooo heavy.. Least there are lyrics unlike those real hardcore.
So then, we went to the new M1 distributor at Century Square as I saw the price for N73 for $368 and K800i for $168 a week ago. But when we got there, the initial prices were $100 up each. So we were both depressed then and was superly upset. Not yet, so we bought newpaper and sat at dear Starbucks to search for roadshows. Got a place and headed to Ang Mo Kio after eating at LJ's and visting M1 again at TM, which he finally decides to settle down with K800i after much thought.
The best deal in town! Headed to the newly opened M1 distributor and got the phones for $268 which comes with bluetooth headset, 256MD Mirco SD plus Sony Premium at zero costs. The most exciting part was the boyfriend having his first line subscription and placing each other numbers under the 3 M1-M1 numbers. So now we can finally save lots! But the only thing was, I was unable to change my number. Headed to Compass Point only to find that the M1 customer service centre has closed down and was told that it was at Century. Went back there and then the fella said that it's not there. So next place was at Wheelock. Darns. So I'm still with the old number, new plan. Boyfriend send me home by cab while camwhoring in the way. Experimented tried using 3G which was superly awesome.. Love my phone!!
Heart the boyfriend most! <3
Thursday, January 11, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
9:13 PM
It's never easy
to maintain
a relationship,
Especially when
conditions are
much of a load.
But U've got to
remember tt
life's not always
a hardship,
Like a controller
it too has it's
ON/OFF mode..
It takes two to
play such a
heartfelt game,
& it takes giving
up to end the
entire aim.
Now we have
work hard to reach
the right lane,
Promise me U'll
stay positive &
I'll do the same..
My apologies for every
wrong that I've done.
LoVE YoU.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
11:06 PM
Monday, January 08, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
9:53 AM
It's the 8th
in the 1st mth
of the year,
we've reached
10th months
of real pure fun.
Knowing how
much we've
overcome made
me shed a tear,
With joy enough
to make me
really wanna run.
HaPpY 10th MoNTH
ANNiVERSaRY!
MUaCKz!
Sunday, January 07, 2007
It's NOT just a bag, it's..... I ♥ Squadron
5:19 AM
PRADA & CHRISTIAN DIOR. I have a fascination with bags and shoes. Eversince, forever. Actually eversince I was young. When I come to think of it, I really love to get myself all types of shoes. And bags. I've been wanting to get a long purse, and failing to chose one, not until I found Prada. My newly in love purse which was seriously at a good bargain. You know how poeple go like, "Ouh Prada is for the crazy people who spents so much on a stupid purse or bag." Prada is just so
VOGUE. And vogue is my middle name. I rather dress myself up to be bold and vogue, rather than sweet and pretty. It just brings confidence plus inner strength. Just give me eyeliner, pair of vogue shoes and bag. I'll be a happy soul.
My
Christian Dior Detective Medium Bag
My Prada
Boyfriend, it was a real wise pick to get me Converse. Seriously in love with it. Period. I've never fallen so much in love with possesions. And today, I shall state that I'm in love with my possesions.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
10:46 PM
Another Birthday Celebration I shall conclude! Sheera and Fidah they were include!
waHAHA! We started off with project for the day. (yes, reality first then we name fun!) Then they presented to me a birthday gift I wasn't expecting! It was a dress! I was so wanting a dress a month ago, but didn't get one as they will cause a hole in my deep pockets or the tailor are poorly-skilled tailors whom refuses to heed to my body contour. Sheesh. Then we did some cooking in the kitchy. I made Sour Cream Macaroni and Cheese and Mushroom Potage soup! With our ever-loved fondue and we stared into Material Girls! Cam-whoring after that which took us like an hour. To enjoy beauty of life before facing the dull.. A mini party before hitting the books once again! Thanks a bunch!
Monday, January 01, 2007
I ♥ Squadron
10:52 PM
From a limited
edition it turns
one edition,
An edition that's
preciously from
my dearest.
The celebration
was the best
unique creation,
You reali made
me feel the
most happiest!
Thank U soOoO much!
For the gifts! Hehe.
*MUacKz*
I ♥ Squadron
10:22 PM
