When you're going thru a phase and someone tells you that they smphatise, or knows how it feels, does that really count? I don't think so. Now I'm starting to really understand, that in life, you are actually in fact alone, no matter how many friends you have, how many family members you have, or whether everyone knows you. The phases in life, the difficulty and the misery, is actually faced by you and you alone. Remember, how you used to study for exams, there are friends, and teachers, but end of story, it's you doing the revision, and no one there to guide or go thru with you the answers. Anybody can explain to you the complexity, but it's you who will understand it to be simplicity.
I know, how much you want to help me out. I'm not being egoistic, nor stubborn. It's just this phase of life I'm going thru, this situation that I'm stucked with. I've warned you before it all started, that I will be on your nerves at times. That I will change on certain situation, that I may not be how I used to when I'm a student still. I know this phase, I've went thru this 4yrs ago. Like no different, I'm just a growing up kid.