What I see my life as of now? I don't know. Got the news that EDB project is closing and being taken over by another company. Left with an option for me to stay with IBM with another project, or be bought over by that new company or simply find another job.
My appealing to NTU is a painful game of waiting. I've stopped hoping that I'll get a place in the course. It's no use hoping anyway, it's just making you deny of the current situation your life has in for you already.
I've seem to somewhat rather change, I don't know if for the better but I know I've became some such of a worse bahavior. Much more tempremental, impatient. It's like I'm waking up everyday to a self that know nuts of who she really is, what she will be in the end of the story.
Went by to ECP to make me settle down over all things that's happening. Sometimes, I think I rather be left alone.