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Friday, April 11, 2008

I ♥ Squadron 11:59 PM

After a day long of babysitting and running around the house with my two fetish for vacuum nephews Darwisy & Danish, I finally had a good reliever - Squadron. Hehehe

Had dinner with him over at my place since my parents offered him to. Then headed to Aunty Ann's place to deliever her pineapple tarts, sambal that my mom has specially made for her.

Off we rode to Marina Square and did yet another shopping - Accessories. Hehehe I keep on shopping no wonder my Prada seems to be slimmer. Then to Carrefour to get Darwisy bubbles that Squadron has been promising him to. The adorable kids bicycles are really an eye for. Feel like getting one for Darwisy upcoming 3rd birthday this Apr 18. After surveying, I think it's better to get bicycles from a good bicycle shop (=
The outdoor gears that we've been looking for are all there! We've been looking around around the whole Singapore i really mean whole sg from east to west, to northeast to central.

Packed ourselves Mac's from Marina before heading to Fullerton Merlion. Supper and rested there for a moment. Only then I realised how much we really miss eachother.

I really miss the time when I see you everyday, we head to EastCoast and we played catching.
Yup papa, I miss that too. It's been real long since we've done that.
At least this job it's better, get to see you after work and weekends. Dulu at Qioptics, papa work even on weekends. Papa sorry ya, spend lesser time with mama.
It's okay papa I understand, you kan kerje.
I try mama do whatever I can for you. As for money, Alhamdulilah, boleh dicari. I try save money for us both for engagement kay?
It's okay papa, mama save mama's share, you concentrate on yours.
No mama, papa try. Having this bike must not change anything. If now I can't even support you, then dah khawin nanti?

And he totally touched me. That's real sweet Squadron. Tho sometimes love can't be seen but feel, I know deep down you really love me.

To me, papa syukur you don't look for other guys and you understand me. Papa memang ade takot that I'll lose you one day. I know sometimes I may appear as if I'm not serious, but just that the love for you, it's depth you don't know. I just hope that you know what you're doing. Tapi kalau at any point of time mama nak back out, papa won't stop you. Don't worry about my happiness, but you should count for your own happiness. I'm glad, now you've open up yourself and your character (=

No worries Squadron, I know what I'm doing. Insyallah, I won't leave you. That's beyond definate already (=

♥ Squadron