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Sunday, December 09, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 3:00 PM

Don't know, either sometimes I'm just too over-exaggerated, too shallow-minded, too controlling or simply because it's the human nature of insecurity.

Insecurity as in not with my own self. But rather with the other half. With what we've fought of two days ago, then I discovered something about it. And after sharing of this with my girlfriends, we all came up with nothing but the same conclusion: Unsure, and just going on with the flow. Gave up and lease expected of falling in love. When a great one comes, he's just trying for luck, rather than really want to give it all out.

Mayb yea, he gives all out to the one he loves. Actions prove louder than words, but non of the actions really prove what he's said. I won't bear any grudges, but I'll know what to expect when more complicated situations come between us. Least know what to expect of him doing.

"I even malas nak layan."

Easy come easy go for him. Can't really be bothered about things as much as I do. If he wants to follow his bestie's ways, then its entirely up to him. But I hope he knows what's he's doing, and how much hurt he's costing.

With his rather stubborn and egoistic human nature, sometimes I really have had enough of it. If he wants to follow my ways, but then with what I've said he refuses to place an ear.

Maybe I'll take it really easy this time round. Maybe this is just temporary - usual tiffs. But rest assured, I'm not the given up or can't be bothered on love nature.

I love to give someone that love.

I've really lose mood in going KL. Isn't that excited as that time you asked me along. Even after we've settle our misunderstandings, maybe I should just let you go with your friends.

Don't jubilate my 19th either.