Is this gonna be part of the many obstacles that I'll (We, matter of factly) be facing? If this is, could it end fast? I really can't take many obstacles one afta another, with my own life that I've yet to achieve, having things that hinders me rather than much help its putting more pressure. Sometimes things are left real mysteriously, hidden in between the boulders in the deap ocean. It won't come out like that, but it requires someone to push the boulder in order for the story it beholds to be driven out. How I wish, I could push all of the boulders, or maybe, the boulder could open up by itself. I rather hear it, and find out about its story with the person telling me, honestly, than hear from other sources, which might not be total, trustable. Either the person could hold jealousy, anger, or hatred towards Us, that they would definately place and twist the story make it sound real tragic. Ya Allah, I really need Your help in all of these. Please, show me the truth.
Getting real agitated, annoyed and stressed up. My CT's are coming.