I wish for everything to be untrue. I wish that I'm in a deep sleep, a coma, that whatever I have now it's just a nightmare. Could someone please ever help me get me out of this? Could someone please help me untangle all the complicated robes that I'm holding. Where's the end to all these robes? I need help. Ya Allah. I'm at my lowest point, I'm much confused, depressed. Please someone please tell me all the stories are no true. That this is all a joke.