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Saturday, May 19, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 11:12 PM

Somtimes somethings just remains kept in a total mistery. I suddenly remembered about someone of the old history part. The oldest one that I've got within my heartchapters. Seeing to as how I am today and how I was then, I'm truly grateful of the differences that I've made in my life. And the people whom has helped me along the way.. Now I'm back to square one. Which is where I was about a year ago. In a mission to get over the past and get on with the future. Just was wondering about Rasyidi, since I mentioned about him to someone. Not that I miss him personally, more likely I want to know about his well-beings. Even after I told him I couldn't keep in touch with him then, he still shows concern about me. He frequently asks my sis about my well-being.. Isn't it funny? For me to have met him since 15 and till now, we've not exactly sat down and talk faced-to-face. How thing just took place in the world of modern technology. He sure made a great impact and took care of me from far. Showed great concern tho a shy guy he still contacts me.

Then there comes Nizam. One guy I met from early '06, whom I went on to a deeper relationship with him and shared many laughter and tears. The Kapung Senang song shall be a momento, as to our hardwork, his probation and our heartchapter. It somehow shows how one can be in fearful position and shows how one can be so challenged to the things that are happening around him. I'm proud of him to where his standing now, and I'll pray that he'll go on with the wonderful future that has in store for him.. 8 was our number.

The future is yet to be explored. I'm now perservering to move on with life, and let the past be a lesson learnt. Don't ever let the past hinders moving to future. God let us experience these things to make us be wary, not be afraid. So look up and let things go as to how it was planned.

To the one cowboy I know, you're sure one great person. I appreciate for everything that you've done for me. Tho we've just took our stroll, you've made a huge impact on me. U never fail to cheer me up. Howdy!