.: Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery, none but ourselves can free our minds :.

Monday, February 26, 2007

I ♥ Squadron 7:31 PM

I smile when I think of him. I smile to know that he's still with me, and I hope will always be. I smile to know that I'm glad I've found him. I smile to know that he makes me smile, makes me happy, makes me weak.

Sometimes, when it is so hard to smile when someone hurts you, think of the good, magical things that you share with that person. Then you'll come to your senses and make the wise decision, think of a solution that involves logic and a heart, think as a human being. It's not always rainbows and butterflies. As much happiness you have, the amount of sadness equals.

We fall and stumble. Sometimes not once, but double. We came to face a hardship, me and the boyfriend. The past is a nightmare for many, thus I won't blame for people who can't accept the past.

But let me stand for my statement:
The past shall remain the past, whatever or however bad it could have been, it was the past and it can't be amend. Stop staying scared about something that has happened. Instead, change your ways and make things better. Change the past if and only if your heart says it's ready. Spur of the moment will make things worst. The reason why you go through nightmares is to let you be more wary and make you learn, not to make you so afraid of the future or make you think that you're useless.

Came to know things I don't wanna know. I thank U for being honest. I won't say: Now I know who you really are. But instead, all I have in mind is that you're a human being and at least I know that you still need some help in amending your ways. I won't stay mad or hold any grudges. I just wanna help and make things better. Forget the nightmare and work for the dream. I may be broken, but I don't feel right when you're gone away. I won't pretend that the amount of trust divides, but I won't pretend that turst cannot be built up again. I do have zillions of unanswered questions but is it important? What matters is the question of the heart is answered and what matters most is, you should know that the heart can't be played with. If you can't control your devilish side, hold on to yourselves and think with the right mind and the person/people that loves you. What do you have to lose when you do that? You not only get yourself out of trouble, but U wouldn't hurt others and you wouldn't hurt yourself.

An unwonded heart is a glass cause the broken heart has turned to stone.