Am I who I think I am? Do I really hold the title, or is it some kind of a fancy ball game that involves two, and one to play it. I don't know. It's the third time the meeting was brought unknown. The only time I gotta know that they met, was afta they have met. Reason why I was left unknown, 'cause fear that I won't understand. Hmm. Let me get it straight. Is it because I'm not understanding enough? OR U don't bother to really explain the whole situation. If then, what am I to U? A joke? A ball game? The otha side of what I say, the end? I don't get it. If we're what we call, in a relationship, shouldn't both parties understand the whole situation, no matter how bad or how hard it will be to make the otha one understand. I may stand silent. May take in the critics, shoutings, bad words, anger... But that doesn't mean I take this as a joke. Will someone explain it all to me? Is it that he doesn't bother to try make me understand, or maybe LET ME BE PART TO SOLVE THE WHOLE PROBLEM... Or is it I'm NOT UNDERSTANDING?? Not that I hate him. I heart him still............... AM I IN A BALL GAME?