It's nice to have someone to care for you. And it's nice to care for someone. But if that someone wants to care more than as friends when you care him just like friends, is it nice? You can't bear to break his broken heart, but your heart is actually hoping for that one prince whom seems to have no reaction. Yeah. That's not nice is it? And then there's not one who wants to care for you more than as a friend, there's 2 other. Now that sucks doesn't it. The one you love doesn't love you back and the one who loves you, you can't seem to find that special love for him in your heart. Why is it so complicated? And then you wonder, what should you do? All are equal nice with shortbacks like every human has. Then you don't know what to do. Fear you'll make the wrong decision. Fear you'll make them hate you, for you can't bear to hate people, but to care. Sometimes I wonder, what is it all about? Why is it so difficult to make the right decision. Then I would wallow in my sorrows. What are they seeing in me? WhAT and WHY ME?!?!