I came to face the most unimaginable thing for me. And I faced it and I dealt with it. I was the one to be honest about it all, and my friends said I shouldn't regret and feel real good about it. Although he didn't say anything, I m still waiting. Hope I somesort didn't freak him out although I think I already did. To be bothered than to keep a secret crush is what most people fear. I m a girl, a daring one I say. And it's the second time I opened up, well, I shall put it to the first one, coz the first one was just oh-u-cute-fella kinda thing. Outta my list. I just don't know what's my next step. Missing him much more than I did days ago.
And now I believe on what comes around, goes around. I pushed someone away bcoz he is in the rehab. Now the one I m holding partially crushed his future. But now I don't know how to love anyone else. :/